who else just listens to this song when they're having a mental break down?

go, just go

broken again

i am honored to be sharing my art here with you today.

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LYRICS:

i'm on the outside lookin' in
you're not happy like you had been
you're not happy like you were with him
you're not happy anymore

i can't love you like he did
i can't do you like he did
i can't give you what he did
i'm not happy anymore

if lovin' was easier
maybe we'd all do it
feelings really fk me up
don't wanna go through it

i'm jealous of the love that you shared
what we have just doesn't compare

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
no love, no love
but i won't call your bluff

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
just fk, just fk
but we'll both call it love

why am i always so insecure?
i wanna be the one that you adore
i wanna give you what you need and more
i wanna give you what you need

empty my pockets
spillin' my wallet
give me your heart, baby let me unlock it
spending my money
trying to buy it
love can't be bought, no cause that'd be too painless

love can't be basic
i'm being candid
thought i could give her a life in the hamptons
thought we could clean up this mess we been making
thought i could give her my everything

call it love

she said "don't get attached to me"

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

attached

you got so distant. . .

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

sadeyes - you deserve better (p. ocean)

@xam @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3GFPyhogjxzNMpyTmdDysE
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/fade-away-single/1464611384
YouTube (Music Video): https://youtu.be/eg7luQ1PYhQ

[Verse 1]
I woke up in the morning from the wrong side of bed
And I wish that I had stayed asleep and I wish that I was dead
But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I’m feeling in my chest
I’m depressed and stressed out I need some rest

I don’t wanna be alive right now It’s a waste of time and
I got demons deep inside my mind and I am sick and tired
And I can’t hear my own thoughts
I know that it’s my own fault
Fading away from the family photos
Oh no, I’m a no one

[Chorus]
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

[Verse 2]
So I hide my pain with a smile
I couldn’t be happy even If I tried
You think that I’m fine, It’s a disguise
Reality is that I’m crying inside
I don’t wanna do this anymore

I’m laying on the bathroom floor
It’s freezing and my back is sore
I’m waiting for the reaper to come
creeping through the bathroom door
I don’t wanna do this anymore
No, I don’t wanna do this anymore

[Chorus] x2
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

MUSIC VIDEO

FADE AWAY [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

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broken again

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