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sad hours: [OPEN]

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

she said "don't get attached to me"

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eli.

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

attached

Produced by HONNE
(HONNE, RM)
 
Keyboard - HONNE
Synthesizer – HONNE
Drum programming - HONNE
Programming and additional BV’s - HONNE
Chorus - RM
Digital Editing - Hiss noise, El Capitan
Mix Engineer - Ken Lewis for www.iProduceMusic.com

mono.

seoul (prod. HONNE)

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

Apple Music - https://foundation-media.lnk.to/eliworthless

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6hOZoviHB2yT9igwLtQc?si=2Jqt3LRnSvOwzIuedoHIGA

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
https://www.youtube.com/elilucasmusic
https://www.instagram.com/imelilucas
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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

he's on your mind

you ruined new york city for me

Undrunk

purchase: https://foundation-media.lnk.to/elithewayweusedtolove

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2lIyltozo3NlhC7ZQZ022F?si=NT4qGmlBSeWy8juSDIgpfA

when i'm lonely

iTunes

If You're Gonna Lie

One Too Many

Half Written Story

Your Name Hurts

THE S(EX) TAPES

If I Hated You

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

i thought about taking my life last night

i gave you everything i had

Blue Side (2021)

Produced by Hiss noise, ADORA
(j-hope, Hiss noise, ADORA)

Keyboard - Hiss noise
Synthesizer - ADORA
Guitar - Hiss noise
Vocal Arrangement - Slow Rabbit
Digital Editing - Hiss noise
Recording Engineers - Slow Rabbit @ Carrot Express
			                j-hope @ Hope World
Mix Engineer - 박진세 @ Big Hit Studio
Mastering Engineer - Chris Gehringer @ Sterling Sound, New York, USA

모든 게 변해버린 우리 사이 나 홀로 외쳐 Blue
너로 인해 물들어 새파란 눈물이 맺혀 Blue
봄 여름 가을 겨울 항상 그 느낌 그대로 Blue
돌아가고 싶어 아무것도 모르던 그때로 Blue

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

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차가움에 태양이 비추고 구름이 감싸준 Blue
하늘 바람 타고 지금 이 순간 그곳으로 Blue
지금 날 위로해 주는 내 마음의 Blue
파란 달빛 아래 나 홀로 Blue

어둠 속 내 아픔을 토해낼 때
한숨으로 찬 공기가 죄어올 때
난 느꼈어
무지개다리에
파란 길만 걷고 싶단 걸
I’m singing my blues
Singing my bloom
Back in my room
그립다 그 시절 파란 나와 가벼운 숨
냉정과 열정 사이 그 무게를 재보지만
지금 난 그저 파랗게 타서 죽고 싶다

Blue Side Blue Side
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Blue Side Blue Side
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내 파란 꿈속에
널 담을래
아니라고 해도
내 눈 속에

내 파란 꿈속에
널 안을래
안 된다고 해도
내 품속에
 
Blue Side
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