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NOT MINE! I just love this song so I had to post it <3

Adele - Hello (By Conor Maynard & Ant, Only Rap Part)

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

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Art by @chrosky and produced by @geo_1022
Guys I'm working on something nice, something reaaal nice for y'all, but in the mean time enjoy an old unreleased track

Text Back (prod. Garrett)

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

Future

I bite my nails until they bleed
Fingers crossed in the back, you don't see me
Talking way to loud I cant come down
In this place, when you're around
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like I gotta have it
All my friends say I should, but I know you're no good
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like I gotta have it 
All my friends say, yeah all my friends say I should but you're no good
Bad habit, baby
You drive me crazy
Got me seeing things that I know aren't there
Got me feeling like I'm falling off my chair
I'm your victim, baby
I'm your pawn
In this place, 
I'm so gone
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like I gotta have it 
All my friends say I should but I know you're no good
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like I gotta have it
All my friends say, yeah all my friends say I should but you're no good
Bad habit, baby
You drive me crazy
Tell me what it's gonna take
Cuz I just need a taste to get me through, to get me through
Tell me what it's gonna take
Cuz I just need a taste of you
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like I gotta have it
All my friends say I should but I know you're no good
Smoke me down like a bad habit
Choke you down like a bad habit
All my friends say, yeah all my friends say I should but I know you're no good
Bad habit, baby
You drive me crazy

Bad Habit - Royc3 FT Anna Clendening

I took the acoustic song and gave my thoughts on it.

Astrid S - Does She Know (Cerunoia edit)

produced by @jesmal

lyrics:

split your brain in half
all my thoughts add up like math 
cant relax
log ideas in the bath ay
buff and stack
my base power blow you back
cant react
fast enough to block attacks
get you smacked
when i talk dont you talk back ay
switch a flow like weapons y-y double tap
fuck a pact
stole your girl just using snap
she lemme tap
throw it back like bed time
when she hit the sack
havent slowed down in a minute
drop shit when i feel finished
ill give it up when i do damage
40+ songs that i left abandoned

im abandoning you
im abandoning who
ive come to mold myself to
im changing up and now im everything i wanted to do
forge my persona anew
im abandoning self
and im abandoning you
im abandoning who
ive come to mold myself to
im changing up and now im everything i wanted to do
forge my persona anew
im abandoning self
im abandoning self
and im abandoning you

abandoned (prod. jma)

produced by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

sit next to me
you dont gotta fucking send texts to me
get next to me
if thats where u feel u supposed be

undress with me
show each other what we wanna see
get next to me
ill have you in ecstasy

press me on my snapchat
ion really need that 
flying through my emails
carpel tunnel from the mouse tap

off days i get the spins
i wouldnt mix that
bacardi kick back
gut the woods and rinse that

gold karrots in my nose had got me feeling bugs bunny
dropa truth bomb and they look at you funny
blow up like a bomb and they just ask bout the money
acting like ur mom but girl you not even honey

thinkin i owe u something
i dont owe no one nothing
texting for a week and then they think ur their husband

saying u in love but girl u dont even know me
keep on changing up youll be in love with the old

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

1am (prod. hateful)

this song is completely non profit

produced by @idealismus

lyrics:

blowing on pack
slept three hours flat
how the fuck that possible
that i cant go to bed

if im smoking more i swear i should be getting rest
its fuck up (for real it is shits crazy)

i dont think its the only thing i feel in my chest
got some old emotions buried deep inside my breathes
i can feel them burn me when i exhale my lungs
id confront them but i cant cause i forget where theyre from

hurt you
i dont mean to hurt you
but i dont treat sympathy as a virtue
im too involved in my own selfish mind
even though i forget who i am half the time

as i grow i tend to grow out of line
making time just so i can keep taking my time

no one really has the time to worry bout relationship
but everyone is doing it and no ones really saying it

tinder picking choosing
then delete it for a little bit
u know u like the ego boost
of people swiping right on it

but i do too
and im like you
i cry too
and friday night
im high like you
christmas break
im drunk like you
bad work day
slumped like you
im scared like you
not fair that you
shit on me when im 
just like you

i feel things too
i just make tunes and
the musics cool but
im just you

we are one of the same i know

im u (prod. idealism)

produced by @beatzera

lyrics:

feeding off lames like calories
new releases expected like pregnancy
everybody levelled like 4g
come and hear a fast track mind like 5g

got bags on my eyes like gucci
but i been checking off flows like nike
bitch im not a sample table try me 
the come up like dog whistles its so high key

everybody dye blonde not unique
go for eminem but you look like miley
i been blowing up like a pizza pocket
on the wrong microwave setting when i spit high heat

sauce me the aux bitch i got an mp3
filled with eminem like a subway cookie
i am not a shooter if i was i wouldnt test me
leave u on the shore no jersey no snooki

im an i spy book
thoughts like waldo
smoking on rainforest
smoking on congo
baddie on my dick
get the meat like taco
double bag the goods
like im checking out at costco

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
shit goes viral
fucking up the game
like auction houses in diablo

you cant turn me to a type beat
experimentally hitting up a hype beat
thats why my enemies dont like me
cause im like fiji water and theyre nestle
they cant best me

go ahead drop something
it dont stress me
you cant vex me
your whole vibe is shit
the last youd ever do is impress me

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto
kill shit

kill (prod. beatz era)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

Scared Of Love

Prod @geo_1022 feat @paperlatte mix by @polearm CA by @chrosky
Here's another song from Red Compilation! I hope you enjoy it's one of my favorites

Peachy ! w/ Garrett & Paper Latte

with @atlas and @forrestfrank Cover art by @chrosky
Thank you guys for 4 years of support!

Vinyl ! w/ atlas & Forrest.

She Got It

she said "don't get attached to me"

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

routine

eli.