don't feel my heart my heart no more yeah
too much wakin up passin out yeah 
too much i been thinking bout in my head

too much
no one
to tell me when to stop
aint got self love 

waiting for a change 
and i mean us
wipping of the dirt
and i mean dust   

another day getting geeked up
sip so much got a lean gut 
how do you say you love me when u give lust 
need u to say sum before i give up 
seasons may change but i feel stuck
might die over love like i mean drugs

got my heart
full of sorrow
and my blood
full of drugs i cant see nothing

can't change her mind
not even if i try
while she said
it was nothing
  
stay away from my home
i don't care no more
cause i feel like 
im burning 

???

smoke anotha cig 
and i roll another 
blunt while i roll
thru the function 

i used to get the shakes
when i looked at ur face
dream about us 
in london

stick a needle in my veins
and i slice thru my arm
just to see blood running 

don't feel my heart my heart no more yeah
too much wakin up passin out yeah 
too much i been thinking bout in my head

too much
no one
to tell me when to stop
aint got self love 

waiting for a change 
and i mean us
wipping of the dirt
and i mean dust   

another day getting geeked up
sip so much got a lean gut 
how do you say you love me when u give lust 
need u to say sum before i give up 
seasons may change but i feel stuck
might die over love like i mean drugs

𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚜 (gui x casperrr) [santana]

No way you’ve run
No way you’d harvest 
All of my bones
All of the forest
Grass isn’t green 
I need to plant it
No room for seed 
Nowhere to hold it 

Im not your king 
Don’t let me breathe
Pull down my crown 
Get hold of me 
For all I’ve done 
This can’t be happening 
Reside my throne
A thousand miles away 

I don’t
I don’t really even need much
Just a little conversation and comfort and love 
You 
You don’t even care to explain
Ask for my advice I’ll leave you sitting on the pavement 
You look so basic when you walk around
Why you stringing him to get it you can get it now
Cause I don’t give a fuck if you desert me
But why you in a rush to downgrade, not learning 

Must not know how to treat someone adequate 
I’d love to see your broke self work outta this
There’s no way I’m in a rush to hear you calling
And thank god I won’t see you in the morning 
Yeah
Pissed off I make two fists
Knuckle broke in my hand but you knew this
He’s got one black eye, make it two
I’m not the type of person that you ever knew
It’s far from the end it’s not over yet
I’ve got four more bars written out for you
Little fuck face you’re a parasite 
Get down on your knees, not uncommon for you

Anxiety’s killing me
What’s left of my wrist starts to bleed
I walked through the forest 
and found someone who looks like you
These plants die around me
I’m in this hole deserted
I found myself hiding 
From anyone like you

It’s so late out here
All I can tell
Is that you’re better here 
and happier without me now
I’m such a hypocrite 
In all these songs I give
I keep complaining just to get off
And make myself worse

like you

@lilskeleskrrt

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i haven’t been waking up fast enough
i’m too naive for something like real love
i don’t even really know who you truly are
at least it feels like that from afar

so tell me everything that you've been hiding
a faceless volunteer that left me writhing
i’ll be in my room so please don’t mind me
the worst part of it all is the deciding

whether or not you’ll even
be here tomorrow
you've given me blades
but i guess they were all borrowed
the lies that you’ve spun
you hid your last smoking gun
don’t wanna know how it starts
just know you fractured the hearth

wait
for a second
i need to catch my breath
take a step and
realign myself
with my intentions
i forgot how to think
yeah it’s impressive
the way i read your mind
no obsession
i just had a hunch
it was expected
no matter what you do
i’ll still accept it
you’re still half of my genes
i can’t resent it

baseline elevated high, i
wrote this to remind my
ego to abide by
the rules behind my eyes, i
fell into a state of shock
amassing so much writer’s block
i thought my hands had time to thaw
now i focus on every flaw

would you hate to be so weak?
would it tear you up limb to limb?
has it ever occurred to you that i'm
lost at the beginning, no?

[skele]

hold on to you
so tight it hurts
i can’t let go
i can’t make you worse
this isn’t what i asked for
give me a sign
that you would’ve kept my
heart sore
leave me to die
gave you a little
don’t have more
i’m out of time
i can’t move on for
a reason tonight
it comes from the hearth
i wish you could see the sparks
i made for us

[zoltar]

i been waking up at 4 am
white lies got me stressed again
internalize all of my anger then release it
through a pen
i’m so sick of second chances
you heal with a small bandage
how could you jeopardize a life,
a wife, a holy marriage?

and i won’t ever make the same mistakes as you did
i know you’re in my blood but i’m a different human
plus i can air out all my grievances through music
i lost the man that i revered through shit excuses

i cannot handle the things are given to me
i thought i was strong but i’m so fucking weak
feel safer in sadness, i hide my exterior
peace is so boring but i feel inferior
i’ll be returning whenever you’re hurting
cause you’re still a part of my family tree
suffer through poems, i gotta get goin'
just don’t forget to leave the light on for me

hearth (ft. skele)

prod me

lyrics:

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

~got her in my reticle

i swear ill end it now, press the muzzle to my skull
why do you care now, trying to atone?
your actions cut way too close to the bone
literally not joking you saw it from my phone (phone)

~your slowly killing yourself dawsin

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*
if you want to, you can try and hide
if i see you with him again i promise he'll die

y-e-a is what you told me last thursday
told you that i loved you, and your dry in the worst way
what did i do to deserve this in the first place?
looking back i could've known from your sweet face

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

needa go
my heart aches
u felt like a home
stop me before i break

gonna blow out my head with this red dot.
thought i'd be good enough but i guess not
but id rather be alone and just rot
its my safe place at least that's what i thought

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i cave

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i c-c-c-c

"all the shit that you used to care so much about, just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind"

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*

reticle

@sinxi
// sinxi 
say
what you meant all along
'cos they
won't judge you when you talk
fate
brought me back to where you were
it's late
and i will never know where to start

'cos god it's so hard
and this medicine won't work so now i can't
bring you back from the depths of my heart
and i'm bleeding baby? trust me i know
i know, i know, i know

// i'm geist 
i might as well swallow all my pride
like i always do but u don’t even try
why won’t u even look me in the eyes
i might as well swallow all my pride

feel all of my thoughts slip in the wrong direction
baby if it’s love then you wouldn’t have to question
everybody’s views of me and you
i thought that we would work it out
i thought that you cared too

so dig your nails deep in my skin
wipe the blood say you’re sorry
do it all over again
and i’ll take it for as long as i can

oh
say that you win
take all you want
i don’t have hate to give
but don’t say that you’re wanting me
when you take your time
no intention to follow me
and it’s not fine
if you leave me to die

settle down love you’re nothing but a narcissist
say i’m the worst but you don’t know the half of it
truth is love just isn’t what i'd make of this
settle down love you’re nothing but a narcissist

love isn't what i'd make of this

spotify

love isn't what i'd make of this w/ sinxi [sinxi]

@decayinganyways
@milli2nd 

tripped into the lobby
and now i look around and hope
that no one saw me
i lost myself inside the club
with ghouls and zombies
and now they wonder where I’m at
but please don’t call me
no, no please don’t call me

tripped into the lobby
i dont know what's inside my cup
but it makes me happy
oh love you act like you're so tough
when you're around me
and you know that ill call your bluff
so please don't call me
no please don't call me

tripped and said i'm sorry
but truth is i might fuck this up
and i cant stop it
i see the angels sniffing dust
with shinigamis
they hand a knife and said to kill the
ghouls and zombies
oh the ghouls and zombies

and when i wake up
it’s all so unknown
i piece it back, found footage on phones

oh, my head is screeching
i feel a knot inside my chest
the drinks are leaving
i hear my phone i get a text
from those ghouls zombies
they wonder where the fuck I’m at
but please don’t call me 
no, no please don’t call me

oh and the lights they fade out 
don’t wanna leave but slow down 
love that sound it cuts loud 
20 more shots too slow down

ghouls & zombies w/ decayinganyways [milli2nd]

@tnvr555 

// kellin
so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings

woah woah oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh
woah woah oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh

LETS GO

don’t tel me you’re sorry
because you don’t care at all
you only want me
when there’s no one left to call
no i am not falling
for your games not anymore
so don’t even bother
cause i’ve heard it all before

cold-blooded white lies
i can see it in your eyes
we both know
how this goes
it’s really no surprise

so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
say goodbye
please don’t cry
we tried our best
could not survive
just stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings

// geist
you just don’t get it, do you?
my love, you’re my pain
you’re my one and only muse
i just can’t get over you
take my blood with the blade
tell me now
how do you feel?

do you feel alive?
since you love to play
with hearts beating
inside of your hands
till they die
oh baby then you can go tell all your lies

sick of you crawling in my skin
oh say i’m dragging you down
so take at it
straight through my veins
and leave me here
for heavens sake

// kellin & geist
cold-blooded white lies
i can see it in your eyes
we both know
how this goes
it’s really no surprise

so stay away
for heaven’s sake
what’s done is done
and you’re too late
so stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
say goodbye
please don’t cry
we tried our best
could not survive
just stop with all the pretending
there’s no more happy endings
woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh oh

for heaven's sake

for heaven's sake w/ kellin quinn [tnvr]

Pass me, I don’t where I’m going
Should of asked me before, now I can’t show it

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

There’s cracks in the pavement, I’ve been walking on 
Hold me up, outside 
I’ve been waiting for so long

Don’t get annoyed when this morning was fine 
Keep your hold on me, leech to me tight
The person that I am is no worse than the one I was
Somewhere in the winter I lay
Hibernate way too long 
A part of me died
I’m hosting funerals
It’s partly in spite 
So you can watch my body decay
Rot infront of your face
And I’m sat checking my list
Just to remember your name
Though it’s partly in spite 
It’s mostly in vain

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

3:30

co-prod @tnvr555 

these days
it’s not hard to feel like i am alone
i am alone
and the seasons change
i hate this season
i am so cold

i’m waiting patiently for you to come back home my love
there's nowhere i would rather be than in your arms
they stuck me in the dirt
and said your trauma heals the earth my friend
will you hurt again?
it’s the risk i always take cause love is worth all of the pain in the end

i’m sorry i’m a mess
she says “oh love you know it’s okay”
and every time that we lock eyes
i fall for u all again
i’m waiting patiently to call you mine and
hold your hand
oh please come home i swear to god that you’re just all that i need

seasons change

prod. @yokaidreams

// yokai dreams
bleed out
cut deeper darling
lately things are so alarming
could you help me out?
no i don't need help
it's just a hobby
give you life, give you my body
and you tore it down

should i stay on pace?
should i kill myself?
think that blade will work quite well
gotta be a way
i know i know i know
i know
if i stay this way will i go to hell?
god forbid i be myself
maybe you'll be there as well
i hope, i hope

maybe this was all
for good
you know i would
love you darling, til it's over
but i'd love some fucking closure
watch me fall
or fly
i don't know what i'd like
but baby if i die

maybe you could bring me back to life

// geist
i love the feeling
how you burn me at the stake
spit on me
i’m wide awake
oh now you’re sorry
but it’s all too late

said i’m the poison baby
guess you haven’t learnt a thing
don’t say you’re sorry
then you go and stab the knife and you twist
it feels like torture
the way i let you walk all on me
so what are boundaries for if you don’t plan on respecting them

don’t say you want it
love i said
i swear i’m wanting out
you’re so dishonest
does the truth leave fucking cuts
in your mouth
i know i’m toxic
i’ve got flaws and oh i’m struggling now
but let’s be honest
there’s not much here worth for sticking around

back to life

back to life w/ yokai dreams

I sort of have confessions
I don’t think I’m the best
I run away so often
Leave myself in a mess
Why’s changing things so hard 
Restless, open ur arms
Laid out beneath the stars
Leave my thoughts in the dark
Cause we’ll walk inside our home
Rest our heads into foam, 
while Mines sat collecting mould
I won’t need it no more

When you fall asleep
My eyes close
And when I touch my arm
That hand is yours
When I turn a page I hope it’s written about you
And when I fall asleep I hope I can see you

back to life w/ yokai dreams

I'm Geist

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