I'm Geist

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released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
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lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@imgeist
@yokaidreams

prod. @yokaidreams & co. prod @tnvr555

// lyrics
(this is a biteki exclusive)

// yokai dreams
she's so pretty I think
i lost my mind, feelin shitty
hope to find a remedy for
this love
cuz it's got me fucked up
u got me hung up again

i don't wanna tiptoe
around all the issues
i don't know what has been with you
lately
you've gone a little crazy
running around in my head

// i'm geist
dance with me
i want to feel your hand in mine all night
oh come on baby, you’re all i need
set the mood and turn off all the lights
oh darling i know that you hate me
it’s not worth the faking
i can feel the tension in the air breaking through the dance floor
held the knife up to my neck, now i’m bored
tried to separate the good from bad but i couldn’t

dance with me
i want to show you how a fire breathes in snow
move your body with the ecstasy
you should of thought about the consequences first

oh come on baby, he’s a deadman
dressed up in a dead brand
you can say you hate me all you want but you’re a geist fan
my love
and it won’t phase me, used to blood on my crown
rep biteki till the day that i’m gone

remedy

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i'm geist & yokai dreams - remedy

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

i suppose time will wear away the pain of not seeing you again
the memory of you
the loving of you
time won't take that away

it would be easier to die

i cant fathom
the fucking feeling in my chest
i inject the venom
hope it leads me to my death
i’ve lost all passion
this isn’t music i just vent
cause i can’t fathom
i take the blade and then i’ll rest
oh
cause i can’t fathom
how u breathe when i’m not there
cause i can’t have love
if it’s not u it’s nowhere
and at this point it’s not fair now…

i never want to fight love
i’ve made you so tired
if we can just rewind
and not get caught in the moment
i know now that our times up
but love you all the same now
yeah we cannot rewind
but i’ll hold on to the moments

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same
even when the words aren’t spoken

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same

spotify

i can't fathom // goodbye pt. 3

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
cover all my face with hair all over my eyes
i’m not confident, i bet u cannot recognize 
i’m invisible to everybody’s naked eyes
i don’t know what i’m doing here and i don’t know why
and tears fall like the rain in the night sky
her voice lingers in head like a lullaby
i’ll try to get over u when the time is right
but i’m not ready, so i’ll hold onto that goodbye 

i don’t know what i should say
i don’t know what i should do
i gotta reroute 
i gotta avoid that avenue
(x4)

ur a liar from ur heart
should’ve known from the start
(x2)

avenue

prod @tnvr555

// i'm geist 
try to prove yourself
but can’t do the minimal
don’t look at me
your eyes are so pitiful
took time took years
still invisible
just another day
fucking miserable

all stressed out
can’t numb it with nicotine
teeth drug stained
paranoia from the lsd
it’s all fake
all hate
making enemies
blood fresh red stacking bodies at the crime scene

i wake up dead
hardly functioning on caffeine
to the party everybody wants to fight me
swear to god i’ll put that bitch in the dirt
don’t dare you question my worth
or you’ll all end up hurt

// tnvr 
i just made a crime scene,
cut 'em up like denji
contract with my shadows
so they will not go against me
we're just wasting time see,
now i'm feeling empty
take take take all my energy
leave me with misery

feed them lies,
they won't ask you anything
push me off the edge
there's no empathy
it's all fake, all hate
now you're dead to me
you can find me at the morgue if you remember me

SPOTIFY

CRIME SCENE W/ TNVR

@tnvr555 

always got the most to say
know your words have lost all meaning
but you say them anyway
stuck in a state of disarray
burning gardens of our love
we’ll watch the flowers all decay

but hey, whatever
i just showed up for the weather
couldn’t care for your endeavor
watched u caved under the pressure
told u shit don’t last forever
come on love i know you’re clever
keep a knife cause u know better
take the kill for me whenever
take the kill for me when-

oh well, whatever
i want to see his head severed
fill his eyes up with your terror
u know they’ll always surrender
stacking bodies just for pleasure
u love him but love me better
said that i’m the one forever
the one you’ll always remember
take the kill for me whenever

and everybody swears they’ll stay
but u know nobody but your body
will lay inside your grave
aha

can’t you tell your friends are fake
baby promise you they only want their hands around your waist

oh baby promise if you took a glance
the grass is full of snakes
i keep my friends closer than enemies,
they’ll always keep me safe
don’t you walk around so cautiously
and act like you’ve got grace
oh baby i can see the toxic traits,
it’s marked all on your face

all on your face love
cover it with makeup
you chase only the famous
then wonder why they can’t trust
say you want to change but
you’ll always be the same hun
your love is so damn dangerous
killing all that you touch

always got the most to say
know your words have lost all meaning
but you say them anyway
stuck in a state of disarray
burning gardens of our love
we’ll watch the flowers all decay

BUT HEY, WHATEVER 
I JUST SHOWED UP FOR THE WEATHER 
COULDN'T CARE FOR YOUR ENDEAVOR 
WATCHED U CAVED UNDER THE PRESSURE 
TOLD U SHIT DON'T LAST FOREVER
COME ON LOVE I KNOW YOU'RE CLEVER 
KEEP A KNIFE CAUSE U KNOW BETTER
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME WHENEVER 
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME WHEN- 

OH WELL WHATEVER 
I WANT TO SEE HIS HEAD SEVERED
FILL HIS EYES UP WITH YOUR TERROR
U KNOW THEY'LL ALWAYS SURRENDER 
STACKING BODIES JUST FOR PLEASURE 
U LOVE HIM BUT LOVE ME BETTER 
SAID THAT I'M THE ONE BETTER 
SAID THAT I'M THE ONE FOREVER
THE ONE YOU'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER 
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME 

PROMISE IF YOU TOOK A GLANCE 
THE GRASS IS FULL OF SNAKES 
I KEEP MY FRIENDS CLOSER THAN ENEMIES 
THEY'LL ALWAYS KEEP ME SAFE 
DON'T YOU WALK AROUND SO CAUTIOUSLY 
AND ACT LIKE YOU'VE GOT GRACE 
OH BABY I CAN SEE THE TOXIC TRAITS 
IT'S MARKED ALL ON YOUR FACE 

ALL ON YOUR FACE LOVE 
COVER IT WITH MAKEUP 
CHASE ONLY THE FAMOUS 
THEN WONDER WHY THEY CAN'T TRUST 
SAY YOU WANT TO CHANGE BUT 
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE SAME HUN
YOUR LOVE IS SO DAMN DANGEROUS 
KILLING ALL THAT YOU TOUCH

WHATEVER

WHATEVER [TNVR]

@decayinganyways
@milli2nd 

tripped into the lobby
and now i look around and hope
that no one saw me
i lost myself inside the club
with ghouls and zombies
and now they wonder where I’m at
but please don’t call me
no, no please don’t call me

tripped into the lobby
i dont know what's inside my cup
but it makes me happy
oh love you act like you're so tough
when you're around me
and you know that ill call your bluff
so please don't call me
no please don't call me

tripped and said i'm sorry
but truth is i might fuck this up
and i cant stop it
i see the angels sniffing dust
with shinigamis
they hand a knife and said to kill the
ghouls and zombies
oh the ghouls and zombies

and when i wake up
it’s all so unknown
i piece it back, found footage on phones

oh, my head is screeching
i feel a knot inside my chest
the drinks are leaving
i hear my phone i get a text
from those ghouls zombies
they wonder where the fuck I’m at
but please don’t call me 
no, no please don’t call me

oh and the lights they fade out 
don’t wanna leave but slow down 
love that sound it cuts loud 
20 more shots too slow down

ghouls & zombies w/ decayinganyways [milli2nd]

ghouls & zombies w/ decayinganyways (nightcore) [milli2nd]

@decayinganyways @diskrypt

// decayinganyways
where does the time go, time go
it’s fucking so shallow, hollowed
were always out all night
we’ve never seen the light
we’re just the horror type
i’m saying i don’t..

saying i don’t mind
losing my mind like half of the time
in all day and out all night
silver shots and add some lime
tell me love i can’t ignore
how your distant more and more
leave it vibrant on the floor
dance alone, adore me more

// geist
i’ve got no time to find a potion
grind all on me baby
ride all on night until you’re soaking
and not a lot of people know me
cause i’d do you so slowly
till you’re dripping like a nosebleed

dance all over baby
say you’re sorry
i know
nail marks covering me
then you’ll put on a show
your smile is torture lately
engraved so deep in my bones
say you’re sorry baby
but bloods all over the floor

// geist & decaying
Saying I don’t mind
Losing my mind like half of the time
In all day and out all night
Silver shots and add some lime
Tell me love I can’t ignore
How your distant more and more
Leave it vibrant on the floor
Dance alone adore me more

dance alone

dance alone w/ decayinganyways [diskrypt]

there seems to be a problem
oh don’t wait for me
heaven’s falling down
the rooms getting colder darling
don’t look out the window
it’s falling down

you’ll see death
you’ll see me try to fix everything that we had in the past
you’ll see death
you’ll see me as i hit the ground
lost my wings all again

there’s seems to be somebody else
scraping their hands against the wall
and when hope is lost you’ll find my name doesn’t spark light
no not at all..

i don’t want to fight it
let it take control
i let you down
now you don’t love me no more
and when i hit the ground
oh not a sound was heard
so please just scrape what‘s left of me
and sell the bones

heaven's falling down

prod. @prod-oc 

// sewerperson 
the trust was removed from you and i 
you and i 
from you i 
still I thought about how u told me its till we die
like you and i
till the afterlife
now I sit alone inside this booth and I bleed
all the words on this page leave me shameful its free
i know
oh i know
you’re still awake just like usual
just like the photos
oh I know 

uh if no one told me different I would get by
if u just shared my feelings we would be more than fine
blood all over the floorboards i cant hide
u should’ve been all mine u didn’t have to die
i will say a prayer and ill go to sleep
if I die tonight lord take my soul to keep
i was way too wavy look at my cup it bleeds
bape pink on top my hoodie with yeezys on my feet 

// geist 
yeah you come to go 
to put on a show 
watch me die alone
when i need you most 
again 
god i hate this game 
the way it ends the same 

be soft 
it’s all so brittle 
squeezed tight..
now blood leaves every pore 
swore that you were my angel 
saved me to ruin me once more 

shut up i’ve got nothing left to say to you 
i shutout every word cause you don’t speak the truth 
crossed my heart and now you’re gonna pay for two 
the sky is ripping open
swear this time we’re doomed 

please don’t look 
i cannot stomach it 
swore it’s you & i 
until my heart stops beating 
bloods all on the floorboards
never meant for this
don’t look me in the face 
cause you’re not my muse darling 

i won’t try there’s nothing to save 
i’ve learnt you’ve got no shame 
and i don’t want to know what’s his name 
i’ll put him in the grave 
i don’t need nobody to say 
who am i to blame 
i call every shot that i take 
you’re all just fucking lame 

yeah spit on my face 
once you’ll clean it with yours baby 
don’t say my name 
and watch the tone you speak to me 
i’m not the same 
person you left groveling 
on my feet again 
kill all who dare looks my way


you & i

you & i w/ sewerperson [oc]

@prod-oc

i can’t fall asleep
when you’re not here with me
so promise that you’ll pay a visit in my dreams
my eyes they start to bleed
but please do not worry
i rather wipe the blood than what’s left of my tears

oh oh oh

saw my angel’s wings tore apart again
now i’m gone adrift no guardian
so ive lost some friends
it’s all part of it
but when i’m on top
don’t say my name

there’s that girl in red…
everybody seems to adore
got blood on my fit
now im starting to get real annoyed
and when winter’s gone
you’ll wonder why it’s still getting cold
with severed wings
you’re all sanctioned here
left to be doomed

doomed

doomed [oc]

breathe in
and breathe out
but you don't hear a sound
so you'll ask me if i'm okay
you're leaving
and me now
then we go back around
watched it all end on that Wednesday

please don't look at me
feel sickening
but i just want to know if you're still listening
the summer's gone and fall's soon following
will winter freeze what's left of what we had remained

watched it all end on a wednesday
butterflies around your neck
watched it all end on a wednesday
pulled you in for a kiss
cause i knew it’s the end

dance alone w/ decayinganyways [diskrypt]

I'm Geist

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