i should bid u, adieu
there’s something that so fucked in my head 
i want to save her, her too 
or maybe i’m just cold in my bed 
 
they’re all obsessed with the drugs 
anything to feel numb 
anything to stay up 
all for unhealthy love 
i’ve repressed way too much 
fuck i just need a hug 
lately i’m throwing up 
grab the blade with the rust 
 
i shouldn’t be one to talk about addicts cause 
i use to drown myself with any percentage 
and i would do anything to not take medicine 
i would do anything to just feel better and 
oh, now i just sit here and cope? 
thinking bout how i’d look hanging from ropes 
thinking bout how it would be better if no one had talked to me and i could just kill myself
 
oh 
i bet you’d hate me if i left you here all alone 
oh 
i bet they’re fucking sick of hearing how i’m better as bones

maybe i'm just cold in my bed [tennis player]

// verse 1 
watch as you’re breaking their hearts 
can’t touch without leaving a scar oh no 
know what you do after dark 
leave everyone torn into parts oh 

oh babe  
walk to the bed 
lays me right down 
and gives me the best head 
oh babe 
got my sheets all red 
say that it’s not love 
till we’re bleeding out  

// chorus 
fuck like we fight 
and you kiss then you start to go down 
talk with your tongue 
oh talk to me 
hands on your thighs 
and you move like you can’t slow down 
fuck till you’re numb 

hands round your neck 
rolling your eyes  
like i’m the best you’ve had 
and i know tomorrow 
that you’ll turn your back  

fuck like we fight 
and you kiss then you start to go down 
talk with your tongue 
oh talk to me 

// verse 2 
watch as you’re stealing their spark 
just to feed your ego, oh darling don’t
and leave them all covered in marks 
let everyone know what is yours oh 

oh babe  
walk to the bed 
lays me right down 
and gives me the best head 
oh babe 
wanting me dead 
choking me out 
but she knows i like it 

// bridge 
watch as you rip out their hearts
it’s no secret
i see you inching for their soul 
oh baby when it all gets dark
i hope you know that your name’s not the one i’d call anymore 

it’s all turned red
the movement 
the bed 
the money 
the power
the cancer
devours 
we’re all dead 
our brain’s full with lead 
so don’t be so shy now
come show us what you came to do

talk with your tongue

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prod decayinganyways

// intro
she got that bloody red
she got me dead
hatchets on her mind
think I’m unalived

// pre-chorus
decay: ohh on my mind it's like a cycle
geist: ooh and her touch she's like a psycho
decay: she grabs her hatchet, her matches
geist: my baby burn me to ashes
decay: i say it's not on mind
geist: we turned the lovely in 2 tragic

// chorus- decay and geist
we’re fucking live
oh baby you and I
she’s plotting all the time
oh that’s just my type
just my type
she’s a dime I’m gonna make her mine
no silver lining ties
it’s only for the night, for the night

this dance floors dead
is it us instead
taking shots of lead
I want that instead

she grabs her hatchet her matches
my baby burn me to ashes
i say it's not on mind
we turned the lovely 2 tragic
we’re fucking live

// decay verse
just ride me right, ride me right just like how you do
i want your body my shawty just tell me what to do
i know it’s something on your mind, tell me what the fuck I’ll find, every step we take right now always going out of line
i, no you, you
you want me like i want you

// geist
and i just can’t seem to contain my state of mind
oh how you ruined everything with all your lies
yeah it’s all fun until you make somebody die
it’s all fun until she

she throws her hatchet, light matches
and lays right down on the mattress
but says she’s sick of the acting
yet curves her spine like an actress
and i don’t trust her i’ve had it
i know she can’t break her habits
so i’ll keep dodging her hatchets
can’t spill my blood on the fabric

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and i feel so cold in the middle of summer
would you take my hand or leave me here to shiver
and i’m back at the start i’m consumed by the somber
cause i fall so fast but hit the floor even harder…

and a voice so sweet to fall asleep to
now i can’t sleep without you ;/
wish i could take all your problems
give you a life you’d enjoy

and a spark so real i felt something new
now i watch it all turn blue
wish i could do it all over
did i miss something important? :(

shiver

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:

my stomach keeps on turning 
i cannot stop this burning
sensation in my body
its concerning, it’s concerning 
the rain just keeps on pouring
and thunder keeps on roaring
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 

loosing my mind in the dead of the night
wishing ur face would get out of my sight
can’t even cry, so i put up a fight
broken again, but i say im alright 
run from the truth just to sit in the lie
couldn’t face facts so i let myself hide
played all the games and i still don’t know why
chasing a ghost that won’t hear my cries
love was a cage and i wanted to fly
clipped my own wings just to stay in ur life
gave u my soul and u left it to die
said that u cared while u twisted the knife
stuck in the dark with no tears to cry
light dosent shine where there’s no will to try 
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose

prod @tnvr555

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Your man on the road, he doin' promo
You said, "Keep our business on the low-low"
I'm just tryna get you out the friend zone
'Cause you look even better than the photos
I can't find your house, send me the info
Drivin' through the gated residential
Found out I was comin', sent your friends home
Keep on tryna hide it, but your friends know

[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

[Verse 2]
I'ma let you know and keep it simple
Tryna keep it up don't seem so simple
I just fucked two bitches 'fore I saw you
And you gon' have to do it at my tempo
Always tryna send me off to rehab
Drugs started feelin' like it's decaf
I'm just tryna live life for the moment
And all these motherfuckers want a relapse

[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

[Bridge]
Hills have eyes, the hills have eyes
Who are you to judge? Who are you to judge?
Hide your lies, girl, hide your lies (Hide your lies, oh, baby)
Only you to trust, only you


[Chorus]
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time that I'll be by your side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah
I only call you when it's half-past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

the hills [tnvr]

Round and around I go round again I go round again in my head
x2
I go 

It’s just a boy 
But I can be your toy 

I think i like it rough i like it soft 
Can you kiss me sweet then get on top 
I wanna see the parts you always hide
I wanna feel your lips between my thighs 

Making me feel manic
Fuck it i like it 
I feel so pathetic 
MAKE ME YOUR BTICH

round and round again I go round again I go round again in my head 
X2
 
it's just a girl 
but i could give her the world  

i love to feel your nails 
dig deep into me 
carving me to let them know you're mine 
fuck the way you're riding baby 
switching your positions all damn night 

making me feel manic
wrapped between your legs
now curve that pretty spine bitch 
screaming my name

Round and around I go round again I go round again in my head
X2
I go

YOU DRIVE ME FUCKING CRAZY W/ GOTHCANDY [TNVR]

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cover art by https://soundcloud.com/melmige

lyrics:

i guess u caught me off guard
my head in the sand
a scar on my arm
a knife in my back
a noose on my neck i'm barely holding on to
so exhausted
so exhausted
trust me love, don't think you'd understand
the depth of my lack of trust in other plans
the best that i am i'm barely holding on to
so dishonest
so dishonest

just a moment of respite
is that too much to ask?
i fear they made me broken
am i only a replicant of man?
terrified of my flawed emotions
what a shame
i'll place blame
on my brain
see your face
and lose my focus
i evade, to dodge fate is hopeless
go unnoticed that lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

i try to breathe but i can't
i think i'm choking up
i need you more than you understand
like very much
i won't deceive you again
i know my words aren't enough
to reconcile with the part of me you'll never trust
take the burdens i carry and i'll desert em
but i know i'll continue to feel like i deserve em
i try to make it right
i fear i've made it worse
i'd die to sing a verse
but lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

keep it up, it's hard to keep the right course
keep me locked away behind a closed door
i reject the thought that i could ever be enough
what is there to be afraid of?

scared of how i'll b received if i put my heart out on these louis v sleeves
scared that you'll grab all ur things and just leave in the night when i've fallen asleep
i cannot tell u my secrets
i don't believe u can keep them
i'll bury myself in the coffin it's self preservation to get some relief

tongue tied

prod. by me

lyrics:

i got some jade
without your name
you want me bad
i can read that off your face

dont let me wait
ill go insane
you better get it now
before its way too late


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane


lets pour some light
lets get so high
i wanna break everything in sight

that shits not mine
thats shits not yours no
you broke my mind with the way you said my name oh

i just wanna know
how many times can i hit that before im feeling detached

i spend my time alone 
thinking bout you in my room but i know its not you

youre only in my dreams
know that youre not real
only sometimes ill allow to feel

i put that onto me
tell me cant you see
youre crawling in my brain like a centipede 


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane

(i wanna smoke with you
smoke whatever you do
let me sign up to
i would smoke some crack for you

oh i know its true
im imagining you
got a mind without rules)

youre not real
how does it feel
im not here to stay
ill come back and pay up

hope that you will know
that i am not the same
i buried down that face
im not here to fucking stay

you changed my attitude 
i blame that shit on you
bodies bodies jades
swear that shit is all the same

im breaking all my bones
oh im not coming home
i found some brand new jades
i got a brand new face

jade

spotify october 17th
we all produced our own part, shoutout grasior for putting it together 

@yokaidreams
@iissaame
@decayinganyways
@grasior

// valentine ghost
let’s get this seance started
it’s part 2 so form the circle
now 919s been tarnished
but we’ve got business to settle

don’t you look my way again
cause i'll show you who's the man
yeah i’ll rip apart your body
sell your organs for some bandz

can you hear all of the chants?
know that i can count on my fans
yeah theyll clean up your body
bury ashes in the sand

do you taste it?
revenge is sweet bitch
i wouldnt risk it
if i were you id bow right down before my feet

// yokai dreams
oh, keep your guard up
i see spirits in my gas when i spark up
hearing voices from the past
all they seem to do is laugh
feeling eyes all on my back
fear the karma

lemme go, i don't wanna be seen like this
never know how heavy this secret is
so cold, so cold, no bliss
you reveal another weakness

i keep a blade underneath my pillow
crawl from the grave, i'm the one ur gonna kill first
feel the rain, hear it weep like willows
face to face, you will taste this silver

// iissaa
And Throw it all away
Cause ima make you pay
Alway treasure from decay
Oh it always ends the same
Place it far
you can't change my heart
Can't erase my scars
I'm surrounded by the dark
It's starting to close in on me
There's no light of hope that i see
I followed a road back to me
I plead at the crow in the tree

// DecayingAnyways
Oh am I a corpse? Just want to, to adore.
So torn alone, this grave my home.
Do I? Entertain you all, I would sell my soul. Just to have it all, all
Noooo-
Summoned by your call
I’m not, not dead at a-l-l-l

At all-
Ohh not dead at all

// grasior
there's some breathing on my neck
i start to look around but why is everybody dead
in this setting im a mess
the seance's has begun so come on closer for the fest

got some things im set to do
but my pulse is through the roof and all this pressure comes from you
i fear the silence that i sought
cause now the road is lonely and i hate what ive become

god these chains got me hung it broke me by design
never felt so fucking broken on my life-
i heard the memo from the side line
never thought id see a ghost sides my boy geist

i can see you through the mask
hollowed smile is there something that you lack
graveyard where my body got detached
the spirit's guidance brought me through the past

séance Ⅱ w/ yokai dreams, iissaa, decayinganyways, grasior

This is Volume 5 of a series of timeless Synth-Pop Albums, meant to send you back in time.

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talk with your tongue [tnvr]

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