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sorry 

// lyrics 
pretty eyes
but we’re holding on to what love?
you know that i tried
but it never was enough oh
tell me all your lies
how am i supposed to trust now
i’ll sing another song
how i always watched it die

oh oh oh
i don’t want to fight
i just want to go home
i’m so scared i’ll die
in my bedroom all alone
looking for my heart
but i’m finding only bones
is it lost for good?

oh oh oh
i don’t want to cry
but my tears flooding the floor
drove 100 miles
but i think it’s time i go
and when we said goodbye
i could feel it in my bones
this time it’s for good 

oh oh oh 
i feel it in my bones 
goodbye

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goodbye [jpjp]

Stella Artois

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

prod hira :)

You dont wanna fly love, ill pull you down
Leave you in the dirt between the earth and the ground
Heal me from my scars, you keep bringing me round
Fighting with myself and i keep laying me out

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

Fearing for my life love
Expecting the worst
Bury any voice between the ground and the dirt
even the end love
i know it'll hurt
being here without you at the end of the world

So many people are watching
Crowded faces all around me, im moving with caution
I cant even stand the look of my face if im honest
Why the fuck does no one listen to me when im talking

You must be out of your head

Fighting a war with myself in the trench
Everyone be shooting, im still laying in bed
Tell your boy hes stupid and ill lay him to rest
Swing ur blade at me and ill put one in your neck

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

[AMV]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNv4eGItpyg 
produced by @nate2timezz & i
thank you endlessly for listening.
more to come in time
🖤

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
they scream, "don't.. go"
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you just missed it

i'm losing my grip on reality
i need some help or just someone around me
not a physical family
the moment feelings all erupt
they can't handle your trust
guess i was too much of a burden from the cut
but don't let yourself go and doubt on me
the ocean is howling
that's my kind of outing
you don't know the hurt that it brings
can't focus, can't breathe
i love you, but you know what i think?

i'm way too detached
you don't got my back
been tryna distract
"that boy's such a drag"
i lay in my bed; think things never meant
her hand; never leant
where have you been, love

that girl made me feel like i didn't wanna suffer
validated all my reasons
and then continued to smother
cards all on the table
the table's brittle as fuck
cause you leave with no intentions of hurting me
that's enough-

if what you say is what you mean
then fall back onto me
i'll swallow up your misery
i don't care what it brings
i'll be your puppet with no strings
just show me that i have meaning
like a matter, or a purpose
just a reason that i'm breathing
i've been wishing on the stars since a kid
they're where my arms don't reach
but my eyes look past them
the scars make a pretty constellation
they connect all i see
but at the end of the day, they still look past it

you gotta hope it lasts
you're holding yourself back
if you're falling, your wings' cracked
you gotta snap em back
and when the sky becomes the ceiling,
i'll throw rocks to make it crash
oh, don't look back (2x)

through and through
every time i break down my own recluse
just because i thought they understood me too
from my point of view
they never do (2x)

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
you've never known
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you dismissed it.

everlast [prod. nate2timez x autumndropsdead]

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

prod hira
ily

How could i say no
her eyes are looking pretty at the floor
im letting myself go i need some more
theres something in the way she makes me talk

i might have to go on my own

it was you that i wanted all along

i dont wanna leave you out on ur own
snakes along her hair she turn my body to stone
i dont wanna stay here out in the cold
the way she stares through me got me collecting my bones

dancing on my own

there must be something in ur eyes love
fuelling a drug
inside my body and its
violent
ive given up
id write a letter
but i cant love
swear im so fucked
i wrote a song like 3 or 4 times
to get it across

and i still dont think you understand
baby pull me closer i could be ur contraband
letting go of all the feelings that ive ever had
used to struggle with myself but now im fucking glad

you should kill me back

(dont let go of me)

how could i say no
her eyes are looking pretty at the floor
im letting myself go i need some more
theres something in the way she makes me talk

i might have to go on my own

it was you that i wanted all along

surrender

hi :)
prod. me

lyrics:
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

empty, lately i been empty
drugs been lookin so tempting, but ill hang on
hang on tight just for you

she wanna talk, but she heating up.. why you wanna talk when you need help?
i think i know a fake when i see one, and i think im gonna break if you be one
u can find me at my place barely breathin
i was always less needed
than them and i can see it
u can try and call it wont reach me

i dont really talk, but you kno that im like that
you know when it comes to me i dont fight back
read into everything you say, your words never lost with me

i know it gets so hard,
but life is separating us
so i wanna hear you
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

i remember that look on your face, its so distrusted
i know, you didn't want this
but we found our love
right on pavement i found
u stomped ur feet on the ground
im sorry

say you won't forget me

thank you <3 @tnvr555 @b_murph

// i'm geist 
most days i regret i didn’t stay
but it’s all just part of life
and there’s not much more that i can say
but i love you and goodbye

(check 123)

but i don’t care what’s your new damn name
change your @ but it’s all the same
get a checkmark, go chase the fame
but don’t act like you fucking care

oh trust me love that i know
you’re so unhappy
it shows
it’s not your character love
fuck your friends and your drugs

don’t ever try to come around here
but god i miss your face...
don’t ever say you loved me
i can’t take

paint my picture red with the memories
i wish that our love wasn’t everything
i consume the pain like a remedy
sad to see you go, but it’s best for me

paint my picture red with the memories
i wish that our love wasn’t everything :/
i consume the pain like a remedy
sad to see you go, but it’s best for me...

// b murph 
sad to see you go, but it’s for the best
i’ve got this lingering emptiness that never leaves my chest
so i don’t need you to keep piling on
by flaunting all the good shit in your life
and you know that i still love you
but i can’t stay here no more
and there’s nothing left here for me to do
so i’m running out that door

and i’m just gonna keep on running
never gonna stop
even when i meet the edge
and i bet that you think that it’s funny
when i’m gone
yeah i hear you laughing with all your friends
it’s been getting too hard to pick myself up
when i just get another reason to fall
and i know that you love me,
i see it in your flaws
that you hide from everyone but me,
i see it all, yeah

sad to see u go w/ b murph [tnvr]

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no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

sycamore

art by kirinhara 

oh 
breakdown 
when does it hurt less 
say i’m sorry
give my head a rest 
all frowns 
could the year just end 
i lay under trees
forgive me love for i’m hopeless 

i feel the thoughts arising as i sit in the dark
i don’t have the words to say what’s wrong with my heart 
people treat me like we don’t all bleed the same 
i guess we don’t bleed the same 
cause i spill blood all on the stage  

oh 
and i hate being sober 
guess i’m the pumpkin now
the way they carve me in october 
yeah oh 
aim your knife a bit lower 
cause it feels like i swallowed my heart how it’s over 
 
but the night’s still yearning 
sky falls apart 
waits for you 
it’s darling 
said i’m fine 
just hurting 
i’ve felt so much worse 
but i still made it to the morning 

it’s cold
don’t let me go 
just take me home 
i can’t be here alone :/ 

so cold 
like ice makes up all my bones 
i try so hard to let go 
but what’s life without a home

sad to see u go w/ b murph [tnvr]

I'm Geist

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