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I'm Geist

i'm not myself w/Zebatin

lyrics:

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

Maybe it was me maybe it was just the hand I was dealt
When u with me I feel a way I think id never felt
The Kush I breathe got the eyes upon my face on melt
If u need me u could find me on the astroid belt
Ice in my veins turn my body to a freezer
If u laid back not going out me neither
She flirt a lot at first then ghost me she a teaser
Pay to play shit if u rich u could lease her
I dont wanna come off too strongly
But I been in my head about 
How we could of been writing our story
But now this shits dead and I
dug my grave and im laying in it right now
Kush horse tranq how it put me in a time out
3 grams in the woods like im tryna say timber
I was tryna smoke away what I remembered

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

When u let me out of the grasp I was trapped in
I was free but the warmth turned to cold wind slapping
Regret in the form of an empty old mattress
I would take pain over what had came after
Pages got burned but I kept the cinder
Anything to bring back that September
3 grams in the woods like im tryna say timber
I was tryna smoke away what I remembered
But it never worked
All these blunts back to back make my chest hurt
Its like cardiac arrest from the pressure
That I blow from my lungs into the weather around me
I dont wanna come off too strongly
But I been in my head about 
How we could of been writing our story
But now this shits dead and I

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

Sanfran Nites (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

She told me no strings
She said only when the telephone ring u matter
But She a known cheat
But im a known blind believer and a bad romantic
Oh I know you’d play me
I would know
Oh I know you hate me
I should go
But I just cant stop from falling back in
This lovestruck deep dark rabbit hole

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

But I guess some things dont change
How is it that happiness bring back pain
Blood dry heart with a beat up brain
I been Locked in the studio going insane
Could u Let me out
I pray to god that he hear me out
Something telling me we could work it out
I got a gut feeling like a hernia 
But it just dont matter no more
So I Scream till my lungs get sore
And I triple digit my dashboard
I cant even eat no more
I got henny and the coke inside of my core
Im on a plane third time this week
With a pill held inside of teeth
Land and blow runtz till I cannot breath
I am me and even I dont know me

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

Bury my head and push me under
Deep in the dirt in eternal slumber
Cover your tracks and change ur number
If I die now Id be your martyr
But really its funny im still fucking breathing
My life been different from season to season
2020 I built up my energy
Now I came back in the shit as a demon
Load up the beat and then I get to bleeding
Jabari produced it u know its a heater
I think my mind had succumbed to the void. 
As for my soul its somewhere in the ether

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

I Wuld Kno (jabarionthebeat X Dhyansoni)

lyrics:

Friday im on the road
I had met her at my show
Try and just grab my phone
She said I live all alone
U know im always home
I see the game u playing
But im not no Wii remote
I flip that back on her like uno
I just hit to hit that u know
I am a dog like Cujo
She like I miss u od
24 missed calls no Kobe rip
U not really getting me
U just know a part me
Just the part u wanna see
I told her I

Wondering if ur bending over backward for someone else
If u wanted go ahead
She tryna make me mad
Well the job u doing is bad
Plus I got someone else my bed
Uh already
U already a memory
I rolled up 2 grams and I might need another blunt
when u call me late at night I think u need to tell me sum
Girl im sleeping look outside and tell me do u see the sun
I know u not just for me
U for everyone
I cant take the thought missing someone I had known this long
I guess I threw my own pity party by making this song
I need an overdue apology from u that I had never got
U could say would I would wanna hear but that won’t do a lot
I got thrown into the atmosphere from super cookie blunts
I been smoking on my own
I know u would love the taste
I know u’d be blowing o’s
Right beside me
If u ever get to feeling lonely u know where to find me
Im inside my city late December in the ice
If they knew the shit I been thru I would be on vice
Talking bout u know even know me anymore well u girl u right

Friday im on the road
I had met her at my show
Try and just grab my phone
She said I live all alone
U know im always home
I see the game u playing
But im not no Wii remote
I flip that back on her like

Memorybank (jabarionthebeat X Grampstheproducer)

lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

i suppose time will wear away the pain of not seeing you again
the memory of you
the loving of you
time won't take that away

it would be easier to die

i cant fathom
the fucking feeling in my chest
i inject the venom
hope it leads me to my death
i’ve lost all passion
this isn’t music i just vent
cause i can’t fathom
i take the blade and then i’ll rest
oh
cause i can’t fathom
how u breathe when i’m not there
cause i can’t have love
if it’s not u it’s nowhere
and at this point it’s not fair now…

i never want to fight love
i’ve made you so tired
if we can just rewind
and not get caught in the moment
i know now that our times up
but love you all the same now
yeah we cannot rewind
but i’ll hold on to the moments

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same
even when the words aren’t spoken

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same

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i can't fathom // goodbye pt. 3

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

prod @tnvr555

// i'm geist 
try to prove yourself
but can’t do the minimal
don’t look at me
your eyes are so pitiful
took time took years
still invisible
just another day
fucking miserable

all stressed out
can’t numb it with nicotine
teeth drug stained
paranoia from the lsd
it’s all fake
all hate
making enemies
blood fresh red stacking bodies at the crime scene

i wake up dead
hardly functioning on caffeine
to the party everybody wants to fight me
swear to god i’ll put that bitch in the dirt
don’t dare you question my worth
or you’ll all end up hurt

// tnvr 
i just made a crime scene,
cut 'em up like denji
contract with my shadows
so they will not go against me
we're just wasting time see,
now i'm feeling empty
take take take all my energy
leave me with misery

feed them lies,
they won't ask you anything
push me off the edge
there's no empathy
it's all fake, all hate
now you're dead to me
you can find me at the morgue if you remember me

SPOTIFY

CRIME SCENE W/ TNVR

Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Dustin Gill

Merch store: https://drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: https://studio.com/drawntothesky

Dragonborn Chronicles: Chapter II

homesick

prod. michael harrison

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

and it's all fun and games
until someone falls in love
and it's me, it's me
yeah it's always been me
when you took those three months
just to lead me on
i just wish you had come
with a warning label on
and it's got to the point
where i probably should leave
but i can't cause i still 
hope you're coming home to me
when your lips touched my hips
i thought we we're meant to be 
i just wish you could love
me a little more free

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

warning label

prod. neverforever x weepings

I watch days march on by
See my friends live their lives
while I'm frozen in place
My passion's left no trace
~
I was once filled with life  
A glimmer in my eyes
But that boy has died
and I've no where to hide

(Do you know how tiny you are?)

I must find myself; but don't know where to look
I followed my heart; but I swallowed the hook

Now I'm being pulled in like every direction I can't make a choice
I been so damn quiet these days I fear that I'm losing my voice
I don't have a purpose; I don't have a path to break through the noise
Now all of the things that used to bring joy have left me devoid

smthn hella different

apathy [prod. neverforever]

prod. @prod-oc 

// sewerperson 
the trust was removed from you and i 
you and i 
from you i 
still I thought about how u told me its till we die
like you and i
till the afterlife
now I sit alone inside this booth and I bleed
all the words on this page leave me shameful its free
i know
oh i know
you’re still awake just like usual
just like the photos
oh I know 

uh if no one told me different I would get by
if u just shared my feelings we would be more than fine
blood all over the floorboards i cant hide
u should’ve been all mine u didn’t have to die
i will say a prayer and ill go to sleep
if I die tonight lord take my soul to keep
i was way too wavy look at my cup it bleeds
bape pink on top my hoodie with yeezys on my feet 

// geist 
yeah you come to go 
to put on a show 
watch me die alone
when i need you most 
again 
god i hate this game 
the way it ends the same 

be soft 
it’s all so brittle 
squeezed tight..
now blood leaves every pore 
swore that you were my angel 
saved me to ruin me once more 

shut up i’ve got nothing left to say to you 
i shutout every word cause you don’t speak the truth 
crossed my heart and now you’re gonna pay for two 
the sky is ripping open
swear this time we’re doomed 

please don’t look 
i cannot stomach it 
swore it’s you & i 
until my heart stops beating 
bloods all on the floorboards
never meant for this
don’t look me in the face 
cause you’re not my muse darling 

i won’t try there’s nothing to save 
i’ve learnt you’ve got no shame 
and i don’t want to know what’s his name 
i’ll put him in the grave 
i don’t need nobody to say 
who am i to blame 
i call every shot that i take 
you’re all just fucking lame 

yeah spit on my face 
once you’ll clean it with yours baby 
don’t say my name 
and watch the tone you speak to me 
i’m not the same 
person you left groveling 
on my feet again 
kill all who dare looks my way


you & i w/ sewerperson [oc]

I'm Geist