i wrote this song during the most depressive time period in my life. i was severely addicted to marijuana and used it daily to escape from the problems in my life. ultimately, that didnt really help me at all and made me feel even worse. the weed would make me severely paranoid, and worsened the depression i already had. it left me feeling suicidal and like a burden to be around. i wanted to give up due to the pain i was experiencing, and i needed a way out of the constant loop that was my life at that time. eventually i decided to identify the problem. i put the plant down, took proper care of myself and i wrote this song to heal. since then, my life hasnt been perfect, but ive definitely felt alot better. this song is basically a goodbye letter to marijuana and a hello to the life i wanted back. i wrote this for myself, and anyone who relates. if u do relate, i am so sorry but just know that i see u and i hope that this song can help u heal the same way it did for me.

thank u for listening

- jo

lyrics:

a letter to mary

silence
constant limbo
i’m stuck here in silence
wondering “where did i go?”

patience
feeling the wind blow
losing all my patience
lost myself not too long ago
(not too long ago)

mary
i’m in love with mary
mary jane

breathe in
inhale the smoke
then i’ll breathe out
now i’m okay

paranoia
suddenly kicks in
who knew i’d feel this pain
all from a friend, hm

mary
i’m in love with mary
(all from a plant)
mary jane
hmmm, hm
(i’m trapped in my own head)

this feeling 
leaves me wondering
what do i do it for?
oh, this feeling
i don’t think it’s worth it
to do this anymore
(no-oh-oh, oh-oh)

i don’t wanna leave
but i gotta do what’s best for me
didn’t wanna leave
i tried to tell you calmly

we used to spend
everyday together
but it’s seems that i
cut myself out the picture

a letter to mary - acoustic demo

we making it outta the studio with this one 🔥

homies in da song 🔥🔥🔥
@byemicki 
@blurxy
@kohiix

prod yungspoiler & czzm

this is heat ong please listen
its too hot

letter4u w/ byemicki, blurxy, and kohi (yungspoiler)

~ thought it would be cool to remix "home" again to see just how much my production skills have improved in the months since I put out my first remix!

 ~full credit again to @dramatrial for creating the original track and for providing me with the stems to make my remixes! :3

~ apart from the elements used from original song's stems, this flip was produced, mixed, and mastered by me! more original music (hopefully) coming soon!! :3

jish's home renovation! (drama trial - home [jish flip V2])

Performed by Davin Dot, Gogo
Written by Davin Cajucom, Zuriel Garcia, Ronald Vue
Produced by Davin Dot
Electric guitar by Gogo
Bass guitar by twinotter

ffm.to/dotsnowman

(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest

You sleep at 6 am, I wake up at 10
I wake up dying to please you
If one record less, puts you in my bed
I'll wake up dying to please you (I stay)
Staring at ceiling counting sheep but can't keep count now
3 2 1, you're taking space up in my head, you go round'
Laying down, I'm wasted now
I'm breaking down, can taste the ground

(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest

Take your time in the morning love (take your time in it, take your time in it)
Don't fall asleep on the wrong side, the wrong side
(Your body's saying no no, oh, saying no no, oh)
Pack your bags, let's get outta here
Got a one way flight, you deserve it, all the designer yeah
Didn't think this could be mine

(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest
(You needa rest, you needa rest)
Sleep soon, you needa rest

Been waking up passing the days as of late, but I'm feeling that I want to change now
And I'm thinking bigger, I can't even picture myself getting minimum wage now
Take a drive, yeah I'm road runnin'
Different colors on the 4runner
Spam texts to my phone number, spam texts to my phone
Sleep soon, you needa rest
You'll be home soon, you needa rest
Don't you wake up and forget to text

Wait wait wait
It's not too late late late, oh
Wait wait wait, oh, ah
It's not too, it's not too

Who dressed me-- that day, in the snow?
Obviously I did Davin
Green and orange combo?
I always dressed you, when you were a baby

Sleep Soon (feat. Gogo)

Just A Plea (zouitine999 + outofplacecollective)

w/ @capernum

lyrics:

i've been, thinkin of our past
when did it all fade away
and I cant seem to let it go
wishing it was all okay
where have, you been
each day we're growing older
but we're losing our past

youthful, protected
couldn't see the world for what it was
now that, I'm here
i couldn't see how naïve that we were
the years go on don't know when to say goodbye
our time is running low, I see it in your eyes
maybe its too late

i've been chasing memories after dark
and I've been scared its all going to fall apart
why is this happening was i doomed from the start
somehow i cant let go
just me and my faults

i always wanted to get older
thought that maybe they'd stop giving me cold shoulders
now I'm stuck wishing i was still a kid
had no stresses and i took all the risks
i can't even imagine
the things that i did wrong
never did I live reckless
full of regret for so long

things change and you go down the road
but we just keep on moving on
when I said I can't
leave the past behind
i wasn't lying
you got me crying

i've been chasing memories after dark
and I've been scared its all going to fall apart
why is this happening was i doomed from the start
somehow i cant let go
just me and my faults

run away from our lives
growing regrets as time goes by
try to find peace of mind
where you've been, I'm lost in time

thank you for listening <3
more to come soon......

doomed

doomed (feat. capernum)

guitar and prod: me

feat: ajstbh [https://on.soundcloud.com/PhM4A]

lyrics: 

theres dead flower petals
dancing round my room
they’re from the bouquet 
that I never gave you
maybe its too soon
to tell anything
but what do I do, with this left over ring?
I put it in the box where I keep your things
out of sight, out of mind
oh the bell that rings
if your tired of me, take a nap
lose your feelings, find them
those words you said
have no meaning behind them

one day at a time, no hand to hold
as the winters getting colder
wish you were here
lay my head, on your shoulder

I thought I watched you die (I thought I watched you die)
till I 
I heard your voice in the water
and I'd never run quite as far

did you die with the flowers? 
pretty lies, turned sour
all these nights cut deep
watch life through memories

I still can't shake those arms I called home
I still can't place those words I swallowed 
they tear at my chest,
my only regret
that I couldn't follow you 
hollowed and torn into pieces

you're so divine 

with all of the strings that you're pulling, 
I find it harder to breathe
I can't control my emotions 
when your face is all that I see

I thought autumn lost the leaves
beauty lost the blueprint
running through the trees
following the footprints

I thought I watched you die 
till I heard your breath in the water
and I'd never run quite as far
all of the places, that I couldn't be, 
the silence was tearing me apart 

why did you leave, where did you run to
you make me sick, I'll still say I love you

Breathe! W Ajstbh

in this twilight we see gold

COVER BY @biggart_ on twitter

ONE WEEKEND, 26 SONGS, 34 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

discord.gg/slumberpartyhq

waste of breath - swazy*, corefish, eneight, vayhn

out now everywhere <3 

prod. aras moon & ass7 + july.
mixing + mastering by july.


lyrics ~

divide moment into sections
provide points that've been neglecting 
have a gallery i hoard like collections
this chain of memories
scattered with the essence of depression
im the barer of a curse
positively delusion i make it work
cause i know that im built for this 
breaking down the walls like a silver fish
so baby you can stay if u wanna
u ask me bout my passion 
imma own it
i'll see it all through till it's over
so tell me if you still want me to hold ya

i know i sound insane 2 u
but if u look deep in my eyes
you'll see everything i've yearned for
watch them glow up like 2 stars (oh ooh)
cause baby i've had this dream
and i won't ever let it fade away
it's at the center of my heart
a collection of my thoughts
and it's so hard to explain
i'd rather keep it to my self 
so u can call me insane
with this judgement in ur face
and maybe i feel ashamed 
but its only cause we don't mesh
like i wish we could

should of told me sooner
before i fell so deep in love
i waited for you baby
now i don't see no type of fate with you 
it's crazy you're fading
i've been sitting here tryna please ya
now i'm so lost i feel hopeless
don't you leave me out here alone
when i revolved my world around you
i got a future that's waiting for me
i almost gave it all up
just so i could be with you

insane2u

daywatch & nightfall - nosering (brakence & 50landing)

i make music sometimes
hoarder is out now :)

a letter to mary - acoustic demo

josetta

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