It's Alright Right

I'mSorryForEverything

I Cant

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?
Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?

Don't really know where I'm goin', can't picture it
Thoughts spinnin' fast, I don't know if I'll breathe again
Scream 'til my throat numb, there ain't no fixin' it
Fightin' and flyin' cut through me, I'm sick of it

Heart poundin' out my motherfuckin' chest
Sayin' stupid shit I know that I'll regret
Losin' grip I gotta pull it up again
I ain't thinkin' anymore, will it end?

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Like Forever

Hard To Breathe

benzo: https://www.instagram.com/benzosaint/

altered state (ft. benzosaint)

prod. by https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ x https://www.instagram.com/hellsing_/

lyrics:

wait inside the shadows, pussy boy u better step back
blood is on my mind i’m not fucking with the chit chat
u put out some new songs? ain’t nobody wanna hear that
tryna get off the drugs but i seem to relapse (x2)

now hold on, who hides from who?
makes u think
faster than the flash, u gon be gone before u blink
lay inside my grave watching everything collapse
made of dirt and ashes, now i’m dead now it’s wraps

nobody gives a shit, i used to wanna fucking help
but now u is a lame, take a good look at urself
everything went on against u, now u crying, now u sad
next time u should appreciate the fucking things u have

u make everything about u, self centered piece of shit
it will come back to u and be ready to get hit
i hate u fucking rappers, let the plays get to ur head
u be thinkin u somebody, but to me, u as good as dead

wait inside the shadows, pussy boy u better step back
blood is on my mind i’m not fucking with the chit chat
u put out some new songs? ain’t nobody wanna hear that
tryna get off the drugs but i seem to relapse (x2)

- lyric video 🕷️

- inside the shadows //prod. HXLLSHADE x HELLSING

Chalk trails, cosmic verse, the pulse of life.
From Feynman to Prescod-Weinstein,
These voices illuminate the ages,
Passing the flame of curiosity and hope to the future.
A symphony of knowledge, a hymn to truth and wonder.

Voices of Science

POV, running on three hours sleep

(Ok not running—
More like the Thorazine shuffle
Reference to another life I
Spent as a puddle
Slowly evaporating into
a dark rain cloud
Casting shadows over me 
I grow heavy, I rain down,
I melt and I muddle 
Lifetimes, at times like this, 
when I’ve used all of my lifelines
Still I persist…)

—Shit!I almost fell on my face!
Standing in place, knees gave out 
No doubt, evaporating 
By some grace, I caught my essence,
Rained it back down,
Just in time,
Damn… (You ok?)
“Yes, yes. I’m ok. I’m fine”

Let’s cut to it, I ain’t here to flex
I’m here to collect.
They be claiming gains,
We be straining our necks.
They be gaming the facts
We be breaking our backs.
Some call it capitalism,
A necessary vision for man’s 
Most ambitious and driven
To let division, I mean competition
Be the force that feeds our mission!
Dawg you read any history? 
How about sociology? 
Evolutionary psychology?
Work your whole life hard 
Born rich or bureaucratic guard?
No? Then go—
Why you acting like “capitalism”
Is anything other than the breeding grounds
For monopoly? 
Where’s your competition?
I just checked with the lobby, 
ya’ll staying in the same hotel, 
just checked into different rooms,
But still rented under the same proxy.
Maybe that’s why your innovation feels 
More like a hobby, an afterthought
An affair, not the main squeeze obviously.
Too busy pretending, trying to lobby
The hotel to assign a different proxy
Getting obvious—we hypocrites 
But gotta appear that we not it

Shuffle, shuffle, feet on concrete,
From my seat, unmarked, discrete, 
new paint nearly every week,
apply gas to the peddle
I just keep moving, I can’t settle,
Devil’s in the details, 
naw—devil’s in the metal.
Watch where the gold settle
“X” marks the spot, 
No more cyber cars, 
Just robots, don’t need
Wheels when there are road blocks
Every 15 minutes. City limits 
Contain everything but
cyborgs plotting who’s in it,
Only way to travel will be
Rails they tunneled
from DC to Seattle.

They raised the middle, 
no wait, they just dropped the rest
Well below sea level,
When no true value is created,
Only way “up” is to take
Down the rest.
Inflation, legalized exploitation,
Stepping on dead weight, 
Doesn’t kick as well, still label it grade a,
Their solution, from drugs to electric grids,
Dilution, make more money (Literally) 
Look at all these dead president’s we found, for your troubles, it’ll ease the rest down.
Now the common ground stands
Like a wall— and everyone else?
Fell to the left or the right,
Doesn’t, matter, Double sided-mirror
Only reveal them selves. 

It ain’t hard to be hard,
But It’s hard to be humble…
Guess we’ll just say, 
just the way the cookie crumbled?
—
“I’ll take it! … Umm excuse me sir…
Are you ok?”

“What? Yes. Mmmhm hrp. 
Yes I’m fine, so sorry sir. I’ll get this
Wrapped up right away.”

Just spent more on some arm candy
Than I’d make in 360 days…
My sleep debt, keeping me awake,
Your sleep theft, bringing in the cake.
What else is there to do?
I don’t make the rules, 
But I don’t want to play games
 Where everyone always lose..

Hard To Breathe

COMA6