[ pt 1. ] (I originally posted this song in the midst of a severe mental breakdown when I ended up running myself into the ground, ready to end everything. I’m better now tho dw, just wanted to add some context here)

prod. @areywtf

I'm sorry

my stomach it turns at the thought of ur face
add 2 the list i stay numbing my pain
please ease my mind wont u giv me a break
i sit in this chair just to rot in a grave

as i walk its on thin ice i
waste my time and tell these lies i
drug my brain with chemicals
berate my mind and open up my eyes

unbeknown to me i cause  grief
i live my life in fear why dont we
breathe the air that we pollute see
spend my time so blind i cant see
do me a favor and open my eyes
show me a reason that i should say that im fine
im so done with trying
im so sick of lying
(its an endless cycle of pity, i cry....)

*hook repeats*

[ pt. 2 ]

prod. maxime

friends friends friends (p. arey x maxiim)

ft. @yungblasian1 prod. @reesoo <3 shoutout gang
lyrics
me -

i don’t deserve this w/ yung blasian (reesoo)

six in the morning (01kon)

six in the morning w/ phreyla + p3rk + rans0m (remix)

@advxrse

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lyrics:

(intro)

Im mining way too much andesite
oh god im not alright
colors on my screen shining so bright
im wasting all my time

(chorus)(2x)

Im mining way too much andesite
oh god im not alright
colors on my screen shining so bright
im wasting all my time
cuz i dont need all that andesite
for beating herobrine
i only need some netherite
i slay him in the night

(verse)

and ive been playing all day
to get the enchantments right
mining all the time 
grinding into the night

until this f****** creeper showed up'
and my whole base blew up

i was left without a home 
respawned in a snow biome
put my face into the snow

where should i go now?(2x)

(bridge)

than i started mining andesite
before i realised i need cobblestone (2x)

creeper aw man!

minecraft! (advxrse)

produced by: dskeep & Ziro.beatZ
written & performed by: luvstorm
mixed & mastered by: luvstorm 

lyrcis:
i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

we've been, we've been running around
like i need, i need, i need to sleep somehow
like we've been doing so much
i've been burnt out lately
put me six feet down in my grave now baby
we can trvael the world, go where you want baby
feeling sick your stomach, ill hold your hair back baby
oh
you know i need your love
are you coming with me to the hotel?
whats up?
now baby tell me what you're talkin 'bout
see the words are comin' out your mouth 
but i can't hear a thing, bae the musics too loud
we've been drinking too much
shits about to go down
now she's pulling my hand, 
i think she wanna go now, like 
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo

i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

slam my head

prod. @siemspark & @thislandismusic
feat @user-317551133

lyrics
Last week you had me thinking
To play a game with a gun
And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun
I got this bullshit on my chest. I swear it's weighing a ton
No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself
And find my happy place
Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race
Find myself
And my happy place
Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race

Just say it out loud what you're really feeling
Don't tell me lies i don't wanna hear it it's a rat race
Caught me in a bad place don't wanna look in the mirror I can't recognize my face
I can't crack this code difficulty expert mode my Heart it stopped beating shits deceiving can't feel it anymore
I keep waiting to break the cycle wish the time Could just slow down patterns eat me and I can't beat me
My brains just way too fucking loud

Last week you had me thinking
To play a game with a gun
And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun
I got this bullshit on my chest. I swear it's weighing a ton
No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself
And find my happy place
Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race
Find myself
And my happy place
Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race

rabbit race

fijimar - rabbit race feat. gurldoll

all plats

rabbit race w/Gurldoll [siemspark x thislandis]

lyrics:

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

im useless im worthless
i don't go to school
i have no purpose

@nokerbforever: 

i fuck everything up
cause i'm an asshole
i lost control
cause i just don't know-
how to carry on
with this weight on my chest
carry it on my back?
it will never go away

no it'll never go away
can you look me in my face
all the things that you said
that u truly meant
i can't hide the fact
that what we had was fake
atleast we had a couple nice moments
while i fade..

don't know if i can go on
i just don't know, i just don't know
i think u were so done
u were so done, u were so done

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

replay w/ nokerb

replay

replay w/ nokerb (branwen)

NO MORE, I FELL SO FAR

✦ hope u enjoy! & hope u guys are all well, love y'all <3 the song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! thank u for listening :)✦

lyrics
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no more, no more, no more

running with a strap, target practice when i aim in
i done told u shut up cause i feel fucking forsaken
yeah underestimated, now i feel the hatred
i feel like u're mad now, i feel like you hate me

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

now
yeah now it's all over, now it's fucked
got the cutter by my side in case i got enough
all those words that u told me i just can't feel the trust
i feel like im out of luck, i just can't see no more

can't see no more
yeah it's starting to get cold
i feel like i lost my hold
thinking i lost all control
and it gets colder and colder
i lose my composure
i feel so damn awful
with my knife i cut through

i just cannot walk on anymore
all the things u did they pushed me down
i feel like im in a rush
never, never seem to figure you out

never feel like im enough
baby now it's all fucked
all this pressure on my shoulders
yeah it's pushing me down
it's done now
in ur words you always called me a letdown
guess you were wrong

yeah i just gotta tell u, that i'll be back one day
so don't cry when it's over and don't you dare forget me
we got blisses on tec now, forward, straight up to the top
and now i feel like a letdown cause i couldn't protect you

no more, i feel so far
i can't just stop now, i can't just die
i feel fucked up, i feel so lost
yeah u always talk 
and i don't wanna hear it anymore

No More

spotify :)

No More (augury)

Thanks a lot to lav and decay for the features, I hope you all enjoy it!!!! <3

prod. genshi
featuring @1lav & @decayinganyways

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2lgvJg0jS0KagRxlwSvRCe?si=c0f0f9c8ac014c78

lyrics:
me 3x:
Ha-ha-ha, I'm on my own
I cant even think about it anymore
Hurt me to my core I dont give a fuck
Yeah I know I suck, I am out of luck
And I'm stuck inside my mind
Think I'm just so fucking blind

@1lav 2x:
staaaaay, stayin' hidden
you can't really fuck with us 
cuz you ain't got the vision
where am i, where'd i go
pls don't call, i'm so lost
can't get out, my thoughts
all your love, was forced

@DecayingAnyways:
Feeling like I really done lost my mind 
I tried to get the pieces back oh well i tried 
I see the seconds flying by how it rots my life 
Sadly this is what you get when you live on a knife 

In my backpack keeping 30 thousand and they acting like it’s that rad 
Out here breaking bitches hearts saying that it’s my bad 
Raise our index fund and I’ll be treating it like nasdaq 
Oh I 

And I’m falling down 
Falling down I’m dying 
I fell in love with pretty things like comets 
I want it all ,I want the world I want it 
I’m on my own I’m all alone I love it

me:
Oh should I just call it quits?
I've been tryna pick up my bits
I know you don't think abt this
But I always think about you

@1lav 2x:
staaaaay, stayin' hidden
you can't really fuck with us 
cuz you ain't got the vision
where am i, where'd i go
pls don't call, i'm so lost
can't get out, my thoughts
all your love, was forced

stayin' hidden

Spotify 🤍

stayin' hidden (ft. lavendr & DecayingAnyways)

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

stayin' hidden (ft. lavendr & DecayingAnyways)

i'm yxno

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