S U I C I D E

veins (prod. greaf)

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

nineteen (prod. smokeasac)

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

big city blues w/ coldhart (prod. charlie shuffler)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/milkaesthetics/

[lyrics]
I know we all
Feel the same thing
Eating away
Inside at our brains
Why do we hide
The way that we feel
When the way that we feel 
is the only thing that's real

Stop hiding 
Stop tryin to smile wen your dyin
I see your pain and i see u tryna blind it 
You don’t have to run, let it out and cry 

Remember the whole world feels the same inside 
Remember the whole world feels the same inside

Guns to our heads 
That's just life
Everybody dealing with their own damn strife
Everybody tempted by their own damn knife
I’ve never seen a reason to lie 

I know we all wanna die sometimes 
We all wanna die sometimes 
Why do we lie 
Why do we hide
I know we all wanna die sometimes

I wanna die sometimes
I wanna hide sometimes
We all wanna die

We All Wanna Die Sometimes (prod. oilcolor)

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cover art: sebxsu

haunt u w/lil peep

Didn’t mean to ever break your heart 
but at least the pain keeps you makin art,
Aint shit cool about takin bars 
But u got sum problems that facings hard
We could take this place and then make it ours 
Just a couple of dogs out chasing cars 
Or a few kids out playing in the yard 
who realize recreations a work of art 
And boredoms a lack of imagination 
thats why theres shapes in the constellations
Practice actualizing your aspirations 
Work hard maintain that concentration 
dont get sidetracked by your aggravation
know that joy is stronger than agitation 
I know you’ll reach your destination 
Inhale exhale feel the circulation
Just breathe

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷  - Breathe

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/Tu2TnagcIVc

APPLE MUSIC
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/angeldust-feat-emo-fruits/1356302503?i=1356302512

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/4MCJAWLCv4kpZp1EpFdFHn?si=FzFrp2qyTB-eaYqURGs2uQ

emo fruits:
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits
instagram: emofruits

pink cig
instagram: @pinkcig
twitter: @pinkcig

AngelDust - single
pink cig & emo fruits - Girls, Drugs, & Dying


LYRICS:
[pink cig]
          hook:
she heard the songs i wrote about her now she hate my guts 
i've seen people trippin less while they on angel dust 
either way you'd always say i'll never be enough 
don't forget that you're the reason i don't give a fuck
[emo fruits]
         verse 1:
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin
Cocaine laced in
Still gon face it 
They won't think I'll make it 
But bitch im bouta make it 
I don't think she love me 
But in my bed she naked 
Dyin cuz it hurt too much 
Cryin cuz she hate my guts
She don't care 
I'm in her guts 
Shawty catch my angel dust 
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin 
Cocaine laced in 
Still gon face it 
I don't really got friends 
I don't really got you 
Yeah you tell me that it hurts 
But drugs they be helping u 
Yeah u trippin off of shit 
Yeah i'm trippin off of u 
Yeah I'm all in ur head 
Yeah ur all in mine too

(hook)

[pink cig]
          verse 2:
codeine up inside me
bad bitch right beside me
praying that the devil never find me
shawty wanna fuck me like she like me
why u wanna know shit 
i be on my own shit 
demons in my circle don't get muthufuckin close bitch
wanna fly away
just another day 
thotty said she love me 
do not trust a word they say
          outro:
i dont think i know what love is
i think ive had enough of this
i dont think i know what love is
ill just stick to my activis

i dont think i know what love is
i think i had enough of this

AngelDust - single

pink cig & emo fruits - AngelDust *prod. Roman RSK*(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC.)

Reality’s become satire 
Living underneath the eye of the evil empire 
Every where I look I’m always seeing barbed wire 
5150 been about the gun fire
Ima live wire supplier my gun don’t misfire 
Enquirin about me’s like water and greek fire 
escape the system get people to think higher
Spread wisdom and peace but keep th piece this aint a cease fire 
no justice no peace don’t trust the police 
If I speak the things I think I would get beat like Rodney king 
I’m Tired of living below the poverty line 
Thats why I’m commitin crimes but ppl dropping the dimes
I put tape over my camera I think somebody watching me 
Tired of living in a system of hipocrisy 
Economys a mockery 
Currency is burglary 
I swear to god I wish the cops would come and fuckin murder me 
Swat raid my spot turn my home into a murder scene 
Im posted at the Burger King
Burgundy suede Burberry shades 
Lil boy I’m still getting paid
got the key to the game 
Dont spend my money on chains 
Dont give a fucc about fame 
You can’t even type my name 
You gotta copy and paste 
I been running it up 
You just been jogging in place

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Rodney King

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - All Hail Discordia

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Purgatory

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Take Ur Time (Prod. $en$ei $lime)

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Garden Of Eden // Innocence Lost

i don’t expect you to be submissive 
If I’m transgressive or aggressive 
I don’t intend to be dismissive 
Non attentive or oppressive 
I dont pretend to be cohesive 
Or impressive or permissive
i jus try to be expressive 
And progressive not regressive 
I’ve accepted that my memory’s repressive 
And selective 
Im still working on my self 
Im still crossing off my check list 
I know that you try to help 
And feel helpless when I’m depressive
And I’m sorry
That I’m broken 
And it breaks you too 
And I’m sorry 
Im not more open 
I hope you know I hate It too 
But I’m growing
And I’m learning 
And I’m sorry its so slow 
stoked the flames 
For so long 
But the fire would never grow
Now its burning
As I attempt to maintain control 
And I’m learning
That a fire is hard to hold 
But I’m okay
And I think its cause I’m cold 
And that numbs me 
Or at least thats what I’m told
Puzzle pieces fit together til we see th bigger picture 
Smaller patterns create larger patterns with their Lil mixtures
But as I solve the puzzle I see I'm not in the picture 
So I'm staring at u standing there with someone else's figure
Well go figure I'm not perfect I just create the perfect mixture 
Of aggression and depression in my body like some elixir 
And I don't need the scripture like my father or the liquor 
I self medicate in other ways I guess you get th picture 
So I solve these little puzzles getting more frantic by the second 
And as the picture becomes clearer I always start to second guess it 
It's like the puzzles just a mirror and I'm scared of my reflection 
So I hid behind my fear and I suppress my own depression 
So I'm sorry 
that I'm broken 
and it breaks you too 
And I’m sorry 
Im not more open 
I hope you know I hate It too 
But I’m growing
And I’m learning 
And I’m sorry its so slow 
stoked the flames 
For so long 
But the fire would never grow
Now its burning

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Puzzles

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - UV LIT UP GARBAGE

I’ve got a home in th suburbs of th killers n theives 
Where th block is hot the cells a hundred degrees
Everybody’s bones break and everybody stabbed bleeds
Everybodys a animal and none of us leave
Just a number in the prison economy 
Just another orange jumper for us cogs in th machine
Where they outsource labor like legal slavery
And they keep us segregated so we all become weak
I’ve got one foot in the grave and one foot in a cell
I’ve got a mind in heaven and a body in hell 
I put my chips all in but they saw my tell 
Gambled with my soul now Ima ghost in a shell
Im just another cowboy in the wild Wild West 
Where they shoot so much you needa buy your child a vest 
you either Fuck with the best or you die like the rest 
When you walk through the valley of th shadow of death 
You gotta beat the heat or be a feast for the vultures 
Where decomposing’s just another part of the culture 
Theres lions and tigers and elephant poachers 
and a bunch of people tryn figure out if ur a poser
We’re all inmates and victims of our own narcissism 
In a system where our consciousness is built to a be a prison
I learned to think outside the box then I turned it to a prism 
Now I question my belief in my own nihilism 
keep chasing your dreams til their reality 
But I dream about facing my mortality
Theres no black and white no duality 
Just a lake of fire that burns everything 
Im a hostage of my catholicism 
While I down vote it like the caucus system 
Sometimes I get lost in the symbolism 
cus I’m so attracted to th masochism 
Ima traitor a sadist who’s playing it safest 
By not saying shit except solely the safest 
Collection of words that can cover all bases 
without blanket satements to make it blatant 
im at home in the prison of what is and what isn’t 
Im a inmate of my limits I’m the pain that I solicit 
And I’m always alone until someone comes n visits 
Im a foxhole im a pothole im a gutter ima divit

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