oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed 🩸

@hovis
produced by me and @9aevi

(vil)
it all started with a fall
when i heard that snap
i immediately turn my back to you, and there
you were
lying face down
i could see a faint frown forming, oh my god
tell me that i’m dreaming
i can’t fold seams in
and it got me feeling nauseous, i’m relaying all my options
(don't know what to do)

(hovis)
i knew that everything we did was gonna fall through
you think you're different then you're making a fool
cause everything i fucking did was for you
but you don't care at all and it's true
i tried to tell you how these things were gon be
but i think maybe it was all in a dream
you tried to tell me that these things were ok
but it's all falling down right at the seams

(vil)
and i’d rather break my bones with you
maybe play with sticks and stones then too
until the night ends (x2)
just grant my wish 
and my word is yours
i’m not asking you to try, but if you want to
lets find time to be together
and let our bodies take a blow-

and you might tell me this or that
no feeling, stab me in my back
blood leaking, body on the mat
i scream and cry for peace
and my brain is so exhausted, really think i lost it

(hovis)
you did it all again
i wanna send it end
you really fucking up the mood and fucking up the plans
i wanna see your fuckin words fizzle out in sand
and i just wanna get you outta here don't play a hand
nah

spotify

sticks & stones ft. hovis

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

conflicted emotions -

you know im never clean, im never clean 
steppin out i got my jewelry, its all on me 
powder up all in my nose
i been tryna stay a float
water fillin up in my boat
im so sick of how im living i just wanna hit the road

please dont, please dont hit my phone 
but baby please dont, please dont let me go
but baby please dont, please dont hate me now 
I dont wanna hurt you girl ill hurt myself
(x2)

i know i pushed you away, i only wanted some change
i wish that we stayed the same, i tried to fade you away
but girl you keep on coming back
when i sleep my minds attacked
i dont wanna see you in my head
id rather kill myself

i feel so sick in the morning, im keepin drugs that im hoarding
i know that im not important 
to you anymore
i wish that i could forget
forget

stay with me another night, we'll fuck around alright
keep me close ill hold you tight, i know when time is right
so take the key to my heart, and hide away very far
take the key to the stars, i only wanted your love

now im never gonna get it never get it back (yeah)
now im never gonna get it never get it back (yeah)

you know im never clean, im never clean 
steppin out i got my jewelry, its all on me 
powder up all in my nose
i been tryna stay a float
water fillin up in my boat
im so sick of how im living i just wanna hit the road

please dont, please dont hit my phone 
but baby please dont, please dont let me go
but baby please dont, please dont hate me now 
I dont wanna hurt you girl ill hurt myself
(x2)

he who loves the most, regrets the most - some quote

please dont

SPOTIFY

please dont (nihil空)

the world is yours (01kon + baz + litothedon)

life is like an automation clip (1sloan)

ly:
n i remember last summer 
u pulled that knife from ur side 
and then laid me out in the gutter
and i dont remember a struggle
i looked u dead in the eyes
and told u w/o a stutter that its


violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

what makes it difficult
is i feel invisible 2 u
am i 2 difficult 4u
and i'll be miserable w u
but this is typical 2 u
another day just 2 get thru

i'll, wipe those eyes
have i gone blind?
i cant see past the sun, 
know im gone in a month
and itll all be done
tell me that im wrong i'll never speak to u again
im always holding on until the blood drips from my hands
whats said is fucking done theres no changing up the plans
and i'll be dead and gone i'll never ask about the-

violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

#scfirst #getmoreplays

when ur crying (yungspoiler + daks9k)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@blackwinterwells
@bleakboi

track 2 off of:
"si tu veux"
produced by bleaky and i<3
a glance at the concept of being cheated on.

ty wells for joining me on this(:

lyrics:
(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second
and if it weren't for me
you wouldn't have wasted all ur time
but you seem fine

with ur friends
at ur house
do ur thing
around town
but i'm not gonna ask
where you were at last
cause i read every word
and you know that i've heard
breach of trust in her eyes
and her phone off tonight

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like your eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another

(wells)
it's okay
i'm not mad
well if i am
that's too bad
cause i'm not letting you in
you don't get another chance
and it's fine that i let you
stronger than i was
and i tried to protect you
now i'm covered in blood

it's not mine
it's not urs
but next time i can't be certain
fine you were right
that doesn't stop this from hurting
another mistake
oh great that's just what i hoped for
i'll leave through the back door
i won't say a word

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like ur eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another


(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second

fuck ur thoughts w/ blackwinterwells (deathright + bleaky)

Big thanks to @chriad for mix/master as always 
one of my fav songs

Pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/chapters-end-feat-latency


Take a look at your hair
It looks different than the last time we talked
Take a look over there 
I remember you said it's my fault 
But you're wrong, and it really wouldn't be the first time
I wrote a song
I would have been way better off without 
I guess I'm really all alone

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

7 nights that I stayed over but I had enough
Like 6 stories that you told me it's not adding up
Take 5, I can't stand to stare into your blank eyes
4 times, that you fake cried just to change sides 
Fuck off got me so confused, black and blue
And I'm up all night thinking about what I could have done wrong 
So long, I'm so sick of writing all these love songs
And I throw up any time I think about the old us
Lockdown I don't make no sound but breathing
Clocked out, fuck it you just gave another reason
Gone south I don't have a choice but bitch I'm leaving
Talk down, cut into my heart and leave me bleeding

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

Outro

Chapter's End

Chapter's End w/Leyton (Priv)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

Xoxo1

melanie briar, iris day, hexcaster , spiritual guide
@irisday2

when ur crying (yungspoiler + daks9k)

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