soul.

Don't patch me up, don't say I'll be fine
I've been fakin' smiles like it's part of the grind
I bite my tongue 'til it leaks regret Still taste your name in every fuckin' cigarette
You pray for me? Just save your breath
I'm too far gone I flirt with death Scratches down my arms like a symphony
But every note screams, "Just let me be"

Let me bleed, don't hold me tight I was born in the dark, not made for light
Don't call it drama, this pain is real
Don't tell me to heal what I don't wanna feel

They say, "it gets better," yeah? Eat shit
I've been stuck in the same hell every fuckin' minute
My room's a morgue with the curtains closed
A graveyard of texts I'll never expose

I laugh when I'm hurt, that's my cue
To pretend I'm okay while I'm breaking in two
Go play hero, go save someone else
I built this cage, I made this hell

I don't want peace, I want release Let me rot in my own goddamn piece
Of mind, of soul, of shredded skin
Don't let the light in—I won't let it win

let me bleed

album posted to overtonights throwaway spotify account

oh yeah i love music

prom.

forgotten & lost

dream girl

https://open.spotify.com/track/6EG0Hy52H7mSGaP65DHnRA?si=fa939e1f30014aa4

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
i just want u to know
that i love u the most
remember when i found u out in the snow 
out in ur coat
snowflakes on ur nose
we locked eyes n ur body froze 

i know too many people
its hard to treat u equal
i know that ur a dreamer
its from all of the nyquil
walk in the night will u
come save me
oohoohoooh

@revivle
i dont wanna let u down
so gimme a sign
cus lately uve been on my mind
tell me can u hear me now

am i over my head
can you love me again :p
you know that im a dreamer 
i dream that we can keep us
so keep me close to you

and ill keep getting hurt
its just what i do
you say what you want 
i dont care, i got nothing to lose
i went too far
it was so cold
u found me,
u gave me a hand to hold

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
i just want u to know
that i love u the most
remember when i found u out in the snow 
out in ur coat
snowflakes on ur nose
we locked eyes n ur body froze
x2

snowflakes w/ revivle

I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning

I don't drive, I don't talk, I don't text, I don't call
She went through my phone again Did you find what you were looking for
Spilled a bag in the back of the taxi She making a scene in the backseat
We got to the club and you're just coming down don't know how long I'll be around
I tried some other love It didn't feel as good as yours
I tried some other drugs It didn't feel the same without you

I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning
Robots can't drink, robots can't smoke And I ain't nothing but dumb and broke
Cause you're such a loser, and you're such a liar, oh so perfect, I'm getting tired
You're so complacent, all the fake shit, who did these caps, they fucking laced it
I kinda miss you, I know I shouldn't
But love like that, I guess who wouldn't

You locked me out, guess I'll go jump now
Do a backflip, cause you said so
Why when you leave the house? I feel better, I feel safer
I held on for way too long, I really did stay too long
I wanted to leave, but know that I couldn't
You were my baby girl, I wanted to give you the world (no matter the cost)
Look where it got me, I was a zombie living off coffee and oxys

Coffee and oxys, coffee and oxys
It's threeam on a Wednesday

I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning
Robots can't drink, robots can't smoke And I ain't nothing but dumb and broke
Cause you're such a loser, and you're such a liar, oh so perfect, I'm getting tired
You're so complacent, all the fake shit, who did these caps, they fucking laced it
I kinda miss you, I know I shouldn't
But love like that, I guess who wouldn't

prod peril

coffee & oxys

I Could Be Your Pumpkin...

https://open.spotify.com/track/3YqGtc49QhX4ymUROX2Yyh?si=08414c70bc484454

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

The sky looks pretty, but you look prettier.
What’s your name? It sounds familiar.
I’m kinda broke now, but later I’ll be up.
I got like two bags, I’m eight caps deep.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I don’t like her voice when she says that she loves me.
Hold on, can we wait a second? Oh, wait a minute.
She don’t talk much, but when she does, she really spin it.
Oh, your words hurt bad. Just cause you’re cute, you get away with it.
Yeah, you stole my heart, I don’t like the way you play with it.

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
I just want your company.
I just want your company.
Company.
Company.
I just want your company.

I like how you walk, and how you talk, and how you fuck.
She been blowing up my phone again.
I’ve really had enough.
I don’t know where I’m at at all.
I’ve snorted all my Adderall.
I’m blocking your number, that’s the last time I take your call.
I hope my ex is doing well, doing better.
You got a new boy now, but I kept your little letter.
So when you break up, please don’t text, please don’t call.
I want nothing from you.
Nothing, nothing at all.

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t know you, I thought I did but I don’t. The love of a lifetime,
Now I’m alone.
I could die tomorrow, make it Monday. I think she’ll love me one day.
If I die, come say hi to me.
You won’t, don’t you lie to me.
It wasn’t your fault, it wasn’t mine. Maybe she’ll love me next time.

You just want my drugs and money, coffee, oxys, molly, and fine.
I know how to mend a broken heart, yeah, I mended mine.
Feeling pretty good, sky is pretty, shawty’s prettier.
Wait, so what’s your name? I kinda swear it sounds familiar.

Drugs & Money

(isanther)
Oooo, tell me that we're through
I’m still falling for you
Oooo, i don't have a clue
I’m still falling for you

(Ukiyo!)
As i’m driving through the city
I really wish you was with me
I’m sorry I feel pity, lately i’ve been feeling shitty
Let’s get to the nitty gritty, girl i’ll keep it above fifty
Every time i’m not with you i feel like i’m going insane
Like, you’re taking over my brain
You leaving blood stains, do it all over again
I didn’t even know that love ended up like this, you know what i’m saying?
There’s blood on neck, there’s blood dripping on your fangs

(isanther)
Push me down, I’d do it all over again
At your house, I cannot be just a friend
Kiss me now, I never want it to end
Come around, I’d do it all over again
Push me down, I’d do it all over again
At your house, I cannot be just a friend
Kiss me now, I never want it to end
Come around, I’d do it all over again

Oooo, tell me that we're through
I’m still falling for you
Oooo, i don't have a clue
I’m still falling for you
(ukiyo!)
I’ll never understand
You’re taking over my head

(isanther)
I’m losing my mind
I’m losing what’s mine
We’re wasting our time
I hope you were right
I hope you’re alright
I’ll stare at your eyes
I’ve seen the signs
For you i’d fight

Push me down, I’d do it all over again
At your house, I cannot be just a friend
Kiss me now, I never want it to end
Come around, I’d do it all over again
Push me down, I’d do it all over again
At your house, I cannot be just a friend
Kiss me now, I never want it to end
Come around, I’d do it all over again

Oooo, tell me that we're through
I’m still falling for you
Oooo, i don't have a clue
I’m still falling for you

all over again w/ ukiyo!

isanther