pwnd2.0

Femcel gooner cave

march

@1wintrs / prod shadow

its always about when u gonna do this shit
and i know i know im a stupid misfit
all u do is just inflict all this pain
and i cant get u out my fuckin brain
and i know i dont wanna fuckin be here now
its come down i know what ur goin thru

i dont wanna see u goin thru the wrong things
i just want a bag i dont want u in my brain
treat me like a manikin
play me like a game
wanna go back but things r not the same
i miss u and i know it now
i remember when u were at my house
u were mine n it didnt matter how
up late takin pills till sundown

an interlude for a girl who doesnt deserve it [+ winters]

xix - bites (nightcore)

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

ababababababababababababab
prod me

serial killer girl
shes fkn rockin her own world
she shine like diamonds n sum pearls
she makes me jealous cus i m all aalone
why cant she just b mine
i feel like im just wasting time
i spent all day just fuckn cryin
i feel like fuckin dying



i love her what is she fucking blind
ill always have her on my mind
keep getting rejected no point in trying
i guess its time for suicide
i slit my wrist blood falls like rain 
take percs by the hour heal all the pain
i like her but she finds me strange
overdose like twomad on the game

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

beat @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

if i had a title in mind i would put it right here in this box

instrumental by me, featuring odihu @odihu :333

follow our group @kissmarrykawaii we gonna post there #kmk
https://open.spotify.com/track/5kSvpC5kMN5zRSB9PLYazU?si=47afd3d62fb0410f

lyrics:
[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out

breaking down on the floor
i'm bouta pass out
i can't solve this game of life
i should just quit now
wanna get close to u
but i don't know how
i should just shut up and close my mouth
found a rope in the garage
i could kill myself
when no ones home
my problems solved
im a stupid emo bitch
which everyone knows
so if i slash my wrists, they won't care so?

[odihu]
i guess ill go with silence being by my self all the time
thoughts about suicide always will be inside my mind
cause all i ever feel is insecurity and regret
i want someone to be by my side and be where i rest
wish i had something to live for
all day i'm on discord
got nothing else to live for no more
depressed
thinking about kms
think i need to sos
my life is such a fucking mess
i'm in stress
wish this would just come to an end
thinking about giving up, throw my life inside a bin
i don't wanna see again
i'm still caught up in her net
feel like i'm in so much debt
everything is such a threat
i'm just hanging off a thread

[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out (x2)

tell me now (w/ odihu)

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

prod me 

odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

https://soundcloud.com/justasecrett
https://soundcloud.com/tggenquires

estella - i don't think that you believe

it’s overrrr
now that you are bloody
it’s nice to be your budddy
now i’m playing with your body 
tell your family that im sorry
but im really fuckin not
u look at me so really pretty 
got my face turning hot
think your tuff as hell
but you can’t really take me in a fight
your puny hands are no match for my box cutter knife

just lyrics i’m not jaydes

its overrrrrrr

prod me

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

whats the deal with this shit
see u with another guy and ill cease to exist
suicide slit my wrists
no surprise this is it
no more tricks up my sleeve
except my scars in this bitch
im seein stars in this whip

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

trick

ty for 4k listens <3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

@bloodsekai girl despaired instrumental 

i cant find anything to do
i wanna say that i love you
blackpilled thoughts consume
im starting to see the truth
im just nothing like them
i dont remember whens-
the last time someone called
and say id get thru it all 
validations all i seek
as much as they say u dont need
reservations cancelled 
with a face like mine who would go

reservations cancelled - lifeless

@weejk cover!!!! prod me

anyone can see that ur outta my league
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee
the way u tie up ur hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot
i wish u stared at me
the way u stared at him
think im going crazy the lights are dim
the way u tie up your hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot

ur outta my league (cover)

1 billionth wujek cover enjoy! (wasnt my idea i swear.)
n yes i got sum lyrics wrong Ooops

prod me ftttttt @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
huhh
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for another guy
but ill be cool yea ill be fine

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

i spent the nights crying over u
i guess u go around fuckin other dudes
its fine dont trust me bae its cool
i rlly dont kno what to do

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

@bloodsekai:
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for somebody else
but i'll be cool, and say i'm well

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking over my clothes
i wish it worked i really hoped
now i got nothing left oh no
x2

@yukisasayaki:
i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no
x2

reservations cancelled - lifeless

moxi dump