fucked up (ft.stresspack28)

Produced by @eufrik and mixed by @Lars-Anthony-Tria

Lyrics:

I wonder how our feelings grow
Ain't it strange
The places our thoughts can go
Outer space
Wondering what path
I should take
It's strange to think about

Right now I hate reality
And this life
I'm trying hard not to repeat
Things twice
But mistakes keep piling up and I
Can't find the strength to leave

Dive
Headfirst into the pit
Fly
Don't you hesitate my love

You see I have learned my lessons through fear
The prices I've paid were far too near
To the heart that I sacrificed
Never got off easy with life

The scars I bear are my memories
I thought I'd run but I tend to freeze
When I'm faced with the bitter truth
Now I know how easily I bruise

And I'm trapped in this nightmare with no one to save me
(Can't go now)
If I try to escape I wonder if you'll hunt me
(Down this time)
My thoughts are all scattered but I have to calm down
(Stop and think)
I'm trapped in my own home there's nothing else to do
(But run away)
Run away

Sometimes i miss you and sometimes i don't
I never gave up on us, i had hope
I'll always try to remember the good times
But i still hate it when you are on my mind

(I'm the anomaly, I'm the anomaly)

Anomaly (official demo)

When your life feels like an endless "Groundhog Day" routine.

United Masters

Sleepless Nights

One face two worlds

Verse
I must confess my sun-kissed angel
I haven't seen the sunshine in quite some time
If there's a hell on Earth
I'm living in it now

Verse
And it's been hard to sleep without you
It's been hard to breathe without you
You don't know how many nights I lie awake
Staring at the ceiling

Chorus
But mum's the word
Mum's the word
Mum's the word
Mum's the word

Verse
And I've been missing you more than ever
I've been missing you more than ever
I've been missing you more than ever
But you're better where you are

Verse
And sometimes I get so lost in this world
I just want to be found
You don't know how many nights I lie awake
Waiting for you to come around

Chorus
But mum's the word
Mum's the word
Mum's the word
Mum's the word

Mum's The Word

shoreline

Shadow That Wont Say Much

finishing up an ep with a few tracks. it'll be out soon.



I sleep in the echo where no one replies
Hung in the static of unopened eyes
Your voice fades out like a hallway of glass
Time forgets gently, I just don’t pass

You forgot I was breathing
Left me ghost, white and slow
Like dust on the frame
Where the picture won’t show

My name is a whisper that no one repeats
A song left to rot in the back of your seat
I haunt through the wires, too quiet to hear
I knock, but you’ve buried the door in your fear

I was here, I was real
But now I just hum in the dark you conceal
I was here, I was real
And now I’m the wound you forgot how to feel

snow (demo)

in another life (ft. xvlonely)

Lagu ini terinspirasi oleh dan merupakan sebuah penghormatan kepada Multatuli (1890-1887), penulis Max Havelaar (1860). Berlatar masa kolonial Belanda di Indonesia, novel ini mengungkap penyalahgunaan sistem yang terjadi pada masyarakat Jawa melalui kacamata berbagai suara dan narasi. Buku ini kini menjadi referensi dalam sastra Belanda, menginspirasi politik dan perubahan dari kolonial menjadi sistem perdagangan liberal. Lagu ini juga memberikan penghormatan kepada Museum Multatuli di Rangkasbitung, Lebak, Banten (Indonesia), sebuah tempat yang inspiratif bagi generasi muda.

Multatuli adalah lagu kolaborasi oleh Sisters in Danger (band indie asal Indonesia) dan Barbara Caucheteux (mahasiswa program master asal Belgia).

Multatuli

Aku yang sangat menderita
Petani yang dirampas tanahnya
Aku yang menulis cerita
Tanam paksa dan eksploitasi lainnya

Yang memalukan kejahatan, bukan kemiskinan
Yang membahagiakan keadilan, bukan kesengsaraan
Menulis agar didengar, politik etis dijalankan
Bapak dan ibu bangsa dilahirkan

Ini buku yang membunuh kolonialisme
Menanam benih revolusi Indonesia
Memanen kemerdekaan bangsa terjajah di dunia
Menebang dominasi kolonial Eropa

(interlude)

Ini buku yang membunuh kolonialisme
Menanam benih revolusi Indonesia
Ini museum yang membuka mata, pikiran
Jadi menara gagasan, mercusuar mimpi
Mengenang generasi lampau yang memerdekakan
Menginspirasi generasi kini yang kencang berlari

Bahasa Belanda:*
Ja ik, Multatuli, neem de pen op als Diponegoro
Hoor mij, allen die Oost-Indisch doof zijn 
Met zijn kriss graveer ik de verhalen van stemlozen
Dit is een Pusaka voor mijn zoon, menselijkheid
Weef onbreekbare banden tussen zielen
Gelijkheid en rechtvaardigheid doorheen grenzen en tijd

Saidjah dan Adinda bahagia di surga
Setelah cinta terhalang tragedi dunia
Bunga melati, kain biru, di hutan jati
Saling berjanji untuk bertemu kembali

Lirik: M. Berkah Gamulya, Barbara Caucheteux
Lagu asli: Ahmad Satria Landika
Aransemen: Rizal Muchlison

*
Ya, aku Multatuli mengangkat pena sebagai Diponegoro
Dengarkanlah aku, semua yang tuli di Hindia Timur 
Dengan kerisnya aku mengukir kisah-kisah mereka yang tak bersuara/terdengar
Ini Pusaka untuk anakku, kemanusiaan
Menenun ikatan tak terpatahkan di antara jiwa-jiwa
Kesetaraan dan keadilan lintas batas dan waktu

Multatuli

(Omarow)
Hey
I don't care what you do what you say
You'll be outta my mind anyway
Say I'm stupid say I'm useless
Yeah I'm great
I'm doing great yeah
No way
I can see in my mind that you're fake
Got a problem that you'll take to the grave
I don't wanna hit you up anyway
Keep your stupid lies out of my name

(Omarow)
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved

(Luxx)
hey
i heard you’re doing great
do you miss me anyway way way way
i hope you miss me anyway
pull me closer to the static 
i’ve been chasing problematics 
you said i was so dramatic 
my reflection looks so tragic 
turned my love into an addict 
you were poison so emphatic 
left me broken so erratic 
buried pain beneath the fabric
hey
i heard you’re doing great
do you miss me anyway
i hope you miss me anyway way way way

(Omarow)
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved

hey w/ Luxx [prod. everestdidthis]

Omarow

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