mood ring

gutter

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

i’ve been going insane
worrying about you everyday
and i’m not sure if i can continue 
the struggle in my brain has become an issue
and how do i know that you’re telling the truth this time
the-the-the consequences of your untold lies
will lead me to my direct demise 
will you still feel for me when i die?
cause i won’t be the one that you forget 
yeah you’ll regret
leaving me alone 
broken down on the ground
alone and forgotten 
dead and rotting 

(AUTUMN)

dead and rotting, my blood is clotting i'll
lay in a bed with a similar scent 
to the ones that are pinching my tongue
weight on my lungs
fat in my veins
begging the sun, to go away
what does he want? keep me awake 

i gotta answer questions time's creating
cold cause i'm dissociating fast

(2x)
the smoke and ash is all i need
life is fast, so leave me be

untold lies w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:
out of time 
hear the buzzer sound 
guess i’m out of lifelines 
so i say burn it 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

i’m losing touch in heat of doubt
the weight of us just brings me down
no longer stable, iron out
all u find ugly
moreover, i can’t bear to shout
my own requirements aloud
i’d rather die than figure out
what makes me ugly

out of time 
with no second chance 
feel my fate unearthed 
so i want this one to hurt 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

spotify & apple!

burn it down w/ evan carr [immortal]

THROWAWAYZ
ENJOY AND THANKS FOR LISTENING, ALWAYS.

hand2god (prod. eric godlow)

guitar by rjpasin
prod by me

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go

how do i love 
when im broken
tell the same thing
im fading
that me you know
is gone now
how do i explain it 
told u everything i knew
you dont understand at all
i give you everything i had
everything i had

how do i explain this feeling
i dont know how to feel no more

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go


they say you reap what you sow
i did so much for you and you know
im in too deep
buried in the snow
drowning in my sorrows
a pit of self loath
im shaking 
i cant stop myself
im breaking
i need your help
soul taken
im in hell
my own personal hell

personal hell

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

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video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yWBxQUMob4

written composed and performed by @itsheblame
featuring @lilxlotus
engineered mixed and mastered by @irvmusic

SO DEAD - EP

so dead w/ lil lotus

Lyrics:

Dear Santa Claus,
Don't know if you hear me at all
But all I want
Is to find somebody that will love my flaws
When I find that someone
I'll never let them go
Having someone to hold...
That's better than gold

Time keeps passing by and by
Wrote so many letters but I don't know why
Last year I wanted to die
That was 'til I saw her eyes
Through the window, she said come outside
Don't wanna be alone during Christmas time
She warm me up, and my heart was like an icicle
That's why I want her
I don't wanna go through this alone
I was at a loss for words
Now I don't want anybody else but her
Been bad in the past, but I promise I learned
Know I wrote so many letters
I just hope that you heard
She's the only one on my wishlist
When I'm around her, gotta wear weights
'Cause I'm on the ceiling, she got me on the ceiling
Don't need no presents on Christmas
All I really need is my Mrs.

Letter To Santa

ELECTRO POP PUNK DUO <3
@rhettwellingtonmusic & @mattbooher
itstheblame@gmail.com
AT FAULT - EP (2019)
SO DEAD - EP (2018)

so dead w/ lil lotus

the blame.