take my heart <3

produced by pekarot

completely non profit

lyrics

she said hold me
but i cant promise ill feel it im seeing stars 
is it haunting
that theres no pain from a blade if its sharp enough
and the gauze sits tight over covered scars
but its damp with blood and it smells of rot
sweat soaked nights in a bricked out yard
with my carved up fingers spilling fat n tar
and im barely concious but ill never yawn
as i stare straight faced at this silent dawn
and im such a sucker for a pretty face
when she looks at me i just melt n place
signals sent are so badly mixed
as my head is empty like a bedroom sit
and i write these songs when im feeling sick
cause a state of panic is how i exist

so i numb myself and try to take away the things that make me care

dont pretend u were there

my heart beats heavy hidden in my chest
n i feel the blood flow out the wound in my neck
n ive said this before but ur face drags the air from my chest 
if u laid me down id do the rest
please do not fret

honestly? im still miserable
but its not ur fault, we were both involved
and i am not but a shit-stained mark
on her polaroids of a bedroom wall

so i sit and i just drink myself to death again for one more night

ima fuck up my life 

i just hate the fact im tired all the god damn time

bell's line of road (pekarot)

amelia earhart

off of the cuff (prod. michael harrison)

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

Amethyst Apex

a mi lado

Take me away I want you to stay but you wanna go,
I've nothing to say so I'll bite my tongue I'll wait for feelings to fade,
Falling in love it just feels so good,
My hands all over your body,
I fell in love but you don't know,
Because you're killing me softly,

Take me away,
Don't act like you can't see this shit ain't the same,
Numbing my pain,
Wait for the rain to wash away all of these demons I keep on dreamin'

But it never seems to work
Show me a sign tell me my worth
I've been trying so hard and I get nothing in return
I always come back every time and I'll never fuckin' learn

Take me away I want you to stay but you wanna go
I've nothing to say so I'll bite my tongue I'll wait for feelings to fade
Falling in love it just feels so good
My hands all over your body
I fell in love but you don't know
Because you're killing me softly

Trying so hard and I get nothing in return
I always come back every time and I'll never fuckin' learn

⚫Relooped: @Killedmyself⚫

Take Me Away (Ft. guccihighwaters)

video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yWBxQUMob4

written composed and performed by @itsheblame
featuring @lilxlotus
engineered mixed and mastered by @irvmusic

SO DEAD - EP

so dead w/ lil lotus

SPOTIFY// 
https://open.spotify.com/track/6D00LccdJGuo7v2KK1IKvZ?si=Kr4QklGzRwarwTc_9oyC2g


INSTRUMENTAL// 
@demxntia

VOCALS// 
@demxntia
@infamousgertrude
@sushisai
@diondugas
@scummusic

NO COMPROMISE

93FEETOFSMOKE - FUCKK IM CLEAN (deleted)

ELECTRO POP PUNK DUO <3
@rhettwellingtonmusic & @mattbooher
itstheblame@gmail.com
AT FAULT - EP (2019)
SO DEAD - EP (2018)

so dead w/ lil lotus

the blame.