production: 177p (@17seven1) & me
mixing & mastering: 177p & me

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my own tribulation [ intro ] (177p + avit)

this song came from a really crazy and angry place, and it just felt right to have @starflye on it :)

produced, mixed, mastered by me
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get up at noon, and feel like shit 
why do my friends treat me like this, like this 
sick and tired of fueling the fire, i'm too sensitive to fight it 
fall asleep at 6 in the morning 
why don't i get any warning
give and take my happiness away but i guess it's not that important 

where did we go? most friends they grow 
why are you colder than you were before?
did i say things to ever bring 
you and me to the point of no return?

left out, dropped off, disposed 
it's how i'm feeling, i wish that i could keep it away
i shout, call out, am i supposed 
to feel omitted, i hate that we've been drifting 
away from each other, why do i shudder 
i may be overthinking, my mind gets so cluttered 
and i wanna fix it, i hope to be acquitted, 
and face the contradiction, i can't help but feel omitted from you

go straight to work, feeling bored, yeah 
outside i'm alright, but in the inside i'm torn
can't keep putting effort into fake friends anymore 
so what's a bunch of strings of code and underscores? 
(but i'm sorry if i set you off)
i guess it's my fault in the end yeah
cause i give my all, while all these fuckers play pretend 
if i fucked up, i swear it's not what i intended 
cause i can't get apprehended if you keep your mouth 

shut from my home, i crash, time goes
in my mind, i just can't seem to forget 
did i say things to ever bring 
you and me to a place we both regret?

left out, dropped off, disposed 
it's how i'm feeling, i wish that i could keep it away
i shout, call out, am i supposed 
to feel omitted, i hate that we've been drifting 
away from each other, why do i shudder 
i may be overthinking, my mind gets so cluttered 
and i wanna fix it, i hope to be acquitted, 
and face the contradiction, i can't help but feel omitted from you

(FLOWER CLUB)
i feel omitted, must admit it
man why cant u learn to quit it
im getting sickened, my friends are hurting
and now i gotta fix it
why are u acting heartless? i wish u didnt start this
u fucked me up regardless, why are u still acting heartless?
id take a bullet for these people
that wouldnt bat an eye if i disappeared tonight
and i hate being like this, i swear that im tryin
the cold shoulder fucks me up and i cant deny it

rumination

omitted (feat. FLOWER CLUB)

omitted (w. starflye)

Produced by @Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Digging you up 
On the bus
The window looks blurry you look different
It feels like it’s been years
I’m still reflecting
I should’ve been there for you
And now everything feels empty
My stomach is sinking
I’m so sorry

In hindsight I see everything clearer
I wish I realised before it’s not much use now
I wish I hadn’t let you down
You didn’t deserve that I’m sorry that’s my bad
I’ll carry all there memories with me
I’d like to go back there but we’ve grown seperately
I’m doing alright but somehow everything feels empty
Hope you’re okay you’re probably better off without me

Doing the things I love has never felt this desolate
And every time I try to write something you’re in my head
You make me want to forget all the hurtful shit you said
Every time I write it’d about you I miss you so bad

I wanna reconnect with you feel like an idiot
I see you everywhere planned my future with you in it
So naive I should know things never work out as planned
Tried to do something good turned into something bad
Yeah we had something good I want back what we had
Never thought that I could connect as deep as that
Didn’t want things to happen this way rounf
I can’t turn them back around
Now my insides are falling into my hands

I dug you up
On the bus
The windows were blurry cause I was choking up
It feels like it’s been years that I’ve been thinking about it
I should’ve been there for you
The truth is I was so damn angry
I couldn’t see past the red
I’m sorry

Deserve That

plz follow my literal day one @realpheni he hard carried
prod. @monaco16 + @gl1mpse

FIGHTNOMORE + pheni (monaco16 + gl1mpse)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3U77UIYyH7fmzGHpLd7pbq?si=QGJmIkbMSHS_bOiET_Rm6w

Listen on Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/take-flight-single/1639222553

lyrics: 	( ◕▿◕ )

yeah we boutta fly, take flight
i been poppin xans and i still cant sleep at night
mix the drugs up yeah i like it when they got me feelin stuck up
come and take a picture cuz i been goin up
ima never settle cuz i aint had enough
i be with the gang, toman, throw it up
if she is a fan have her meet me at the club
we dont fuck with fake shit, opp shit, stay out of my way bitch
new coupe, switch gears, go n hit a lane switch 
i be bout a bag, yeah u know what im chasin
throw on the bape i still kick it in the asics

i just hopped out yeah i stepped on the scene
got a  clean face but got acne on my jeans
all the girls love me when im flirting off a bean
when i sober up tho its like they dont see me
but i dont care
red-eye in the damn air
with my gang getting cheese yeah im stackin up the paper
u an opp i'll see ya later
thats ur bitch but i might go and take her

yeah we boutta fly, take flight
i been poppin xans and i still cant sleep at night
mix the drugs up yeah i like it when they got me feelin stuck up
come and take a picture cuz i been goin up
ima never settle cuz i aint had enough
i be with the gang, toman, throw it up
if she is a fan have her meet me at the club
we dont fuck with fake shit, opp shit, stay out of my way bitch
new coupe, switch gears, go n hit a lane switch 
i be bout a bag, yeah u know what im chasin
throw on the bape i still kick it in the asics

nike flights, alright
baby just dont waste time
cuz ur the one that i like
yeah you hit me like ur star strike
drugs help me slow up, two pills in my two cup
twin glocks, yeah the pistols came doubled up
talkin like u hot but u still aint never leveled up
yeah, ur still waiting for a glow up
in the trackhawk doin circles round u
countin up these bands made my favorite color blue
i be rockin subi i said fuck the true
i stay ten toes down never lie to u

boutta fly, take flight
i been poppin xans and i still cant sleep at night
mix the drugs up yeah i like it when they got me feelin stuck up
come and take a picture cuz i been goin up
ima never settle cuz i aint had enough
i be with the gang, toman, throw it up
if she is a fan have her meet me at the club
we dont fuck with fake shit, opp shit, stay out of my way bitch
new coupe, switch gears, go n hit a lane switch 
i be bout a bag, yeah u know what im chasin
throw on the bape i still kick it in the asics

Take Flight (prod. crow)

synthetic kids synthetic kids!
pinkperc prolly porin triss
synthetic kids synthetic kids

techshield on me ya im downin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh

stompin in my nikes never stoppin
stompin in my
stompin in my nikes never stoppin
steppin out the car the bodys droppin
steppin in the club we get it poppin
i though i lost it got it back now everythings ok!
im feelin better feel like pat my whip cost 30k!
in the audi pourin lines up inside the minutemaid
dirty ass cup
thats some dirty ass lemonade

dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
homies idgaf i stay dirty like a bug
dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
dirty ass cup i stay dirty like a bug!

i roll up the 8th in a blunt
we can hav some backseat funn
said she like synthetic and she kno me
yo girl gettin fucked by the homies!! hahahahaha

sword on my back if they tryna attack me
wearin all black in my new nike tech fleece
i walk on glass and the angel protect me!
shoes 4 the team so i say ring up 10 plzzzz

cybernetic kids inside the metaverse
bitcoin for a feature thats a metaverse
bounty on my a head a different universe
i channeled all my energy and did the work

techshield on me ya im dorwnin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh x2

i luv uu :)

techshield!

techshield! [selikka + sernnnity]

internet pt2 

prod. @drmabeats @hayden.havoc

lyrics :D
Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

Ya every night blacking out
I smash my head on the ground
And let the shit you told me months ago stay sticking around
I hate the way that I feel
I hate the way it is now
But everyday is getting better since u aint been around
Cuz now I kicked the fucking pills
Feeling alright
Met a girl that lights up the night sky
couple months ago hated my life
now I'm proud to say that I'm alright

Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

all plats

open up [drmabeats x hayden.havoc]

EVERYTHING BY ME, ALBUM OUT SOON <3

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

[LYRICS]

i’m running away 
i fucking hate this place 
i wish but you couldn’t stay 
and i just couldn’t change 
oh when it rains it pours 
it fucking aches my bones 
i hurt myself when i’m alone
i’m a coward that can’t take it anymore 
and i tried 
i think i got too far 
too far far 

ghostsocial:
Yeah i hate shit
I don't wanna change shit
Leave me in the dark, no i’ll never really make it
I know i'm a let down
All i do is let down
Find me in the rain, what ill do when you come around
And i hate my town, but i love your face
If i let you down, no i’m such a disgrace
I try to the change the pace
I can’t change the pace

i’m running away 
i fucking hate this place 
i wish but you couldn’t stay 
and i just couldn’t change 
oh when it rains it pours 
it fucking aches my bones 
i hurt myself when i’m alone
i’m a coward that can’t take it anymore

Deserve That

‎Ives Missing