botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

walk u out the door
with my knife beside
oh god i can’t decide
this is it i can’t revive
no explanations from me
i know the glass half empty
i had to feel it complete

kay, run it back how would u like me to play it from start
cuz
problems ascending as soon as i take it too far
well
spoilers alert you’ve been talking to my facade
so
criminal’s minds got a criminal heart

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

stream :)

haven

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I tried to let go
I thought you felt me
Guess your heart was empty
But the pain lasts it’s still here
Yeah the rain never quite cleared
You’re not like anyone that I’ve known
In the good dreams and bad dreams
You’re still there what’s happening
Losing you was my one fear
You disappeared and I’m stuck here

Swept it all off
Like you weren’t involved
Called me when you’re crying
My part to console
Nights they were rough
We both got so cold
Couldn’t help the lightning
My god
The storm just never quits
Tried to catch my breath
Surely something has to give
Circles in my head
The wind is so relentless
Done with growing pains
But they’re never done with me
I think I’m losing my head
You’re forever out of reach
It feels like selfish games
But I cannot pass the blame
You’re faded everyday
Watching as you wilt away
And I can’t stop the rage
You made me hate everything
You made me hate everything
Still haunt my daydreams
I’ll never know but maybe it was worth saving
I played a role but I knew I never faked it
It’s been and gone know I can’t try again later
Try again later

I tried to let go
I thought you felt me
Guess your heart was empty
But the pain lasts it’s still here
Yeah the rain never quite cleared
You’re not like anyone that I’ve known
In the good dreams and bad dreams
You’re still there what’s happening
Losing you was my one fear
You disappeared and I’m stuck here

Rain

(A)module2(2): The protocol re: shutdown.

Produced by @taylor.
Mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells.
Developed, written and performed by 8485.

3cheers [taylor morgan]

[software gore:2of3]
under the blanket
☻
words by 8485
performed by 8485 + blackwinterwells
produced, mixed & mastered by @blackwinterwells

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Rain

‎Ives Missing