Where is the Patreon? How can I support you? Also please do feel better you have really inspired me

sounds like something from night in the woods

I just wanted say thank you for saving my life. I had been struggling these past weeks but this song gave me some kind of...aspiration to continue to move slowly, but surely onward in my life.

When i was in a rough spot i would listen to this song and break down and cry. Now when i listen to it i feel thankful and happy to be alive. This song honestly just let me keep going and its one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard. Thank you ivory, i've been listening to your music for more than a year and its really helped me mentally.

avi by// /https://twitter.com/raptors___

LYRICS///
and i dont even want to fight
and you're not really tryna hide
you don't need an alibi
you don't need an alibi
it's not like I said goodbye
and it's not like us to drift apart
maybe we should spend the moments we have together
even if you're under pressure
I don't want to change 
and I don't want to deal with this pain
  
by my side
you're fine
so just lay with me
and I'll show you a new world

and i dont even want to fight
and you're not really tryna hide
you don't need an alibi
you don't need an alibi
it's not like I said goodbye
and it's not like us to drift apart
maybe we should spend the moments we have together
even if you're under pressure
I don't want to change

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Alibi

AWESOME AVI BY https://twitter.com/ariwannii GO FOLLOW THEM

LYRICS///
feelings flow like an ocean when you're around
they come down, surround and drown me
and I'd love to help you when you're down
but for now 
all I can do is sit outside your window tonight
and hope that you haven't found the mistakes in my ruse
the little clues I've left saying that   
I want you

all i see when I close my eyes is you
and the insides of your room
the layout, the payout of being in and out everynight
I feel like a cloud drifting into the sky that's your life
but it's our time
and I won't lie
I just want to make this right
or at least bring into light 
what I feel
what I've felt for you
for the longest time
you've been on my mind
no, this can't beright
this can't be right

feelings flow like an ocean when you're around
they come down, surround and drown me
and I'd love to help you when you're down
but for now 
all I can do is sit outside your window tonight
and hope that you haven't found the mistakes in my ruse
the little clues I've left saying that   
I want you

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Clouds

AMAZING ART BY https://twitter.com/pizzzatonix !! Go follow em!

Lyrics//
play with me everyday like it's your past time
with pretty words, it's not may but you're a valentine
oh it's time
I'm unravelling and pulling strings like a puppeteer in his prime
I tend to look at our relations and love it
you're like a drug with a nice smile
can't get enough of it
oh I can't enough of it
and when i do I feel i go through withdrawal
 your personality on paper is on par with the pretty pictures you draw

maybe you don't think the same
and maybe you'll feel that way for the rest of days but I'm gonna move on,
maybe move you past your second thoughts or at least try but I thought I was right for what you sought

I spent hours thinking about you and in this thought I realized it's fine if you don't wanna be mine
I can just make sure that we don't drift apart 
and that when you feel down you know you have someone who has your back 
and that you still have their heart

SAMPLE WAS FROM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahSmNv0P7lA

I essentially took it apart and put it back together. just select small regions, copy and paste drum hits so that they're nearly perfectly on beat, and then consolidate all of the clips and loop. 

das how u make usable samples/loops yes

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Is It You

about how i feel as a shitty hormonal 16 year old ayyyy

amazing avi is by: https://twitter.com/chay

Lyrics//
im burning bridges with a blind man's precision
it's not my decision but it's my consequence
i guess i'll move on and rue myself for leaving behind old friends
but that's life, 
that's life
right?

what am i anymore?
what am i anymore?
what am i anymore?
what am i?
what am I?

i feel like i look frigid anymore
and i feel like im stuck fitting in the norm
im not nice enough for myself
i cant take breaks for my health
and im drowning
im drowning

so save me
save me
because im drowning
im drowning

in it all

this feeling furls, sprawls, and drives me up the walls
and im done with it all
im done with it all

I really poured my heart into this song and i hope that you enjoy it

thank you so much for 1k <3

Our World

AVI Artist

As They Burn

wonderful avi is by https://twitter.com/Ishu_tani ! 

Lyrics//
look at me
let me show you what you shouldnt be
im a walking disaster
with my heart sown on my sleeve
oh, you dont believe?
you dont believe in me?
well ive had this dream for years and im only sixteen
so im gonna get what i deserve whether it's now or in the future

these words arent passion they're pain
and it's driving me insane
im trying my hardest to please
but things havent felt the same
and for better or worse
you feel no remorse anymore

this song was made using snippet's of bob james' "westchester lady" which i recommend ya check out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V56yeZtqQTs

❤ enjoy the track(s), and have a great day! ❤

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Is It Me

i was really sad when i wrote this but i think im feeling better

lyrics///
no i cant feel
no i cant breathe
and i cant see anymore

put your trust in me
and im left to bleed
so out it pours
im just dying on the floor

call me a fool
call me a freak
let me be
let me free

I dont wanna live as i am
but i dont want to die before i catch onto
life's rhymes and rhythyms with clear-cut precision
right now its blurry streaks
i face it everyday;
nothingness is my peak
but is that unique?
maybe i should feel good as is
think about the small things in life
find a new way to live
ill give it a try
ill give it a try

i dont know if i wanna give up
i dont know if i should even let go
  

I dont wanna live anymore
but i dont have the courage to die
maybe this'll end tonight
ive always been too scared to try

if i cant get it right
then what's the point of the fight?
to be knocked down again and again?
this just doesnt seem like
i can possibly win, ill just repeat the cycle
and end up close to the start again
but maybe thats life

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Blurry Streaks

Absolutely incredible avi art by https://twitter.com/chubchow!

this song's basis was very inspired by the strings in Clear Tamei by Iglooghost, i highly recommend checking that track out!

LYRICS///
you're all i want
you're all i need
and all you want is to watch me bleed
but that's fine
i fuck up all the time

because im better off changed
than wrong in your eyes
and i'd rather be what you need
i'd rather you let me bleed
so watch me burn 
make me learn
to be what you want
what you'd liked to see
make me bleed
make my current self recede
make me all you'll ever need

All I Want

ART BY https://twitter.com/Pizzzatonix GO FOLLOW THEM

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LIVING IN A DREAM

avi art is by twitter.com/Pizzzatonix !!!

LYRICS:
What do I want from you/
What do you want from me/
Am I your everything/
Or am I worth pennies to you like I think/
Either way, try and keep it together/
Hold me by the feathers/
And push me in the dirt/

I don't really care if it hurts, I just want you/
It wont satisfy me if your efforts wont leave bruises/
I don't lie and I wont soon/
so cut the "caring" rouse/
it's losing it's charm/

Shotgun drinks that i've never seen/
Lose balance, but gain self esteem/
Play all your cards just to impress me/
It doesnt matter either way, I would've stayed/

BLEEDING COLORS

FEATHERS

lyrics: 

got ur emotions under my skin
tear my arms apart just to see what's in
inside your mind
aside from the things you said, id be better off dead
than to listen to my heart
i fell apart for u and the things we are
either way, i adore u
the way ur eyes light up when the light hits right
the red sweatshirt that never leaves ur side
ur smart as shit, but im happier to call u mine

FELL APART

may or may not be a track off an album im making

lyrics:
I used to punish myself for existing
Thought friends were waiting for the day i went missing
I pushed them back with my thoughts
Convinced that I was hated, i just reaped what i sought
Imagined anger in jokes
So everytime they poked I shot back unprovoked
It's not the way that i am, but that's what self hatred can do to a man 
Let alone a man who doesn't wanna be one
Let alone a kid who thinks his life lacks reason
Let alone a loner losing all his day-ones
Every day I wake up and rue what I have become

what i've become

listen to my music

22 y/o nb gay artist n musician 

all vocals, lyrics, and instrumentals are by me unless mentioned
(i will credit any samples that are major parts of the song tho)

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Blurry Streaks

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