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Tessie-Mother 2

random song moment


i wanna stab you in the back
i wanna lay you in the ground
they know they're never getting saved
that's why i'm never getting found
look at me in different ways
as you throw me to the hounds
feel like i've made my last mistake
maybe there's time to cover ground 
i wanna lay you in a grave
i wanna savor all your fear
i'll force the lowest of your lows
like you did to me for years
push me further every day
with every single decision
i saved predators prey
still cut me down with precision

im a pro at always feeling i'm intruding
wait for bigotry /so much /it gets confusing
see a pattern in the wild and get shit moving
i know deep down there's no chance i'm losing
flow /state, i got an appettite to feed
momma said it's greed
seen the clothes, seen the weed
friends imply it's me, all the money that i bleed
i was perfect to you bitches, what went wrong now that you see  
patterns in the wild got shit moving
hate eluding, master of illusions
bounty on my head, gonna fake it till i lose it
want me bled
shot me down
still i'm moving
no pulse and a heart that's full of greed
money in my pocket, n i'm getting more this week
stared death in the eyes
you can never make me leave
i'll go down with this ship
i don't feel i need to breathe

Chimes

help me bleed in the way that people used to want to see
this is pressing into wounds and it's something i don't need
fuck the pleas, their support is something i can drop for free
openness just helps them feed
openness just helps them feed

find remedies, not faults
it wasn't your fault
just be more than the past
and stand through the windblasts

let this tension pass
barriers will crash
and you see right through the glass
all that pain can't last

don't be ashamed of your mental
just learn how to live with and harness the breadth of your image
this is a rally to tally the days that you're down and seek pureness to mix in
i'm just a fool to these bitches
a tool to be witnessed, a hunt that i'm fixed in
there is no purpose if that's what you feel
me recently? i've been my religion

i realized i dont need affirming from anybody but me
i feel eyes, pointed and hateful, i fight for a minute to breathe
look at my avarice, painted through patterns
and painful to feed
sent through their messages
forced to dissect it 
there's so much to see

scream

Hydra

Another sunday doodle, just stepping outside of predictable genres for a moment. 

Tip your bartender!

Sidecar

short song written about someone i met that i wasnt able to know for more than a week

sketches done with you in mind

trying out a newer style, tell me what u think :)

lyrics: 
GOT A COUPLE FRIENDS WHO I'D DIE FOR
GOT A COUPLE PROBLEMS THAT ARE LEVIED IN MY LIFE FORCE
GOT A COUPLE ENEMIES BEFRIENDING ME TO TAKE AWAY MY ENERGY 
BUT THEY WONT BE THE END OF ME AS LONG AS I CAN STAND FOR
WHAT I BELIEVE IN
BOY, YOU CAN KEEP IT
GOT BLEACH STAINS ON MY SHIRT I BOUGHT FROM YEEZUS
JESUS
I DONT BELIEVE THIS
I MADE IT THIS FAR AND I HAVENT FALLEN INTO PIECES

PIECES

internet heritage. setting a scene. hopeful, url-raised, searching for identity & understanding.

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Ivory Rasmus