bruises

Thoughts Under My Hat (feat. KID E$S)

Song written and performed by Jack de Vil
Lyrics

I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again 
But I can’t help but fuck it up
I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again but

I find I loose myself sometimes
Choking on the darkness of my own toxic mind
I’ve tried my best to leave behind
Myself inside the darkness of my own toxic mind

I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again 
But I can’t help but fuck it up
I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again but

Tik, tik tik, 
do ya hear that?
That’s the sound of the minutes going by,  of the wrinkles in your eyes and the time you wont get back
Its a bitch aint It?
Buff out the rust try to re paint it
No one you can trust and shawty off the dust you dont really wanna fuck but the bitch naked
Fuck it, Think i better Stop it 
I got way too high off topic 
I’m not surprised, peace is a lie
And passion as power is constant
Take another breath loose consciousness 
And just 
*click click*
Smoke with me
This ain’t where you supposed to be so 
Roll up a blunt come close to me, cause I
got a few truths to tell ya
People cant live how they used to tell ya
Just rise up 
If you want a better life then times up
Work for your money start a self starter 
Work the system pay the bills smarter 
Broken down is still a place to start
In a couple years install a push to start
And you’re goddamn fucking right it’s hard
Pressure made me, I’m a diamond baby,
When I die I’ll be walking on the stars 
I’ll be walking on your favourite stars 
Lately tho 


I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again 
But I can’t help but fuck it up
I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again but

I find I loose myself sometimes
Choking on the darkness of my own toxic mind
I’ve tried my best to leave behind
Myself inside the darkness of my own toxic mind

I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again 
But I can’t help but fuck it up
I keep fucking up
I just keep on fucking up
I try and try and try again but

Fuck Up 🤍(prod.venus)

White Wine

love u @seem_bng
Mixed, Mastered & Produced by: @areyoumatthias
Vocals Mixed by: @kayostarri

lyrics:

im starting to think im worthless
cause my lifes a fucking mess
im just going through these curses
please know im trying my best

you're saying its not as bad as it seems
but i know you'll learn to regret me
i wanna learn to love myself
but im just so fucking ugly, yeah

dropping out, disappointing everyone
try my best to make it up to my mom
do my best, that's what you use to always say
now im falling apart on the brightest day

now im bitchin' 'bout how life ain't fair
got me doubled-down, on my knees, tearing out my hair
got one big, happy family, but im never there
cause no one ever gave a shit, no one ever cared

x2

i want to love myself, but im sO F*CKING UGLY DUDE

Lyrics

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 1: Kado]
I wake up again, but it feel like I'm dead
I don't understand how you could feel this way
I don't wanna move, so now I'm in my head
And I'm not sure if I'll see another day
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 2: Powfu]
Why's it always at midnight
When my brain wanna start these fist fights?
Spent six days on this tour bus
I'll catch some rest when this tour's up
I don't know what I'm famous for
We hurt and lost and it's obvious
I don't know who I'm playing for
'Cause I don't see your face in this audience

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were
[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Bridge: Powfu]
Stay up for the movie
I don't wanna miss this scene
Only fall asleep by you
Would've never missed a beat if I'd knew

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Outro: Kado]
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

Tired Eyes

Tired Eyes (Feat. Powfu)

Produced by: Gio & Splashgvng
Engineered by: Gio
Written and Performed by: Gio & WillV

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Jack de Vil
🖤🤍🖤
Vancouver BC
Instagram: @jack.de.vil
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Fuck Up 🤍(prod.venus)

Jack de Vil

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