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lugubrious

osamason - rain

WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

Supernova ft funeral

Cнежок prod zephrxd

u,_u

Like Me

[Intro: Slug Christ & Lil Peep]
Whooaa, it's Slugga, Peep and Tracy
Yeah
I thought you knew pain
Don't lie, don't lie
Don't lie, don't lie
Yeah

[Hook: Lil Peep]
If I gotta I'ma wait in the rain
Girl, you don't know my pain
And my pockets gotta lotta cocaine
Girl, you don't know my name
If I gotta I'ma wait in the rain
Girl, you don't know my pain
And my pockets gotta lotta cocaine
Girl, you don't know my name

[Verse 1: Lil Tracy]
True Religion jeans, pockets full of cocaine
Tattoos on my face, I'ma die this way
I don't want a job so I flex and I finesse
Only inhale the best, exhale the stress
Used to be broke, I cast a spell on my check (yuh)
Ice on my neck, now my ex sends me texts
Ask me if I still love her, I'm on xans, I forget
Bitch, did you forget? You cut through me like a wrist
I'm finna get rich, snortin' coke in a Benz
You don't know my name, you don't know my pain
On the highway to hell in a Beamer, switchin' lanes
Six hundred sixty-six kisses on your face
Baby, now that I'm gone, do you hallucinate?
And see me in your room with that Gucci on my waist?
I'm so far away, now I'm in L.A
Gothic bitch, skinny waist, pussy drippin' like cocaine
Yah, yah

[Hook: Lil Peep]
If I gotta I'ma wait in the rain
Girl, you don't know my pain
And my pockets gotta lotta cocaine
Girl, you don't know my name
If I gotta I'ma wait in the rain
Girl, you don't know my pain
And my pockets gotta lotta cocaine
Girl, you don't know my name

[Verse 2: Slug Christ]
She talkin' got me soddin' in shame, girl, you drive me insane (okay okay)
Only you can occupy any space in my heart, and in my brain
I fade away in saturated gray (okay)
It's just one way (why), to numb it all away (numb it, numb it)
Pain, pain, pain, pain, painkiller
Snort it all away for a second, I'll feel better (okay okay)
Fake ass bitches plottin' on a Young Slugger (okay okay)
Diamorphine and I'm self-medicatin', yeah
See different, you said you felt the same
Girl, I thought you knew my pain

lil peep x lil tracy - pain w/ slug christ (prod. nedarb)

love

peace :_)

lyrics:

im so tired today,
on a proxy late,
watching porn all day,
i cant procreate
its late night and i cant seem to stop,
its late night and i just fucking drop.
theres many songs that I wish id dropped,
theres many songs that i havent dropped, 
bondage pants off the fucking wardrobe
life is shit go and turn it around

the way my fists hit,
look like tekken hits
live in 8-bit,
with my family,
this aint legit,
this is just a skit,
part of a big time stamp,
thats the one we dont live.

thats why i forgive,
and sometimes i give,
but never receive,
theres many things we miss,
nostalgia totally,
i cant cope with it,
i cant cope with it....
just turn up the pitch!!

cannot break in the name of allah
still fucked up but wont get to mama
wont reach you wont make it a drama

people cry under the rain...
people die under this reign

get seeds, plant them, grow,
im so hype like snow,
droppin on the floor,
hit and rob the store.
i dont rob no stores,
respect the people ohhhho,
fucking up oh no no no,
youre not valid homophobe.

lugubrious

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