Ghxst Collective - September 2021

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/sketchmyname and https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

lyrics:
When I'm nothing more 
than a memory 
I hope that you'll remember me 
and when I'm nothing more 
then a girl inside a picture frame 
I hope that you'll still know my name 
It gets so dark inside my mind 
I need a flashlight I need a sign 
can someone just tell me that I'll be fine 
It's okay you can lie 
nothing new seen it a thousand times 
just tell me that I'll be fine 

I hope I hope and I hope 
that you'll remember me 
but you probably won't 
I'm pretty forgettable 
It's understandable 
I don't have that shine in my eyes 
I have nothing special to offer
I probably don't even cross your mind 
I feel so stupid sitting here 
singing this fucking rhyme 
that doesn't even rhyme 
but you know it's fine 
right? 
It's fine

just a memory (prod. sketchmyname & HXRXKILLER)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

Beautiful instrumental from two amazing gents
https://soundcloud.com/lilsp00ky
https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

Ricochet (P. Lilsp00k & Salem Ave)

shoutout to @teddyboi and @Kisho they absolutely killed it <333

Done. + teddyboi + Kisho

s/o mental illness for letting me make this

surgeon feat Heylee Manzeron p malloy & daksk9

goyard and heylee scam grandmas prod by crcl

My Loved Ones Losing (metlast x 5head)

fire. (feat heylee manzeron)

1/3 Solitary EP (prod. john mello)
produced by @johnmello

LYRICS:

Don't you say to me that you're not okay
I'll hold your hand through your darkest days
I can't say that there will be better days
All I know is that we will be okay

So sink your teeth into my veins
Thread the bullet through my brain
Put them diamonds on my chain
Put them tats' up on my face

People always say they never heard Idio before
But I spit so cold
When the moon don't shine, but the rain it pour when I pull up to your door
Thinking 'bout you got me so much shit up in the vault.
You ain't ever gonna let me in. That's a fact, I know.
Sip slow, when I'm pouring up that 4.
See, I ain't ever smoke that dope, I just pop a couple pills til' I feel I'm on a roll, aye.

Get out my way though
Grind every day for the pay roll
Moneys so low, if you say so
But I still spend on a daily, you know Idio be going where the Henny at.
Smoke a couple fags and get it back
Ghostwork, we up in the Thraxxhouse
Idio, Mello, we cashing out.

Solitary EP (prod. John Mello)

Rebirth

REBIRTH [PROD. JOHN MELLO]

Mixed by goated @itsyungchevy go bump his music fye af
blow this mf up </3

You wanna feed from my soul
Feel my pain then gain the control
I crumble to pieces
If you touching me
So hard to think 
That you wanted me
I hate to feel like this again 
I'll never survive alone this way 
Another trip into the void   
Lemme go 
I need to rest

Cut me down
Make me bleed
I need you to breathe
I need you to breathe
You cannot leave
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

Cut me down
Make me bleed
I need you to breathe
I need you to breathe
You cannot leave
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

What you done to me
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

what you done to me

just a lil something, I haven't been posting much music lately i'm still trying to figure out what i want to do it's tough out here!! thank you so much for listening I appreciate it alot. look after yourself & take care.

LYRICS : 

Underneath the oak tree by the lake
Think about my present and my past mistakes
I’m a fucking loser for goodness sake 
I don’t think I have it in me to change 

She fucked me up so bad 
I don’t like hearing her name 
Like how the fuck you do that 
Coz it drives me insane 
Nightmares on the daily 
I cannot rid this pain
You will always be engraved inside my brain 

Hidden in the shade I cover my face
I don’t really like to ever leave my place 
Feast upon my soul like how do I taste 
Made me feel so worthless for 2 years straight
I didint know no better dunno why I stayed
Memories resonate I can’t escape 
Every now and then I think I see your face 
Shivers to my core I close my eyes and pray

by the lake (prod. stranger)

Back†hen - it's still not what i want w/ BENZOBOY

October - SELF HATRED (INTERLUDE)

IDGAF.   Produced By Boyfifty

666, DEVIL IN PHYSICAL FORM

lyrics:
not a sad boy ima loner
fiendin for these racks if i didnt ima goner
never sad boy cant afford it
if i waste my time then should i point it at my forehead
i cant waste my time when im at home now
dyin everyday i feel like i been out my zone now
i been gettin paid but 9 to 5 been draining out my soul how
yea i dont know whats wrong w me
lately i been tryna see
burning bridges tied to me
no one ever understanding me
life was never meant to be
crying in a limousine
people acting differently
crow been in the trees
i think ima leave...

lowtow:
i can't say i ever had faith 
but if i even could it was shattered in my face
oh i know i shouldn't even waste
a moment of time trying to stand in proper place
cuz everything moves and it changes
that's just how it goes life is alchemy in basics
remember hopping fences tearing holes in my asics 
runnin from my feelings and the damage in its wake its
divine comedy
standing against the current as it swallows me
always been alone that's the way it be
i can't change the way the i am 
its wired in my being
watch the tides
crash into my life
wash away everything 
in the sands of time

crow:
not a sad boy ima loner
fiendin for these racks if i didnt ima goner
never sad boy cant afford it
if i waste my time then should i point it at my forehead
i cant waste my time when im at home now
dyin everyday i feel like i been out my zone now
i been gettin paid but 9 to 5 been draining out my soul how
yea this might be the end of me
you are not my friend you are just another enemy
im in irl and you been stuck you always rendering
got a soul to fill and i think i been on my path right
need another potion im not sleeping after midnight

lowtow:
i see the river the styx
beckoning me to enter its midst
building the armor its over my skin
my Achilles heel is i dont give a shit
about the hole in my heart
or bags under my eyes
and if you wanna be real
i contemplate suicide 
it's not even that deep 
but it stays close in my mind
im to pussy to do it
when i'm alone i just cry
for the shattered boy

LONER W/ LOWTOW [prod. 5head]

@jadedloner on everything 🤍
23
🌌 Lost Lane
Contact: jadedlonermgmt@gmail.com

[Est. 2020]

Artists/Producers:
@soulfadexo @yoimn3ver @ripk41 @heylee-manzeron @sadboigoyard 
@intotheparadox @strivemusicau @noxious-nights @gloomdotnet @emptychest @mxlatonin @cyzun 
@navyxower @reject333 @socionipath @lostboyorsi @holloww17 @safeatlast @capkyle

My Loved Ones Losing (metlast x 5head)

Jadedloner

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