fire. (feat heylee manzeron)

HOSTILE

Ｉ ＣＡＮ'Ｔ ＦＥＥＬ Ａ ＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ ＴＨＩＮＧ

thanks to @user-53555568 for the ft 

lyrics:

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

nah ay
I don't feel a thing 
stop wait 
lemme fucking think
I can't write
my mind is fucking blank
feeling sick
throw up in the sink

(mæsk)
Ill prolly just pass out ‘for I make it home
sleep on the concrete, I mean I feel alone
I might aswell, my vision fading and I dont feel cold
when u dont care about a thing there is no darker hole

made this far but I dont give a shit bout some stupid finish line
I dont wanna spend another minute Im too confused, on a roof I think ive reached a limit
eyes shot like stars, and my hands covered all in spinach

nah aye I dont feel a thing 
stop wait let me fuckin think
I cant write my mind is fuckin blank
feeling sick throw up in the sink

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

numb w/ mæsk (prod. ʎpoqou)

Nevermind - cherry blue & chrysalis [prod. BLOOM]

lately
I been popping pills cuz you hate me

CRAZY (feat.noclue)

crazy (feat.nøclue)

prod. ocin
guitars: fonkyfake

How many miles will we have to go? 
Until we’re back here at the start 
I wanna fly and bring you a star, a star 
I can’t control your life 
I see it in your eyes 
I don’t mean to make you sad 
So sad, just for a night
 
I think I’ll tell you everything I know 
I think I’ll give you everything I got 
Tell me your secrets so we can grow old 
Need you to say it, it is not my fault

for a night

(ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS)
https://soundcloud.com/heartblake snapped, tell me something different 

Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/rmnrsk for tha fire beat! :)

~lyrics~
You just love but I
Can't feel that way
No you don't know, how I feel pain
I just run an hide, keep my emotions away

Mix some dark fruits, an some cocaine
Bleeding out the bottle, till I go lame
Liqour in my cup, chemicals in my veins
Knife in my hand, cut my wrist wit da blade

(Heartblake)
I see people 
all around me 
but i still feel lonely
I hate myself 
so much it hurts 
throw me down 
cuz that’s what i’m worth

(Xorochi)
If I died would you stop playing your stupid games?
If I died would you cry, do you love me babe?
I tried, but you said you don't love me, you hate
Yeah I tried, but you said you don't love me, you hate

Mix some dark fruits, an some cocaine
Bleeding out the bottle, till I go lame
Liqour in my cup, chemicals in my veins
Knife in my hand / back, cut my wrist wit da blade

Bottle me up, send me out to sea
Maybe I can drown, maybe I can leave
I got places to be, an people to meet
it's like my soul was stuck in hell when you were stood in front of me

(Heartblake)
Fake love all around me
negativity it surrounds me 
i’ll be back soon 
baby please don’t move
they ain’t after you 
it’s me they want but
they’ll take you 
if they have to
if they have to 
pull up in a whip and grab you 
got me going skits
i’m an asshole 
fuck a bad hoe 
fuck a bad bitch 
lumberjack shit 
with that axe shit 
in a casket 
6 feet under 
imma fuckin shine 
like no other
heartblake fucking yo bitch
i don’t even have her number

i don’t have her number 
but i’ve been losing sleep over her
girl show me what i’m worth 
i’m so hurt i’m so hurt 
i’ve been sad for some time now
switch lanes bitch i’m on my grind now
i’ve been bad for some time now
you left me on my own tie the noose imma die now

(Xorochi)
Mix some dark fruits, an some cocaine
Bleeding out the bottle, till I go lame
Liqour in my cup, chemicals in my veins
Knife in my hand / back, cut my wrist wit da blade

✩✮Spotify & Apple✮✩

Till i go lame ft. Heartblake (Prod. Roman RSK)

I’m here contemplating, am I worth saving,
no, I don’t think so
Your stuck here debating, if your gonna ask me 
what I’ve really been through

the past few years I’ve almost died 4 times
look into my eyes, say that you’re gonna be just fine
it’s not like I don’t believe you
I’ve just been here a few times; I hope I don’t deceive you

I know you listen to this song
I know you feel my pain yeah; it’s fucking all wrong
Cus Your cutting me in two cutting me in three
Let the doctors come and take all a part of me

Cus your gonna be the death of me
I know your watching crawling here slowly
I couldn’t get out, I tried to leave
But you keep coming back yeah you fucking haunt me

Hang me by the noose, let me fucking fall
I’m dangling by my legs yeah, I don’t care at all
One day I’m not gonna be that strong 
Let the noose take my breath and end my last song

I’m here contemplating, am I worth saving,
no, I don’t think so
Your stuck here debating, if your gonna ask me 
what I’ve really been through


I’m here contemplating, am I worth saving,
no, I don’t think so
yeah, I’m stuck here debating 
I don’t know if I hate you, but I think where through

I think I’m going insane lately,
Ups and down make me go crazy
I don’t know how to control me
Sinking into self-pity

Again, again, it’s always just me
Fighting on two sides never really winning
I’m trying to figure out who I am
Generic fucking story, yeah, I don’t really care

I’m just doing me Try to understand man
Cus no one really understands what you’re going through
Except you
you listen to these songs hoping you’ll be saved to

alone

blessed with stress, am I’m doing fine,
won’t you say that  your here for me
won’t you say you'll always be mine

thinking you will leave me this time
it’s not that I just don’t trust you
it’s more that I have my own issues to

obsessed with not coping, 
cus I feel like I’m just hoping
that you will message me again
say that we’re all fine in the end

but you won’t, cus I’m drowning on every word that I’ve tried to say
pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
shaking on the daily, breaking down everything's just changing
don’t feel much lately anymore because  you have my fucking soul

and I’m  sick of this, constant back and forth between this
emotion that ins my chest, it’s hardening, I feel like I’m just crumbling
but I don’t feel like I have a choice, 
cus I’m justing fading in the background everything around me is making to much noise

I just need to to find some space,  
I just need to change the pace
of everything
cus its moves to fast 

at this point, I don’t ill ever grow up,
I think I’ve passed the point of no return
waking up everything hurts

so ill just stay alone again in my room
cus I don’t feel like I need to leave, I don’t think I should talk to you

23;anxiety

credit to https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

unknxwn. - Chaos

unknxwn - Chaos. | Produced by Foreign.

bruised eyes, you kick me down
chipped teeth now faced to the ground
warped vision, can’t get control
loose touch yeah where is my soul

like a dear on the highway not home
blank stare to your lights hit now alone
don’t go outside you'll be overthrown
the waves hit too hard now your overboard

it took me years just to get back on my feet
why do you still haunt me in my dreams
spend the night with the moon, hope he’s listening
I needed someone when you were never there for me

where do I fit in obviously not here
the wolves sing my name embracing all my fears
said it once, said it twice, yeah ill be fine
I need some space from myself to clear out my mind

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