it's alright, i understand

it won't matter

she killed me on our wedding day (blood on your dress)

tried turning a painful experience into something painfully beautiful.

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Lyrics:

It started out so beautiful before it all went wrong
I should've stayed outside the day that I died
It was all so beautiful before it all went wrong
I could feel a million fucking pieces right there just burning me
It could've all been sweet if you were right there next to me
It would've been alright if you were by my side
It was the day I died
Wanna know what the worst part is?
When I was laying on the ground, I thought that I had let you down
I should've stayed outside.

i should've stayed outside [prod.softscars]

little heart robber

say it aint so
you told me you loved me
no      responsibility
too bad you threw it out the window
with    my    love
romanticized    how numb that you could be
with    my    heart
i cant bring myself to wish you were dead

cause baby  i can   sometimes    feel   you  with me
makes me think about going back
cause     the heartbreaks  worth it

im losing my mind
i cant make it right
i cant find the light
i dug my own hole
to rest here and   d    i    e
just like you fantasized 

do    you   even   miss     me 
do   you    even   really    miss    me

i bet you dont care.

do you even miss me? [prod. SARM?]

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

everything made by me
lyrics:

she
dont wanna see
me anymore
i
i tried to fight
tried to fix everything 
i got ignored

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i can't restore

theres
so many things that i
regret
kept pushing you aside
as my love
deepened
im so fucking dumb

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i cant restore

she don't like me anymore

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

ethers

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