This can go big bro. congrats. shit is actually really fucking good. love it

Lyrics to Jay Portal's song can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50E9osHMYE0 Much love! ❤

Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

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i got a target 
placed where my head is 
gotta hole where my heart is 
& you got a bandage 
oh i been careless
 i gave you my soul 
cuz your a song in my head 
it goes
  la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah 
la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah

  i’m not ready for all this
i hear heartbreak calling me
im gunna try to give you 
everything but for now its hard to see
as much as i want you 
i know you gon’ hurt me 
or im’a hurt you 
please lord show me mercy 
been feeling anxious 
i think i need some rest
 heart beating out my chest 
i need a cigarette

Target

target

Control Me (nothing even matters)

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

spotify

high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

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actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

r.i.p

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

happy birthday to me, thank u for listening <'3

PROD. Camilo Pedraza 

RECORDED, MIXED AND MASTERED @ REDLIGHTRECORDING

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