dariacore / goomba

✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

collection ii

*you're

feat @billy_exclamationpoint
prod/mixed by @natureplayer
mastered by @st1cksyea

lyrics:
[natureplayer]
do or die, live a lie, it might be nice
take flight, i might lose a feather
it’s gettin cold outside, do you enjoy the weather?

it could be better, you should probably watch your step on the ice
hope you brought a sweater, it gets worse tonight 
tether everything to split seconds gone forever
ephemeral but memory puts up a fight 

and do you remember when we had our first?
it wasn’t the last and it wasn’t the worst
whatever we rehearsed wasn’t pure enough to stay
i didn’t know it was the end but i was sure enough to say

i love you but you're a lot to handle, i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight
the struggle isn’t worth it, oh damnit i
i was certain but that can't be right
i love you but you're a lot to handle, i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight
the struggle isn’t worth it, oh damnit i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight

[billy!]
i don't wanna die young
impostor syndrome fuckin me
don't wanna be the one
don't know if i can do another trip around the sun
i've been tryna find a way to be a better son

playin with decibels
got my hand in the metal
and now i'm twisted
keep your eyes on me
callin a referee
you were never a friend to me
yeah i'm wicked
caught me red handed
showed you the colors
the pretty fleece on my collar it got you gripping
just want you to listen
pulled all the strings and now i'm focusing
on all the things that almost got me admitted

we're flying down the back roads
watching all the black smoke
coming from the plants that we used to ride our bike by
we're all gonna die

[natureplayer]
i love you but you're a lot to handle, i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight
the struggle isn’t worth it, oh damnit i
i was certain but that can't be right
i love you but you're a lot to handle, i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight
the struggle isn’t worth it, oh damnit i
i’m gettin burned by your candlelight

candlelight

candlelight (w/ billy !)

>:)

prod me 
ft + art @daywaiter 
samples ought by @sadkey

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-ought2-lyrics

ought2

s/o @prodbyaustyn for inspiring the panda bit https://twitter.com/prodbyaustyn/status/1477858983927033860?s=20

also first marshall4 track of 2022 how we feelin

the yassification of the back room at tj maxx

marshall4 has been expelled from mushroom kingdom community college (feat. Jennifer May)

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

guts

out now on all streaming services!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dC2B6gu-GAI

LYRICS:
can't deal with this anymore i wish i was a rotting corpse
i would rather be ignored instead of being on the floor
got a fear of everything i don't even have time to think
all of my mind is blurring it builds up to trouble sleeping

got me feelin' like shit popping percs in the bathroom
can't feel no more think ima no-clip into the backrooms
got no direction where to go there's no exit
demons round the fucking corner when you'd least expect it
i'm psychosomatic not overdramatic
this shit is traumatic it's so problematic
not asymptomatic so fucking erratic
it's axiomatic i'm unsystematic

i wanna run away now i'm thinkin' about how
to get out of this house scurry out like a mouse
pack my shit and just go keep it on the down low
this was never my home never felt so alone
you make me feel fucking lame but look what i have became
i hope you feel some sort of shame cause you've got nothing to acclaim
all you ever did was hit abuse me like i was a bitch
i hope that you feel like shit i hope you commit
that's it

got me feelin' like shit popping percs in the bathroom
can't feel no more think ima no-clip into the backrooms
got no direction where to go there's no exit
demons round the fucking corner when you'd least expect it
i'm psychosomatic not overdramatic
this shit is traumatic it's so problematic
not asymptomatic so fucking erratic
it's axiomatic i'm unsystematic

p. @plazyboy + chris marek

psychosomatic

NO RUSH. w/Bond

You took me, broke me , ripped me apart, (oh no)X2 
you cursed me and bathed me with all your scars.(oh no)X2
 and I know i'm not the only one , tryna Make up for what I couldn't be
 and I'm making sense of what you've done , and you got me praying on my knees
and I know its not what I want, Ive been holding onto you too long

Parasymbiotic

guitar vox prod me

youre in your fucking head
way too much
and all the work you did
is all for what
these memories wont last
all too long
so hold them close to heart
before theyre gone

blinds

i guess its all for show
prod. junoes 
www.youtube.com/c/junoesdubz
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

**part 1 of how i made these songs on yt now!!**
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKTtpBPHHZk

ONE BG VOX FROM @prodbyaustyn ALSO LMFAO 
also like a couple lines written by twitch chat but also @afumaru
\\lyrics//

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
you said it was impossible
now u wanna finish first like ur unstoppable
i wonder if it's probable 
now everything u think i do is comical
why?

don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life
x2

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
you just consumed a time laspe 
it's all controlled in my grasp
i slowly fall to my death
i'm holding onto my breath

well i guess it's all for show
but i don't wanna look when u watch it die
well i guess i'll fucking know
when i'm dead tired thinking of these sweet goodbyes

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
you said it was impossible
now u wanna finish first like ur unstoppable
i wonder if it's probable 
now everything u think i do is comical
why?

don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life
x2

[outro] ~ @jauntsen
don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life

you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible for me.

impossible. (junoes)

there's no one talking back.
featuring @prodbyaustyn
prod. grayskies
www.youtube.com/c/grayskies2020
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

**part 1 of how i made these songs on yt now!!**
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKTtpBPHHZk

also like a couple lines written by twitch chat but also @afumaru

\\lyrics//

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
feel my presense beside you 
but your gone its a fact 
but all i hear is the silence
there's no one talking back
you're all that i had 
i watched it fade into black 
i can hear ur voice
i can hear ur laugh
but i watched u die 
i can't forget that
get up! 
i don't wanna let u 
go from my sight 
i know its all just a lie
i just want to feel alive 
once again 

[hook]
get up! get up!
i don't wanna lie down 
too much enegery 
no i don't wanna calm down

promise u said
you'll get the fuck outta bed 
but ur gone
x2

wake up and i'm feeling sick
last thing u said i was just a "piece of shit"
and my mind went blank when u said call it quits
now ur life cut short i take the blame for it 

[verse 2] ~ @prodbyaustyn
i tried my best
not to take it to heart
control myself
that’s a good place to start

spend all my life
just to please
i’m falling down to my knees
cause now you’re one 
with the breeze
and i know it’s not my fault
if only i had answered one last call
lately i have not know what to do

but i don’t know you
and you don’t know me
anymore
than i don’t know you 
and you don’t know me

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @prodbyaustyn
get up! get up! (than i don't know you)
i don't wanna lie down 
too much enegery (and you don't know me)
no i don't wanna calm down

promise u said
you'll get the fuck outta bed 
but ur gone
x4

wake up and i'm feeling sick
last thing u said i was just a "piece of shit"
and my mind went blank when u said call it quits
now ur life cut short i take the blame for it

get up!! +austyn with a y (grayskies)

Я выкину твоё бельё из окна

[Интро]
И снова холод по венам, иду вслепую
Уже искал ответы, но всё впустую
Страх разрывает меня на куски
С тенями война меня ты прости

[Припев]
И снова холод по венам, иду вслепую
Уже искал ответы, но всё впустую
Видеть все края? Внутри трещит
Если хоть один не мой

[Куплет]
Бьюсь об стены, чтоб это слышал бетон
Суки просят крови — я им не поклон
На мне плащ из дождя и огня — он весом
Даже в пропасти не дотронусь к их песням
Я видел сотни своих теней
Где «второй я» молчал сильней
Шум в голове — ловлю я змей
Тёмные вещи, тёмные веры, я ими полон
Челы думают, что крест — это свет, но тянет вниз
Врубись: в башке у меня целый рой разных лиц
Мой сон вещий, мой главный принцип
Лишнее сжечь, как будто это спички

[Припев]
И снова холод по венам, иду вслепую
Уже искал ответы, но всё впустую
Видеть все края? Внутри трещит
Если хоть один не мой

война с разумом

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋

Ran out of upload time, so this account is an archive. 
Current account: soundcloud.com/daymanoursavior

impossible. (junoes)

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