LEAVE ME BE SWEAR ITS ALRIGHT, im getting tired baby

indie

@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

don’t apologize for what you did 
i cant look past it 
now you’re tryna start an argument
you’re so dramatic 
but i keep on coming back again
feel just like an addict
and i know i say this often 
but this time i swear i’ve had it 

leave me be swear it’s alright 
i’m getting tired baby 
lead me straight into the light 
see you conspire all the lies you keep on telling me
i can see right through you 
never thought that you would change but i can’t recognize the new you 

so when things don’t go as planned 
can you tell me in advance 
you leave me out in the dark
and then tell me to relax
your words mean more than a chance 
and i can’t stop myself from thinking bout this thing that we had
patience is all that i ask

addict (prod. joshwa)

#asiamoment
@willrhead @prodbyjoshwa @scrobaby

why’s it like this u could ask?
complicated, getting bad
baby i dunno if it’s worth it
been observant
and my eyes been steady searching

if luck dont get u karma finna get u for me
took me by ur hand, u did as u pleased
im stuck, im stuck, let it fade to black
im stuck with the qualities i lacked

was this what u wanted for me?
i can see ur secrets, baby
i, don’t know if i want this anymore
good riddance to the past i had, and it’s

tick tock on the clock baby whats up
i ran out of time, now the sun’s up
and it blows away, i understand
i needed a place where i can land
tick tock on the clock baby whats up
lost it all again i need my luck up
don’t wanna get way too in it
don’t wanna risk it all for the image

texting me spamming with your message
i dont wanna be stuck n second guessing
my patience thin, ur always testing
ur hell, its always messy

need an intervention in between
got my ties severed, several that i had to leave
good grief, never heard the words u speaking
reap what u sow practice what u preach then

tick tock (joshwa + will rhead + scro)

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
mix and master: me + myno
vocals: me + myno

lyrics:
@asumuh(verse 1)
every single call 
doesn’t feel the same
i know i f*ked up bad
again and again
but i need you to
stay with me
cause i don’t wanna be alone again
and i messed up twice
yet i’m checking my phone
got like 20 missed calls 
and i’m still on my own
yeah i’ve gone off track
and i’m losing control
and i’m losing my mind so baby

(hook)
don’t go
baby i’m just scared of the truth
and all the words that said
meant like nothing to you
and i don’t really wanna end
on some off terms
so baby lets just talk it out
and i don’t really wanna shout
(hahahaha)
baby it just feel like I’m in hell
cause we fighting every day and night
and I’m just yelling through my cell
so baby please don’t go 
so we don’t make it complicated
(and i really wanna stay)

@fknmyno (verse 2)
and i’ve been waiting for u all day
i cant get enough of your love if i’m honest
i know we argue a lot but that’s okay 
cause i don’t think that i would have it any other way 

so don’t you tell me that your gonna leave
i’m tryna talk it out, but it’s too hard to breathe 
who said this loving shit is easy? 
fuck that, we gon make it through just believe me

don’t go 
let’s just try it again and again 
i don’t want this to end 
so don’t leave me all alone 
girl i just need you, you, you, oh

(hook)
don’t go
baby i’m just scared of the truth
and all the words that said
meant like nothing to you
and i don’t really wanna end
on some off terms
so baby lets just talk it out
and i don’t really wanna shout
(hahahaha)
baby it just feel like I’m in hell
cause we fighting every day and night
and I’m just yelling through my cell
so baby please don’t go 
so we don’t make it complicated
(and i really, and i)

don't go

spotify >:D

don't go w/ myno (joshwa)

lyrics:

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

and it feels like nobody loves you and everybody hates you
Is everyone around you tryna change you?
Got no one but yourself, who’s gonna save you?
The person in the mirror really ain’t you
I don’t wanna stay here I don’t wanna go there
It feels like I belong nowhere
You can pretend but I know you don’t care
I tried to play by your rules but it’s not fair
I don’t need you I don’t need them
I just booked a flight I’ll be gone by the weekend
I been tryna get my head straight I’m trippin for no reason
Don’t know what to do I think I’ve fallen off the deep end
Yeah they don’t even care that I’m upset
I’m pissed off, barely getting started I ain’t done yet
I haven’t gone to sleep, I watched the sunrise and sunset
I think I’ll go to sleep soon cuz bitch

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

crashed (prod. joshwa)

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

(prod me x kvn)

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end  

you cannot stop
like what you want?
from being into me, not listening
I've seen it before

it ain't a bad night without you, babe, I'm okay
i never hurt you, no, there's no way that you'd say

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end

girl, you're not my type, you already hit so low
and reverse that blame on me
want you out my life, girl, you're just another hoe
is it that hard just to see?
you can't fight the way you lie
you ain't meant for me, stop texting me
can't give a little bit more time
like, where you been tonight?
you think you're right
you want me once, then next you don't
you can't help yourself

it ain't a bad night without you, babe, I'm okay
i never hurt you, no, there's no way that you'd say

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end

say what u are

spotify

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

cryyy

spotify <3

tell me why you've been up all night
wasting all my time again
u know that this aint right
so why you going back to him
yeah
im not the one to blame
so tell me 
what could he do that I couldnt
I gave my all to you

so I way I not enough, not enough for you
holdin on 
to something new
controlling all my mind
can't hide

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

oh you're so far away,
and shit don't ever change
searchin' for something new
you put it all on me
i'll teach you honesty
i hate the way that you lie

tell me what you want, you want
oh baby
all of this a facade
oh, wait

(x2)

woah, cuz there's-

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

facade(with yuni)

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

first of the year
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/iggy5/promise-2

so if i try too hard for her
then i might get over you

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
i just cant put u back together
i been tryna make it up to you
i dont wonder why (no lie)
you couldnt hide (no lie)
knowing what you made me do

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

addict (prod. joshwa)

jayya

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