Billy Goodman - Makes Me Wanna Cry

Morgen, Kinder, wird's was geben (Trad. Weihnachtslied, trad. Christmas Song)

Montage et photographies : 
© 2025, Chartrand Saint-Louis
Lien vers la vidéo : https://youtu.be/UH1NVndJJoQ 

Musique :
© 2025, orchestration, titre : "Symphonie rurale", par Albert, 1:30 min.

Mixage, révision et sonorisation par Albert

"Symphonie rurale", par Albert; Mixage, révision et sonorisation par Albert [lien vidéo]

Lost & Found

Deluge

This is a song about something as old as time, the loneliness after a breakup. The sudden emptiness of being thrust into a cold world full of desperation and depression, feeling you can't go on alone. Memories of a past life of being single and surviving but feeling that you are remembering someone else, not yourself because you know in your heart that you cannot go on without her.

( I wrote this during a time in my life where I am truly happy with my life and relationship, going on 15 years with the woman of my dreams. This track is fictional and in no way reflects my relationship status, yet I, just as some of you, can imagine what it would be like to lose half of yourself and is a hell I pray none of us ever have to experience).

Lyrics:

Empty spaces on the wall
Where your pictures used to be
 long before you took the fall 
problems you refuse to see

 broken hearts never heal 
no matter what they say
 it can no longer feel 
so you put your heart away 

empty spaces tell it all 
where your love seat used to be 
you sit waiting for that call 
it's just another collection agency 

Broken Heart thieves never steal 
no money can be made 
nobody wants to make a deal 
when loves memories refuse to fade





Empty Spaces (Written and Performed by Jess Johnson Music by Sebraca Beats)

"Shamanism is a spiritual practice that involves a practitioner (shaman) interacting with the spirit world through altered states of consciousness, such as trance..." Thaaaaaaaanks Wikipedia...

Music can deliver a form of Shamanism to us in my pea head opinion. Joining me in this track is TexMex Shaman from Texas in the good old USA.

Connect here: https://soundcloud.com/texmex-shaman

Stephen is an incredible human, musician, artist and producer and made this the way more polished piece it is with his wonderful lead guitar and mix and master skills. I just handed him my splat and he made it the five pointed star it is with more Actual Intelligence from a human being brain. Nice one bro!

Lyrics

Yeah... Meet a musical bear 🐻

Sounds vain,
Bigging up my own brain.
Blame the world,
This status quo
The fake and fucked up reality show
I can't watch artificial grow
Without musical smells to make it go
Life is art and art is life
Fake the steak for a weak minded right
Go live your FUD
Go live in pain
I'll sing real truth!
Soul gain!
From indie to metal to rock to rhythm and blues and jazz...
Human algorithm

Yeah.. I'm liking this musical bear 🐻 😆

Make a style
Be a new way
Create a world that says new day
Create a world that honours history
Where artists spirits expand our mystery
These spirits are sad with your fovia fake
Art 'aint random when a human make!
So regurgitate your souless take
It all sounds the same this AI bake
So grab an instrument and express real heart beat
(Guitars / Samplers / Keyboards / Saxophones... all music that is expressed whether that's banging rocks or playing a harp)

FUCK AI MUSIC
Ask your soul to prove it
Chuck the lazy loser... you!
You lost!
Now hear those waves where life is not a cost...

Waaah

This project is one of multiple styles of the same song. The more fake bs skip to result splats I hear from ai typers the more I want to try and upgrade what goes into my own real music. Sir Isaac's 3rd law says what we need to do with that poison! So for me thats the only positive so far from ai music... It inspires me to make it the insignificant random arrangement of plagiarism it is... Sometimes I go soft in my head on some ai typers... but they need to have that reckoning with the technology as individuals too.. They robbed all of our musicians work and they're probably going to steel all of ours here eventually too... Like social media, for me from a creativity stand point it just adds to the general limiting of our abilities and desire to develop skills being happy with some heroine result instead of a grind to get there... If ai artists were honest with themsleves, listen to what they make and what every other complicit plagiariser makes... It's the same fake sounding music! Who are you inspiring with that? Usually as far as I can tell the individuals artists ego and thats it... It's the indifference towards the artists that taught it without permission... Thats the real shallow Merovingian in the system and the people that feed it. Piano/Keyboard - two directions... left and right. My tip... start there

Imagine a bank with all the cash. It's everyones cash... Then some dude comes along and builds a bank beside it and prints the same amount of cash and says! Look at me I have all the money lets play here.. If your head is poisoned by money too... thats not fair obviously... what ai companies have doen to artosts is worse. They took their fucking souls and will now profit on them for years to come because of the lack of political will to regulate or stop big corps doing this bs. It's too late to save the soul of their art fully but we need to get it reigned in fast

Actual Intelligence

Sally

Written by James Geer

In the ocean of my mind
From subconscious deep
A storm may come my way
Troubling my sleep
 
I’m Skirting the abyss.   
My Circumstances dire 
What has wrought me this
Circling the gyre

And crashing are the waves
And howling is the wind 
I find I’m save at bay
When I reach for you again

When thoughts of empty years
When I had lost at love
Attack my inner peace
Like hailstones from above

Safe at bay

Close To You

Well your baby's got a breaking heart
But you don't care from the start
Because you, are just you

She's a wonderful girl to know
But you're a rat and I told you so
Because you, are just you

You treat em wrong and you break their hearts
And what is worse is from the start
You don't care what you do

445. because you are just you (harding).mp3

I Never Will

If I hear a beat or instrumental I really like I will start singing to it making up lyrics as I go.  I figured I might as well start recording some of it, so here is a small glimpse into my mind... welcome, stay as long as you like. 

May you find Peace Love Prosperity and Music to all who enter.