amethyst

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

prod me, easeupkid

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2 

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

I'm gon pull the town away before I live within
My own mind, I cannot stay to settle in
Truth is that I've tried to take a lot of medicine
But I know that shit never works
I rub my hands through the dirt until I'm
Down Down Down to the bottom of the barrel
I don't wanna get up for work I feel so terrible
Lost out my element
Stuck in the sediment again
Maybe if I try I could really make a friendship

Put my pain out to dry
And I'ma get it right back tonight
You thought I really would lie
And I'ma get another text until I

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

SEDIMENT

JesseMelancholy (Feat. @lyrahgray) - Falling

Prod By: Dercept
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy & lyrah
Mastered By: lyrah
Written By: Jesse James Pontt & Rory Glab
Cover Art Photography: Tom Siely 

Watch The Music Video: https://youtu.be/oig5oHWvnyA?si=CfbiaXSsThmNUPYI

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: JesseMelancholy]
I can't lie
There's not a minute of the day you're off my mind
Your new boy looks like he's just there to pass the time
I know I messed up and I wanna make it right
Let me just try

[Chorus: JesseMelancholy]
'Cause, Baby, I've been falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you

[Verse 2: lyrah]
I can't lie
Lately you just cannot treat me right
I've been so down bad for you
I know I made a lot of bad mistakes before
But I was feeling so in love, head over heals for you
Now I'm wanting just to get right back to you
You know I can't resist being away from you, oh
No one ever told me that you would move on fast
I can't react, like
Baby, you just wanna treat me like a has-been, I know that it's true
It's the fact that you hate me
Do you hate him too?
I never had a choice but to say fuck you

[Chorus: JesseMelancholy]
'Cause, Baby, I've been falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you

[Bridge: lyrah & JesseMelancholy]
I'm falling down
No one is around to save me now
Guess I'll figure out where to go
Now that I've lost all hope

[Chorus: JesseMelancholy & lyrah]
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you
Falling down to the floor, 'cause I need you
Stalling, passing the time 'til I see you

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Falling

Falling (Feat. lyrah gray)

all in good time

with @chakkyy

lyrics:

Staring at the neon sign
Staring, I’m just wasting time
Is that how I’ll look backstage
Always got the same game face
Standing there I know you’ll wanna
Wanna see a little closer
But all you're seeing is a poster

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Couldn’t remember what you told me
When you tried to hide it
Taking apart the words I painted
Said that you don’t mind ‘em
Finally found something to hold me
But you’d never buy it
It’s a world you’ve never known
Everywhere I went they tried to sell me wisdom
Everybody tryna be a sage, saying stop
Thinking about all of these questions
Will you hear me when the mic’s on
Will you hear me at all

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Where are those walls you built for me
Not one to dwell on subtlety
Look back, face facts
Fuck decency
I know you always wanna hear me say
You said your grace, you paved the way
That your applause might save the day

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

SPOTIFY + APPLE

applause

all up in my head.

listen to "i bet you like that":
ffm.to/ibetyoulikethat

listen to my music:
www.linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends

[verse 1]
You got me lost but now I found it
I'm breaking off ain't no way around it
Flex for flexing no really can't live without it?
Yelling extra extra I'll make them read all about it
Young man shot dead in the streets
Like it's a crime to try and get his family something to eat
And then they trivialize it every night of the week
Whatever shit it fucking takes to get some eyes on a screen
Headlines don't matter to me
Shit I already know
We'd all rather slash our throats before letting this one go

[pre-chorus]
It's so unnatural to be (composed of power and greed)
Just fucking let me be me (just fucking leave me be)

[chorus 1]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends

[verse 2]
They always told me what it matters to be
Somebody with natural potential the smartest fish in the sea
I find it really fucking funny that without no degree
It's like I'm useless; non-essential
Less deserving of peace
So fuck it I don't want it
Got a switchblade in my pocket
Rather die by being honest
Than to live like how they want us to
Shit feels so hypnotic
Only worth what's in your wallet
Oh you didn't go to college?
Yeah have fun being impoverished dude

[chorus 2]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends
Oh

i bet you like that

written by: Jesse James Pontt
prod by: Cmplxtra & JesseMelancholy
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: Xenura

Music Video:

(is that feeling we left coming around again? i’ll be the ache in your cranium at half past ten, oh)

yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

we can’t get the day back, we spent it in your bed
hang out for the paycheck, save that for the weekend
i’m zooming down the A2 and you know that you’re the reason
oh, oh, oh
we’re driving to your friends house, she thinks i’m your brand new toy
i guess i took it kind of wrong but i thought maybe i was more
and i want this like you wanted me a week ago today
and i know i should communicate the things i want to say

you’ve been looking at your phone screen for half of the night
i’ve been hiding in the one place that you’ll never find 
is that feeling we left coming around again?
i’ll be the ache in your cranium at half past ten, oh

in the same place that i was
tightly wrapped around your thumb
feeling the weight of what i want
i’m nearly there, come out the front

i see us twisted and tangled for a while
no, you can’t find the part of me i’d rather go and hide
i’ll talk your ear off so we’re staying up all night
no, you don’t want to label us and baby, yeah, it’s fine

‘cause i feel it, oh, oh, i feel it, oh
this feeling, don’t want to fear it, oh
‘cause i feel it, oh, oh, i feel it, oh
oh, oh

you’ve been looking at your phone screen for half of the night
i’ve been hiding in the one place that you’ll never find 
is that feeling we left coming around again?
i’ll be the ache in your cranium at half past ten

you’ve been looking at your phone screen for half of the night
i’ve been hiding in the one place that you’ll never find 
is that feeling we left coming around again?
i’ll be the ache in your cranium at half past ten, oh

in the same place that i was
tightly wrapped around your thumb
feeling the weight of what i want
i’m nearly there, come out the front

cranium

JesseMelancholy

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