Wish you could understand my heart
Wish we weren't so damn apart
You know very well that I care
So why do you act like I am not there?

How many times have I carried you
While your legs were getting cut off by life
How many time have you kicked me in the jaw
While I talked to you about why I cry

123 123 123 4 5
Months since I aint talked to you, been a while I suppose.
Yet I still feel that fucking blood in my mouth
You spat in it shat in it, shattered my soul, 
You had me singing

loot goblin

cybil. - loot goblin

make it boom make it bang
put a bullet 'side your brain
pull your skull inside out and
drink all the blood from your vein
do this from my entertainment
you cannot contain my
illness bitch its famous,
im fucking insane i
kill for fun
kill for fun
-- for F U N
if you disrespect my flow
well its gon be fuck you then
organize your funeral, 
make your family miss you then
relieve my urges on you grave
make a flower grow,
im just making more oxygen
faggot.

and youd think its over waiiiittttt
kill or fun
kill for fun
for F U N,
but baby girl its chill,
i kinda fuck with you and,
how bout you reach out,
and fuck with me and,
maybe the night'll last
longer than 0 to 6 AM,
i feel urges,
to make u feel gorgeous,
but can i do it?
giving up my freedom tbh i cant afford this
nah and all my friends, they countin on me
so how bout we forget this?
so u do u i do i,
imma just go do my job its:

kill for fun
kill for fun
-- for F U N
if you disrespect my flow
well its gon be fuck you then
organize your funeral, 
make your family miss you then
relieve my urges on you grave
make a flower grow,
im just making more oxygen

killforfun

food on my plate
everyday
yet i cannot contemplate
the mistakes of my face
marks of mayonnaise 

finish my plate
everyday
yet my belly still waits
for what really gets me going
its not mayonnaise

crumbles of esperanza
going near and going far
so i binge eat to stay calm
15 packs of lays

time running out
so i shout
to get me fucking out
they are far ahead
i need to catch up
               ketchup

ketchup and mayonnaise
i cannot wait to taste
its why i see today
its why i feel okay
i live to dip in

catch up and may your face
submit to the embrace
summit of grace
its what makes me resist
to the deep end
           ketchup

fork and knife thrown away
know not in the world they have gone
go in the grocery store
to buy a new name

though hear below
grumble low
like an endless cycle
need to grab that bottle
its not alcohol

crumbles of humanidad
humid room i live in that
its in the air u can smell
how much ive fallen

but its all okay
if i may
yesterdays ahead
tomorrow will not be gray
i need to catch up

ketchup and mayonnaise
i cannot wait to taste
its why i see today
its why i feel okay
i live to dip in


catch up and may your face
submit to the embrace
summit of grace
its what makes me resist
to the deep end

KETCHUP

Take me higher than this
I saw you wear my crown
You feed on my every wish
You create this eternal bliss
Sanctioned by the art of war
Sanctioned by this boredom
Caved in by your stardom
You create your world 
You caved and blossomed
I’ll never submit

This throne is falling apart
You take pieces 
To put them on your crown
To cover the scars
You eat at my heart 

I really want this to stop
This pain I’m enduring
It’s a form of art
Replace it all with something dark
Anger and sorrow 
And forget me nots
Lie to my face
Tie my noose in a knot
Make me rot 
Take my last note
Forget my call
Everything is finally done
I’m finally gone

This throne is falling apart
You take pieces 
To put them on your crown
To cover the scars
You eat at my heart 

You will watch me rot
Fill me up

You will watch me rot
Fill me up

You will watch me rot
Fill me up

You will watch me rot
Fill me up

This throne is falling apart
You take pieces 
To put them on your crown
To cover the scars
You eat at my heart

JAGGED CROWN

FUCK HELL ILL GO TO A BETTER PLACE AND
THE CROSS IS SCRAPED UNTO MY SKIN
BITCH THATS MY BRAND PLACEMENT

DON'T TELL
YOU BEST KEEP ALL YOUR SECRETS
THE ALLKNOWING WEIGHT'LL DECIDE IF YOU KEEP YOUR REGRETS

FUCK HELL ILL GO TO A BETTER PLACE AND
ILL BE ABLE TO BE ME AND NOT A "BAD PERSON"

DON'T TELL ME ABOUT NONE OF YOUR PREFERENCE
YOUR LEASH IS STRANGLING ME
ILL BE MY OWN REPLACEMENT

FUCK THE WORLD
ID RATHER BE DELETED
FROM MEMORIES INSTEAD OF CELEBRATED
THE PRESSURE OF SUBMITING MAKES ME SUCCUMB TO THE STOCKHOLM (syndrome) IN ME
THE SYRINGUES DEEPENING AND IM FORGETTING ME

Forget me, Forget me, Forget me
for them
It don't matter what I feel
Your pleasure is my will
I have no identity
No, no, no...

forgetme4them!

sped up and filtered version of porta wtf
https://soundcloud.com/iamjustelvin/porta-1

AAAA

I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

I'm Not Okay (I Promise) [Live for BBC Radio 1's "The Lock Up", 2005]

holy crazy mix
mixed by @bummr-795191333 @coffinnxxz @jessiewp

a nigga lost in ur eyes
truth behind the lies
like a drug in my system got me so fkn high
and i say it all the time
i just want another chance
wanna pull you close n slow
maybe ask you for a dance
fuck the pride and the stance
i been stuck in a trance
every time that you near
u got my heart in a glance
i been fiening for ur taste
hands wrapped around ur waist
wanna fuck like we hate
no lust no breaks
shit i tell u man its deep
tell u secrets i would keep
u my only one girl
got me falling full steep

Untroubled Desire

JessieWP

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