flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

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i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile

prod me n sai
lyric
all my hoes yea i dropped em
they still hit my line but u kno i cant stop em
i dont wanna get attached gotta be cautious
poppin all these percs it got me nauseous
tell me whats the issue tell me whats the problem
i dont care what it is im here to solve it
if theres something in the way lets get to talkin
say ur over ur ex so why u stalking him?
i thought u dont even wanna talk to him
when u mention him u fuckin up my confidence
askin u a question why u dodgin it?
yea u took my heart away and now u tossin it

bitch im too unphased yea its not even funny
i feel like @tisakorean8j everybody askin me how i be hittin my duggies
she wanna make a tiktok she wanna ride like a bunny
20 hoes inna backseat they wanna give me a suckie
smokin dis za smokin dis dope
that bitch a fiend for da drugs yea i knew dat shit since i seen dat bitch snortin on coke
ive been on demon time lil bitch i keep him on watch if he fw my bros
im finna walk in the function drippin in margiela, margiela from head to ma toe
ima pop him like a fanta
i might cause a lil tantrum
glock hit his lungs so we gon give that boy cancer
im finna put u inna trance yea
everytime i drop a song she do a lil dance yea

(un)phased prod tera & sai

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
To let you go I can’t I won’t
But I don’t know what’s meant to be
You’ll write a note but it won’t be true
I know your strings won’t let you go free
A fly to a flame you’ll  never stop lying
I’ve used up all the lives I don’t think I can try again
In my dreams everyone I know keeps dying
And I can’t fight it
You’re a fiend for the venom that you bite with
And you don’t hide it

Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite, bi-bi-bi-bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with

Why you always lying to me
Why you always lying to me, lying to me
Know you always wanted to leave
Know you always wanted to leave, wanted to leave
Never ask how I been
Stabbed me in my back and you watched as I bled
Yeah you wanted as I ble-ble-bled
Yeah you watched as I ble-ble-bled
Yeah I could stand it for a while
But lately I been feeling like I’m wasting my time
Why you always gotta lie
Everytime I close my eyes I see my friends die die die
So I can’t sleep at night

In my dreams everyone I know keeps dying
And I can’t fight it
You’re a fiend for the venom that you bite with
And you don’t hide it

Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dying, dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with
Everyone keeps dying, dying, dy-dy-dy-dy-dy-dying
bite with, bite with, bi-bite with

In my dreams everyone I know keeps dying
And I can’t fight it
You’re a fiend for the venom that you bite with

Dying w/ Oscar Pisces

Thanks for listening 😁

0:00 TRUST ⥏⋗ solo
1:24 EVIL ⥏⋗ @makemeapromise
2:24 LOOSE ⥏⋗ @makemeapromise
3:22 ENVY ⥏⋗ @newgarasu
4:17 RESTART ⥏⋗ @skrena @pw4prez
5:11 VACATION ⥏⋗ solo
6:09 SHIFT ⥏⋗ @makemeapromise
6:59 VISION ⥏⋗ @prodkirian @makemeapromise
8:23 STARS ⥏⋗ @carch95

⋖⥑ Ephemeral Set ⥏⋗ ◆surgeon◈garasu◈sochi◈skrena◈kirian◈carch◆

original song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

now i pay the price w/ shatter3d

prod. trustt 

[this is a cover]
original ver: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rs_kavGKeHI

lyrics:

at the bus stop, 
crushing rocks
they all stare at me
idc at all
everywhere i go,
they look at me wrong
everyday go the same gotta stay strong

something feels so wrong
its the way i look or the way i walk
why u scared of me when im not so hard?
no peroxide, i stay dark
dont go round him, u might get robbed
chop off ur body parts
chop his arm off take his watch.

peroxide[cover]

Don't need you anyway... 
( •_•)>⌐■-■   (⌐■_■)
@hiseph @hiseph @hiseph

check out the last track with near and seph
https://soundcloud.com/bloodlxst1/edge



don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt
don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt

tell me 
where should i begin?
don't tell me you won't do it
you gon do it all again
im nothing like your friend bby
don't be making plans
and don't hit up my phone
girl i just can't be your man
creep me out with how you watch me

i don't like to talk 
i only do if i have to
and if im being honest girl
i thought i was past you
another chance is rly just some shit i won't ask you
get out my fucking sight
i blocked that bitch
i was bound 2 yeaaa

don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt
don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt

Seph - Creeping *Blood Exclusive*

last upload before i leave this account for a long time thank u everyone bye for now :D

time moves fast

prod.
@rewind214

notes:
thanks for being U
u changed me for the better
i think./

//

[shiro]
when i look at u
things i wnt to do
hold ur hand, look n point at the view
u know what i see, its js me n u
that is where i be yh

everytime i say gn
i wish i was there to hold u tight
if u strugglin, u dont have to fight
hmu, bc im up, all day all night
when u vent bout ur day at school,
yh im always hopin for the best bc ur U,
n u dont know how much u meant to me
yh ur kindness and ur laugh is all i need yh

text me n u kno i answer back, 
at the start i didnt even know u like that 
but im happy i did, n im glad that its u
yh my world changin colors whenever im w/ u yh

[hook]

//

when i look at u...『rewind』

prod @bekeigo7 @injurie
master @aestyboy
@lawlie33
@noahsuri

our pain our#story ft. lawlie (nixxon injurie)

Paranoid

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom