New York

This one is about what doesn’t get said — and what no one wants to hear.
For so many people with endo, blood becomes part of life.
Unpredictable. Heavy. Painful.
But we don’t talk about it. We hide it. We normalize it.
Bleeding in Silence breaks that silence.
It’s about the shame, the soaked clothes, the ruined sheets, the whispered apologies, the isolation — and the deep knowing that this shouldn’t be normal… but somehow it is.
This track gives voice to what you’ve been taught to keep quiet — and it does it beautifully.

Bleeding in Silence

Hollow is My Tongue .mp3

Go Ahead and Leave.mp3

Rhinestones In Rain

“My Only Tune" is an intimate indie-pop confession about circling closer, heart to heart, word by word. It’s the ache of wanting to know and be known, the hope that love is heard even in silence. For anyone who’s ever felt the tide pull them toward someone—and hoped the song was mutual. Play this when you’re caught in that sweet, dizzying in-between.

My Only Tune

I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM
Words & Music by Rhob Elliott
©2017, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
I lit the match, then blamed the fire
Built up the walls, then called you a liar
I pushed you out, said I needed space
Then cried when you gave me just what I said

[Pre-Chorus]
I hear the silence, I feel the cold
Every echo tells me what I should’ve known

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, it’s written in flames
Every broken piece still carries my name
You were the calm, I was the storm
You tried to fix me, I just made it worse
I know I’m the reason you walked away
And I’ve got no one else to blame
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I still wish you’d stay

[Verse 2]
I wore my wounds like a crown of thorns
Turned love into something it was never born for
You begged me to feel, I chose to hide
Now the bed’s just cold on your side

[Pre-Chorus]
I see the damage, can’t look away
I tore it down, now I’m begging it to stay

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, the cracks in the glass
Every shattered dream stuck in the past
You gave it your all, I gave it doubt
You reached for me—I shut you out
I know I’m the reason your sky turned gray
And I’ve got no excuse to say
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I still hope you’ll stay

[Bridge]
I’m not proud of the man I’ve been
Can’t rewrite the pages soaked in sin
But if there’s a chance, just one last light
I’d fight my demons every night

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, I’m owning it now
If you came back, I’d show you how
I’d hold your heart like a fragile flame
Not a thing I’d risk, not a game I’d play
I know I’m the reason we fell apart
But I’d tear down these walls for a brand-new start
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I’d change it all if you'd stay

[Outro]
I know I’m the problem...
But I’m trying to change

I KNOW I 'M THE PROBLEM

I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM

nothing but stories is a quiet song about what remains.

About people we meet, places we leave, and the memories that follow us like shadows in soft light.
It’s a folk-inspired reflection on life and its fading edges — tender, grounded, and unafraid of silence.

Sometimes the most powerful stories are the ones we live without knowing it.


nothing but stories ist ein leiser Song über das, was bleibt.

Über Menschen, denen wir begegnen, Orte, die wir verlassen – und Erinnerungen, die uns wie Schatten im weichen Licht begleiten.
Ein von Folk inspirierter Blick auf das Leben und seine Ränder – zart, geerdet, und nicht scheu vor der Stille.

Manchmal sind es gerade die Geschichten, die wir nie erzählen wollten, die am meisten bedeuten.


nothing but stories

Push Me Lord

SNOWY WHITE ‘The Shame of my Excistence’ (original)

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Chillwave, Bedroom Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Jangle Pop, Indie Rock, Alternative

nothing but stories

BRO