lyrics

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i dont want to let go
so ill change myself for u
you wont pick up the phone
so what more can i do
its been a few months since ive seen
your face
so ill just fall asleep
and think about you

i cant believe this has me
writhing on the floor
its just like
slow torture

u said you forgive me
but i dont know if i can
im sorry for this song
i just want a second chance
you dont 
need me 
but im strugglin on my own
puking 
up my guts 
hopin for the taste of you

i cant believe this has me
writhing on the floor
its just like
slow torture

slow torture puke chamber!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/19PbKkuSFurHIRtKMP9azm?si=4c719a07f11448d0
visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNU6aISOOjE

she said it is jus what it is
you call my phone leave a msg
take all the wrong passages
in life i try my best and end up in madness
madness n sadness
update my status to 
madness n sadness
live my life on a mattress
cuz it feels like theres magnets
on my bed on its axis
its stabbing me like a cactus

spotify

leaveamsg (visualizer in desc) @morguep9rty on ig

my angel in may (Prod. m4ndume)

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

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when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai - but you should be here too...

old af song from scrapped ep
with ease btw fuck all u clone ass niggas

ankle - Seems You're Gone

@wildcardart @plexiooooo

@ankleankle
Where my heart i gave it all to da broad
im out my mind sinning i know thats all that she want
All of my thoughts wildin i trapped em all in a jar
Now my creativity's flowing all thru da smoke
Needed someone to help know i needed someone to listen
im in a familiar place and i cant deny the distance
yea me and her was cool but i guess i wasnt thinking
i took a lil moment my memory started sinking
im outside wit a couple of niggas who shooting rugers
My momma told me not to hang wit them they bad influence
i guess that i took my own advice and started doing what i
Wanted man aint that shit right
i tried to put down the drugs i tried to pick up the mic
i told you listen to yours n ima listen to mine
but i get distant when im in need of assistance im rolling up something nice
bitch if i never had music i wouldnt be living right
i gotta shoutout the niggas was getting me thru the night 
Nigga big shoutout to earl big shoutout to mike
you was watching me struggle wasnt helping me fight aw fuck

@plexiooooo
Just lemme kick the stitch, the thought of love and fear is what kept me mentally split. I was stressed, so I light cigarette inside my neck. What's next? What type? Prolly nic, or nicorette.
1 wouldn't hurt, 2 wouldn't hurt, maybe 3. I was a fein at 13, going to sleep with nicotine dreams. I didn't want to wake up, cuz frontal cortex and amygdala didn't make up. I made some bad decisions trying to make it to the vision, but all of that shit led to a lack of my precision, so I had to cut it like O.T. In 2015. I got into writing so these niggas couldn't get me. My mental was painted up like the roof of the Sistine, so I turned into the first sober junkie at 16, so the only fix for my vice is what I say with the pen. they don't like how I layer the wraps I layer again. I'm petty like that, The lack of fucks out here is heavy like that, so stop hating you won't get fetty like that, and everything a nigga do was for the love and for the dividends, everything you hate is the reason a nigga big as shit. I ain't trying to get blasphemous but Imma say it, it's funny that rapping became the Genesis to Isaiah.

genesis 2 isaiah

CYPHER 2

what you felt

@younguglydude
bae u all i got huh bae u all i got 
i done gave it all i got 
im a mess nga fuck that shot
i watched it a fade away
she tellin me i changed but im still the same tammat
baby girl u walkin away
missin all the things that u used to say

oouoh
bae come on
oh ur gettin me anxious

when i come around u cant touch me 
lil baby in the back she a junkie 
nga thats my bae u can trust me 
but js dont ask lil shawty if she love me
and yk that im so unlucky

i believed all of the things that u told me oh never again girl 
never again in my life

@morguee
bae u all i got
i dont rly trust u but u all i got
feelin hella stuck and i need a break
everything you said to me came off so fake
will u wait or leave me in the dust
this yearning for yous more than lust
i always let my heart get crushed
and it feels like ur stomping on it
6 am in vegas im dying
i wanna love you im really trying
nothing seems to go according to plan
nothing seems to.. fuck

this bitch bad n im lucky
why tf would she ever wanna fuck me
stored away too long i feel dusty
been out the game for awhile i been rusty

ohhh would i be your honey
make you feel me all over your body
whens the heat gon die down
will it die ever again in my life

my angel in may (Prod. m4ndume)

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