C8H11O2​+​C10H12N2O​+​C43H66N12O12S2 [untitled_0017​]​] [Slowed/Modified]]

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

Fuck your complex ways
I am simplistic
In a world with "big is better" type idiots
Tryna go and see the world for what it really is
You find Cthulu, turn into a madman
Trapped in my body
Can't make any movement
The claws grab my legs with a bloody iron grip
They pierce my skin and tear through my ligaments
Then proceed to drag me down to the deep abyss
Oh, you don't wanna take my soul
All the madness in my skull
Forever on overload
Sometimes it will lose control

I don't (x4)

I'm just tryna the ways to bloody take off
Then be reborn into the great old ones
You are enemy, go down to tartarus
Tormented, now you on the verge of chaos
Oh, you want the secrets of this dimension? 
C'mon take a look inside the necronomicon
Drag you to the mountains of madness at antarctica
Thou shall be a perfect sacrifice

I don't (x4)

Eldritch Sacrifice (Prod. LC2K)

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music video: https://youtu.be/1ivdljUNeFM
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Nightmare #1

music video: https://youtu.be/zTiyzpm0TRg
http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Imma just say what I wanna fucking say
I decide if I live or decay
Universe works in mysterious ways
Not mysterious enough for me to pray
Meyday, Meyday, Meyday, Meyday
I just called chaos and it really wanna just 
RIP It just wanna
TEAR my
SHIT fucking pull
APART my
LIMBS
I don't even know
WhatTHIS
TOLD
SHIT holds
NO hope
*screams*
No! (repeated)

You existentialist
You want to 
Control
Everything but
Some things are out 
Of reach
For your type of being

Chaos philosophy0laa@aa@

Chaos Philosophy

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/
Dysto, Dysto, Dystopi' all in me
Dysto, Dysto, Dystopi' all in me
Treading through my life knowing it has no meaning
No
But it fucking does
I feel Nihilistic
But it's none your business
I just feel the world has nothing for me
My god has abandoned me
That fuck would chew me up and leave me dead in the street
Yeah! Yeah!
Take on my identity
Form the shape of a human being
But inside it's a monster
The dark side of me

Fucker
You're going to die tonight you fucker

Counter this
Hide the shadow
Try to swallow it
I can't swallow it
Out of spite
Out of fight
Out of light
It's a narcissist, hedonist
I'm a nihilist
I'm going to die

And to all of my bustas
Who be thinking they shottas
I'm just saying your luck's up
Better move muthafucka
Better listen and get buck
Better listen or i'll kill you like i did the motherfucking demigod

You some fossil piss
I'm apocalypse 
God
My philosophy
Burn the world
And fuck everyone
Give them dopamine
Out the ass
Fry their brains till they cannot stand on their two feet
Suck their energy
Shadows will swallow all lit

ie (no in Japanese) (×4)
You cannot kill me imma God (×4)
You cannot kill the demigod (×4)

Self Shadow Self

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Demigod:
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant fate
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant-

I want the devil to take all my shit
Ring around the rosey we chant in the pit
Burn all the bodies to summon the myth
So below lord o' just take me with
Live in a world they don't care about philosophy
Kill all the humans, monogamy
Wasted species they are lost you see
Don't make them suffer just
End it
Burn it
Burn the whole world to a crisp
Make the hell that you always see
Burn it, it all (x2)

Beamy:
Skin my ass put a knife far as you can inside me
Scramble all my innards I'm a sinner confide me
And if you bitching cause I'm winning come find me
Never tell a lie I want pain I want violence
Suffer all the vile things
Way I see it everybody on this earth is worthless
Hurt the burdens, curse the worst until the world is perfect
Purpose serving lurker lurching searching for some murkins
I don’t wanna waste my energy
Not unless they besting me
I will bring the detriment to everything your sector breathe
Fuck the rest of them
I will end the best of them
I will bring the stress to them
Send them all to heaven

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

See the challenges that I face
Come through, spray you with the mace
Do not care like I ever did
I'm a punk little edgy kid
Still never grown out that phase
Well, maybe I kind of did
Not a nihilist today
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
Faster Do what I say you Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
Zodiac signs man I'm an alumni
Now I can teach about the third eye
Raise your c-consciousness
Get so pseudo
And I worship Pluto
And I speak to beings from the Orion belt
They just told me they just need some help
From the
Reptilians
Reptilians
Reptilians
Cut

Gemini Cancer Nihilist Cusp

Music Video: https://youtu.be/fMS1hp8NsCA
On the night (repeated)
On the night
They all rise
Undead life
Monsters fly
Witches soar
In the sky
Skeletons break their spine
On the night (repeated)

This witching hour
End of my life
Witches cast spells
I have no eyes

Deconstructed Synthwave (Co Prod. Spencer Hewitt) [untitled_0000]] (MUSIC VID IN DESC.)

"what happens to the man... who wakes from and endless dream?"
cover art done by @zuhblorg on insta


Calling my
Calling my
Open Third Eye
Decalcify
I see the truth
I look at the sky
I see the stars
Turn into eyes
Staring at my skin
I feel unsafe
I cannot hide
Or escape this place
Run into my home
Close the blinds
I still feel their gaze behind
The motherfucking doors and windows
Bulges start to grow out the ceiling and walls hundreds of them all transform into eyes

Eyes spread apart
They group in pairs
I see a mouth form with some teeth
Face bulging out the wall, it leaks
Their necks grow, just pointing towards me

Bodies coming out the ceiling
Bodies coming out the wall
Bodies are forever screaming
Louder than a jet taking off
My ears will not go deaf
Constantly hearing and feeling the pain of 1,000 screams
Keeping me trapped in their flesh made building
There's no exit unless I tear the flesh
Start chewing

10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're still screaming
Went from some humanoids to an unrecognizable meat sack
Now the sky is one iris
The screamers now have turned violent

10 Million Years
Still Hiding From Them
Always Hear Them Near
Screams Claw at My Ears
Iris Blew My Clear
Now They Torture Me For
A million years
A billion years
A trillion years
Endless years

Long Dream [untitled_0006]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

I could fade away at anytime it wouldn't even matter
This blade will fucking help me let the blood splatter
I could fade away at anytime it wouldn't even matter
This blade will fucking help me let the blood splatter

So I digitize (×4)

I could fade at anytime it wouldn't even matter
The wired will help me, reality disaster
Erase me from your memories now there's dark matter
Stare into the codex it is time to join
Replace my fucking body yea digital joints
Don't wanna see the light i want it destroyed
Triple zero is the home it brings me, triple zero joy

Can't feel my body
Senses are falling
My mind is sprawling
To a new world i'm routing
To a new world (×4)
To a
"*connecting to the wired*"
Time to digitize (×3)
I could fade at anytime it wouldn't even matter
The wired will help me, reality disaster
Erase me from your memories now there's dark matter
"*you are now entering the wired*"