before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/ZK98PoLoxdY

Hook:
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

Verse:
Ive been cast in a HEX
I am in a psychic spell
Brain is being re-coded
To accept the junk mail
Black mirror, I'm scrying
The shining star is dying
The LEDs are rising
I am blind

Verse2:
I will try to be your friend 
But I know you don't accept me
Your not helping
Disregard my feelings 
Cause you think I'm not a person 
Just a commodity 
Taking my private thoughts 
And turning them into money
Like what the fuck (×4)

(eee ya kumo kumo)
You will take my dopamine
While your always charged on electricity
You were always just shit to me
(eee ya kumo kumo)
I just want you next me
To watch me while I go to sleep
Parasitic Symbioticy



Hook:.
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

friend.exe (prod. CXRPSE) [untitled_0036]]

prod. @xedvex

I
Could bite the head off of a squirrel then vomit
And fucking hurl into the mouth of your babies
Give them fucking rabies I'm a fucking rabid dog
Why would I act normal?
I am not human
*hahahaha*
Why would I
Talk to ya?
You're not
Even my friend
You're the fucking government
Taking my dollar symbols
Fuck your boomer sigils
I will move on to crypto
Get low, get low, get low
Then we'll rise up
And sabotage
All the money I will blow
For the bullets in the skull
At the heads at Silicone
DC is a funeral

I'm so, I'm so hungry I could eat a fat business man
Stuff all their money in my fucking pants
Go to a forest, make a mountain out the cash
Light it up
With the gas
In one flash
BANG IN FLAMES
Stare at the stars they look down upon me (repeated till end)

Destroy The Government For Stealing My Hyperstitious Tax Money (prod.vex) [untitled_0037]]

prod. @skotskr and I
art by @wormpiss_69 on ig

Hook:
And We’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
But I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

Bridge:
I just want
Peace
(repeated)

And we’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
And I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

love.exe (co. prod skotskr) [untitled_0038]]

DEMIGOD:
Everyday I wake up I just feel so tired
But only cause everyone else said they are
What are your intrusive thoughts 
Similar Interests
You are not human
You're an avatar
Ego is a shining star
Watch a one that I admire 
I'm feeling so fully wired

Hook:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

MKULTRA:
Why this void so intrusive
What this noise buzzing in my skull
I can’t avoid when im using
I enjoy when i feel Impulse
Im conjoined imma mutant
Im devoid of a single pulse
At the joints we producing
Have no choice when my shit Convulse

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts create the web
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts just spin the thread
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web
Wired on the internet
Await the new intelligence

MKULTRA:
I know where you are
I know what you been through
I can feel your cuts
I feel like im in you
I can be a drug
We’re moving the veins 
this wired all one brain
Desire get exchanged

DEMIGOD:
I
see
Your Shadow's
shadow
Snuff R73
Pseudo Scorpion
Genocide the sub-humans
They don't deserve to live like me

MK & JOHN:
My head
It hurts
My head (repeated)
Shadow self I need help (repeated)

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

W1-R3_D (ft. & co. prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0039]]

Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse1:
2021 Guillotine 
Yah Yah Yah
To you that’s the only thing I can be
Kumo
Everything you make should be screams
Yah Yah Yah
Everything you make should be singing
Imma just do what I wanna fucking do
So go whine about how I disappointed you
I’ll experiment till it’s the last thing I do
I am not your jester, I don’t play your rules
For the past 2 years all I wanted to do was
Die, die, die
Now I finally want to live
Life (x8)

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
As I type this motherfucker
I am chilling in my covers
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse2:
You get mad because I drop every week
But it’s the only way I earn this fucking green
Unless you want me working at a job that makes my soul weak
Well, OK
I  guess I’ll put a Glock between my fucking teeth
But in the end
Who really cares
You don’t really know me
You base me off the image on the internet psyche
You just really know my persona

Music Video: https://youtu.be/UrpH5H8ThcU

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse3:
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse4:
I am just a voice inside your ear canal
Left to right (x6)

Turn me up cause there’s something special I want you to hear
*inaudible screaming*

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world

Verse5:
Should’ve never been a public artist
So ppl could never judge my art
Cause it was never meant for you
It was a way for me to heal my soul and heart
Too dumby obsessed with numbers
Digital units make me crumble


Everyday I search “Johnnascus” on the internet to see what people are saying about me
I used to never care but now It’s become bad habit
It has kinda split my personality, wondering what people think about the persona I’ve put out even though the persona isn’t me but what really is me?
Sometimes I wish I never agreed to join spider gang
It’s not like I hate anyone in there. They’re great people & and friends
It’s just mainly a me thing
Maybe my life would’ve been different for better, or for worse
Who knows
What if I changed my name from Johnnascus to something else?
I can’t do that, I’ve gone so far I can’t give up now
This is the only way for me to live the life I want
Be free and live off of my creations
Most ppl don’t understand what im trying to do anyway 
It’s not like they would or should
At least I didn’t end up as murderer or serial killer
I was very close to turning towards that path

The NeverEnding Meta [untitled_0041]]

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

I AM JOHNNASCUS

Free Download Link

Don Toliver, Travis Scott - Embarrassed (Mert Erkan & YCU Remix)

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

guess this nigga johnnascus putting his throwaway ass songs on here too bruh smh

Wasting life just turning
I'm a wheel forever churning
No thinking, just motion

feel like a cog in the machine

Feel like a cog in the machine
Work a 9-5
Man my life just has no meaning
Disposable to the rich fucks
Work from check to check
I can never get my money up
Hate to worry 'bout money
Trapped in materialist society
None of this even excites me
I feel dead inside no fighting

Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
Wanna die they won't need me
I could die they won't see me
Replaceable in the machine (×2)
Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
End it all but the machine (×4)
Will continue to be cogging