https://open.spotify.com/track/1GYNdqEToqomnyh2EaZDqQ

produced by @splashgvng
mixed by me & @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
and now i wish i never woke up
and i dont wanna get your hopes up

so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?

[@seejayxo]
baby you know how to kill me softly
fucked up now you barely want me
how i fall in love so easily?
you don't wanna know where they'll find me
dropped a pill in my hi-c, im feelin it now
i just want your love but its never around
i don't need you now, i don't need you

pull up in a range yeah, hear what i say when im talking
you a bitch and i hate you and i love you and i tell you that often
no shame i don't even know her name but im fuckin'
and i still feel the pain, probably never be the same but it's nothin'

[@lottaheart]
so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
[x2]

kill me w/ seejayxo [splashgvng]

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

Class Clowns Cypher

Class Clowns Cypher (Instrumental Version)

Find My Way

Find My Way w/ Hero.

https://tr.ee/SsGIxFCfXW

lyric video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBI_mO0FxjM&pp=ygUTaGVhcnRsZXNzIGNvbmRlbW5lZA%3D%3D

produced by rick hardy

lyrics:

@xobroken
i think that you killed me that night
why did you lie?
now i can't fix you at all
why do i still wait for your call?
hoping you fall,
straight on your face for me

it's like i need pain to please you
and i'm dying to need you
cast your spells on me
why's she in all my dreams?
agony that she feeds me
and she's not here with me
took my heart from me
i always knew you would leave

@lottaheart
your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game
[x2]

(why didn't you call me?)
(don't you think you owed me that?)
(i couldn't)

you let me down so easily
take anything you need from and leave

your call
i wait and wait but it never came
gave my all
you take and take but i'll take the blame
when i fall
inevitably i won't be the same
its my fault
i fell for it and i played your game

condemned w/ xobroken

lyrics

it feels smooth like it’s streamline 
i’m heading for the top and when i’m done take a steep dive
u wanna come with, i’ll cradle u in the mean time
i’ll act like i got it all together for 
just for u

just for u x 8

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

trip me i wont fall
tip me just like a seesaw
feel i’m on the edge but i’m right against the wall
hurt me, i want more

standing at the top of a glacier
it’s all fog, im so cold, i think i’m lost
snow prints from the ground show a mannequin
at what cost, the wind blows, i’m so lost

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

made a mistake, tied too many souls with this fate
need to escape to somewhere that can hold peace, like a lake
i can explain but these thoughts just travel off like it’s bait
you gave it time of day, thats what they call wrong time wrong place

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

no other way

no other way (jacob vallen)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
ripped jeans, same dreams
i aint finna stop til i rest in peace
black ricks, black fit
black like the ash when i tap my spliff
Whatchu mean, i scheme
If i stop dropping just forget about me
Gaslit, gold glasses
Blospar bible lemme talk my shit

Swag wizard, cast a spell n change the time
If you stare into the mirror, nothings what youll fucking find
cause our consciousness, gets lost in it
X-ing out like twitter and now rocket ships 
lungs m losing oxygen
im pocketing, everything around me in my mental capacity, 
Every1 who challenge gonna end up dying tragically
Rappin at my pc casually
Ima 1 of 1 honestly there's no matching me
i'm the majesty 

John D. Rockefeller i got bills all in my pocket
I got charge like a usb to plug n socket
I got energy, blospar on another wave, mental supremacy
No need to hate im not tryna make more enemies

lemme talk my shit [prod. yunny goldz]

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/cartoonben
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu

[cartoon ben]
Why you playing with my heart like that
Stabbing that knife right through my back 
You talked a lot of shit please take it back
Why you gotta play my heart like that
Cause a scene like that do you want the drama 
Good at arguing, get it from your momma 
Wish I never met you, so things could be easier 
There’s a crater in my heart, you hit me like a meteor

[king theta]
Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

Always tryna find a way to push my buttons
Tryna play games but you don't win nothing
How'd you start flame from a simple discussion
Huffing and puffing, pushing and shoving
When you found me you knew that I couldn't draw a boundry
Now see, I know who I am, say it proudly
Doubt me, you know that tonight I'll sleep soundly
I know you wanna be around me
And you know that I want you too
I'm just not willing to waste my time
When tomorrow it'll be just fine
Girl I hope that you keep our truce
I'm just not tryin to ride that wave
You know I'm always gonna keep you safe

Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

Crisis ft. cartoon ben

Track 1

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

[verse 1]
leave me on read when we texting, are you tired of me or are you resting
I am projecting my self consciousness on her not replying fast enough
you are so perfect I gotta cuff, but I often times feel like I am not enough
blessed by you're beauty the grace of your face and your waist puts my head out of place, we embrace
retrace my steps, find what made you entranced when we danced
this my last chance to fucking romance

[bridge]
like maybe, she'll save me
end all the pain and the suffering faced
can I erase
your face from my memories, wont leave a trace
if you don't want me than i need my space

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

does she like me [prod. amirzun]

Support Sadzilla:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6B6IodMdAjoGX2fZuYyGpc


Lyrics:
she made a fan page
she got a pretty face
rocking gore-tex
with the face mask

stickers on her ride
'87 toyota she gonna trash when she's older
but she's living in the moment

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she got that aesthetic 
she's posts on reddit, edit
she said it, edit, aesthetic photo edit
wants sleeves, no face tat
got vans, no snapback

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

Sadzilla - Type  Beat  Type Girl-

bow (feat. hix) (prod. caps ctrl)

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Class Clowns Cypher (Instrumental Version)

JOLLY WRLD