produced by: death do us apart

lyrics:
she wears a halo made of broken glass
the windshield starts to crack
and i crack too
my bones werent made for this
they werent made for this

you looked thru me like u could just pass thru
but are you just broken, bleeding too?

i never wanted it to be this way

all this medication
no cause for celebration 
ill never be, ill never be the same
what you took from me
things ill never get back
watch me thru the looking glass

youre in my arteries
clotting up my blood
you make it hard for me
hard for me just to move on

bury me with my eyes wide open
(are you as lost as i am?)

bury me with my eyes wide open
(and are you struggling to find where you stand?)

through the looking glass

mental - angel number (jolst)

makimg song w my friends!!:D lyrics soon

prod n mixed by soda boi
we love u thx 4 everything album soon

until im dead w/ lil soda boi + unpolarize

[dont_die] :(

spirit: encoded in silicon (prod. chinapoet & hallow)

stream

that bad

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


mental - angel number (jolst)

Jolst