https://open.spotify.com/track/1yhdlroSvk04vrOilDdaj7?si=89fbb1db4b324c55
Written & Performed by endie
Produced by Joshwa ( @prodbyjoshwa )
Mixed & Mastered by endie & joshwa
lyrics:
Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

Just booked a flight but can't wait till I touch the ground
Not saying I'd want it but you never come around
So many signs but I never could make them out
Finally learning to love myself now
Don't give up on what we had
Praying this isn't how it ends
I'm always burning the guilt of living a lie

And now
You know
What I must
Give up to be with you
My lovestruck lover
No one cares for us like we do

Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

spotify

what i did to you (p. joshwa)

w/ @dead4cf

prod. me :)

Leave without a trace so I wonder 
Why can’t I keep her longer for the night and 
Why can’t I be a person not a monster 
I can’t lie all this thinking got me tired 
When I’m by myself you should really come through but
Given myself credit got some courage for you 
Yeah I can’t get enough of the things you do 

Feels like I’ve been drowning without ya
Wait too long and I’m falling for your sound yeah
Been far gone but you teach me how to love I
Just can’t stand it 
This a small world we’ve been goin over
Met a couple times 
Saw a couple clovers
But I’m stuck with you
And there’s nothing I can do 

(1, 2, 3)

Got a tune, so I’m hoppin a track yeah 
Fuck the rules 
I don’t care unless we have to 
Yeah it’s cool when I’m putting on an act but 
I got some bad news
Can’t read signals like a map yeah  
(Fuck it)
We in touch but I’m losing it so fast
Drippin blood cus this pressure made me snap
Outta luck but I’m fine
Why it hurting all over 

(I just don’t understand)

I’ll be fine but it feels like I’m just getting old
When we talking it feels like I’m in this vertigo 
I could die and I wouldn’t even notice 
Bitch I’m losing focus
Thinking of just holding you
Yeah I don’t what I would really do 
All this loving got me so confused
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

I remember talking all this out at the corner to your house 
All the words that you’d say
You don’t know no love and got some doubts
Thinking we could work it out 
But it’s fine bae
You don’t wanna fight that 
I keep fucking up guess the consequences bite back 
You keep showing love and my jealousy don’t  like that 
You know me so well
Breaking my composure you bringing new hell, why you do that?

I tried being positive 
You taking all my peace of mind 
You taking all my oxygen 
Take it one day at a time no extra 
I can’t do that no 
I don’t want hurt anymore 
I take it personal cause I’m fed up 

If you don’t want no love 
Then I don’t gotta follow you through it 
Yeah you tore me apart and now you tryna call like I’m stupid 
Wanted war from the start
Must be some miscommunication that shit worse for my heart 
That shit dont work for my heart 

Cause I just 
Miss the way that you talked to me 
Got me in my head
You saying words you don’t mean

(I know too much)

All for nothing 
I’ve been really trapped in my head with assumptions 
I can’t seem to get any rest 
I feel nothing real 
I feel something here 
And I can tell you the truth
And I just really wanna hold onto you 
And all this bullshit got me just so confused 
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

stuck with you w/ 4cf

prod. brakence & ilytwelve 
1st half is a remix of password - brakence 
2nd half is self produced trash hehe
( sample - cavern music )
lyrics: 
i got it from my dad 
and my momma got my back
i ain’t looking for contention 
no point in that
i can’t get mad 
i’m 15 forever 
now i got that cash 
and a brand new flat 
and you can stop by whenever
last love was a bad one 
i was being a bastard lover and a pastor 

i just wanna wake up

you need to wake up 

i got it from my dad
my momma got my back 

" i love you "
im being captured they takin my blood now
dont got time for games dont got time for fun now
they want me to grow up 
i just wanna be 15 forever 
they want me to wake up
but i dont wanna wake up no 
im being captured they takin my blood now
dont got time for games dont got time for fun now
they want me to grow up 
i just wanna be 15 forever 
they want me to wake up
but i dont wanna wake up no

you need to wake up.

¿ecalp siht si tahw

wake up.

dying to see you

thanku4everything
fun lil pop song prod @siemspark + @fortuneswan

im thankful for every one of u

lyrics

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

wait till ur right here by my side
when im with u i feel alive
i cannot stand to see u cry
(cryyyyy)

but you!
been playing with my heart for a minute now
been running it up, i wanna finish now
oh without you im never fking proud

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

outro singing

slowed n reverb ending

done.
ty4e (soon)

dancefloor (siem spark + fortuneswan)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

prod. xvn

@zephyrcove

@lovekeanu

Had your legs up on the dash
Underneath all the stars
We got so tired as time would pass
As you’d fall in my arms

So if you love me how did all this go wrong
So won’t you come back to my warm embrace 
Cuz I’m still falling apart
How do I resight your focus

 I’m terrified of the way you move
And just like that’s there’s a new man
Damn.

@1toge

Wanna see you there
I wanna get to know you more than that
We do this every night
You wanna catch me in your arms
Why don't we stay a little
Wanna give you my all

Back in forth with these conversations
You love your one on ones
Pulled up to the function with you
Now I'm leaving with two
But it's only to make you look back
I just wanna see you mad
I just wanna see if you care
Cause I really wanna see you there

@lovekeanu & @1toge

I want you here
Right next to me
Won’t kiss and tell
What's on your mind
Oh girl you’re on it
Baby
And be alright 
I’ll kiss you everywhere you know that it’s true

wanna see you there w/ keanu.

- Gochujang is top 10 sauces not gon hold
- Shoutout @jaykim1 and @1spoder fr

Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

stuck with you w/ 4cf

Joon