L I F E

I died for u

Soundtracks to my life

feels2.0

i’ve been trying to write you
a series of poems
but nothings changing
ill bottle my problems
till i can’t contain them
they’ll stay right inside of my own head
and i just wanna know what it means
to be myself again
i’ve lost interest in the things that would help me just forget

and i don’t like the way i talk
i hate whats said
id rather just shut up
and eat this lead
i cant deal with dread
i cant deal with stress
i lie every single night awake in bed
my mind is sinking into sorrow
i cant see tommorow
yesterday was hollow
eyes are feeling shallow
i cant give a reason
why i should be breathing
wish for different seasons
so i can feel decent

some nights I lie in bed
trying to make sense 
of what i intend to be
my mom says get a job
but i cant hang on
to a life that isn't for me

but you and i
see eye to eye
as they keep movin forward
we get along
sing the same song
someday we'll make it out there

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poems for myself w/ stephanie cortez (caspr & saint tommorow)

collapsing

collapsing. w/scapegoat (prod.deadspyro)

Intro:
Used to chill up in my treehouse.
High above the clouds, inside a world I couldn’t be found.
I was doing me, all by myself and staying positive.
Fall asleep and wake up, had a dream about accomplishments.
Ima do It all.
As long I can stay committed.
I don’t want a 9-5.
Cuz I’m too high above the city.
Know my mom is getting worried, promised I would make her proud, but...
then they cut my treehouse down.

Verse 1:
Flash forward twenty years.
Group work, twenty peers.
Stuck in grad school.
I’m mad cool, but that don’t matter here.

Had to sacrifice my goals, cuz now I got a family.
No more music, no more lyrics, no more dreams of winning Grammys.
Had to man up for my girl, and drop my plan to change the world.
Cuz they said that ain’t realistic.
Especially for misfits.
Integrity was cut in half.
Sit atop a lonely stump.
Think about what could’ve been.
I can’t go back, but we ain’t done.

Outro:
Cuz I built my son a treehouse.
And made it somewhere he will always be found.
He can be himself. ima cherish his accomplishments.
Got a new role, great man on my father shit.

Ima tell him everything they never let me learn.
And ima teach him how to swim in case the bridges ever burn.
I know that one day, he gon make it and I’ll see him at the top.
Love my family forever, even after time stops.

@sorrow - i miss my treehouse (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

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UNI.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/stay/1566083025?i=1566083026
YouTube: https://youtu.be/95aim9tU9rk

[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

Collab between me and @brothelmusic 

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You may have noticed I used the melody from my track "Haunt You" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6bj9FoC4Lk

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GLASS COFFIN [feat. brothel.]

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

prod.https://soundcloud.com/a0rta
mix.https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

Still Don't Know (prod. A0rta)

all instruments by me
artwork by @artbyteddye 
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/deloragami

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel
do your eyes
shut close
when your lips touch
or is it all for real

is he everything you wanted
not a carbon copy of your past
and all the lies you’ve felt
but when i saw you at that show last weekend
you nearly broke right down

i have a list of things i wish i said to you
but you’re gone
and you’re never coming back
and i can only think about
when you kissed me
in the fall
how it meant
nothing at all
how it meant
nothing at all

thinking back to high school hallways
kisses by the lockers
getting drunk
at 12 pm
right before i had a class
and right
after all of that
you gave your heart to someone new
and it made me hate
every song
that we listened to

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel

dude, dating sucks!

good riddance. made this with crape for a project.

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goodriddance ! prod. @okvibrant & @nickmira_ - Single

Goodriddance

Goodriddance (feat. Crape & 637godwin) [Produced by Dior Sueva & Nick Mira]

sadness is overwhelming. but joy must be considered.

скорбь

prod. https://soundcloud.com/fucktwintails
featuring - https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

 LYRICS
[Noah2000]
2 grams up in a blunt no glizzys
everyone sucks i’m boutta get busy 
i ain’t laying back down till my head gets dizzy
all these fake ass friends wanna say that they with me but they ain’t they a bitch 
on my acab shit 
i got a new damn girl who really bump shit (like bump my shit like) 
swallow all my kids 
and if she done and i ain’t done then she gone break my dick
like oooo

[chorus]
i saw an angel in front of my eyes
with bright pink hair and a spark in the light
i saw the future it started with two
i jump to conclusions but never with you

[sewerperson]
whats wrong with me lately
lantern light
bleeds the door when i sleep at night
look at me closer
my face goes white
in the headlights beams where we both go blind
baby i see my soul in you
i could do what you tell me to
everytime i look back inside my memories im in love with you
two grams up in a blunt no glizzy
throwing up blood on the couch im litty
everything goes black and my head goes dizzy
baby i tried to shelter you

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50 shades of glizzy w/ sewerperson (prod. twintails)

i wanna be by myself (feat. yesterday)

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collapsing. w/scapegoat (prod.deadspyro)

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