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cig ash w/ hoepless (+yungspoiler)

Babygirl II (Ft. Hoepless) [Prod. Griesgrammar]

produced by dercept
featuring @hoeplessboy

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lyrics:

@lottaheart:
and you know how to make my heart stop
give you everything that i got
but ill never be good enough
tell me that you're fallin out of love
guess ill never be good enough
(for you)

and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

@hoeplessboy:
will it ever end?
i just need a percocet put a bullet thru my head
guess it all depends
whether you're my friend
cause baby i just need you
can you stay until the end

like that,
baby if you want me i just might take you back
fuck that,
baby for a second i was weak but now im back

start to tell me that its over
locked inside my room,
and i've never been sober
[x2]

@lottaheart:
and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

depends w/ hoepless [dercept]

prod @jxsiebeats
featuring @hoeplessboy
I've been writing bout my feelings I've been writing bout my pain
Shoutout to jherz couldn't describe in other ways
I'm looking at my friends and I'm hoping they will stay
But they always keep on leaving i hope for another wave
They just wanna rid of me I always feel betrayed
And the only people staying are ones that want you to pay
Wish I could rid of time I spent in 2020 May
But I guess my life's a timeline the beginning of a maze

Feeling like you switched the tracks where I was going on a train
And I'm wondering if I will ever feel like I'm okay
I can be going great but I've seen better days
24/7 surrounded by these fakes
Can't ever live in peace advantage they will take
Then they doing all these shows never invite me to their space
Even though you wouldn't know if I was never in your place
But enjoy your life with people playing card defined as ace

2022 I'm hopefully on tour
but the struggle with the money has just felt like such a chore
Doing all this music is just making me want more
Is this industry for me yeah I'm not really sure

I've been writing bout my feelings I've been writing bout my pain
Shoutout to jherz couldn't describe in other ways
I'm looking at my friends and I'm hoping they will stay
But they always keep on leaving i hope for another wave
They just wanna rid of me I always feel betrayed
And the only people staying are ones that want you to pay
Wish I could rid of time I spent in 2020 May
But I guess my life's a timeline the beginning of a maze

Yeah and I don't hate you
Maybe I should date you
Yeah and I don't hate you
Maybe I should date you

ace w/ hoepless (jxsie beats)

feat https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa
https://open.spotify.com/album/1OdvK8PePuUVnuXNXCUih8
Baby what a sight to see
All day in the sun just you and me like
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh (yeah)
My friends all tell me watch out
But I got a feeling that they're all wrong 
They all said you're bad for me
Won't you stay here adore me
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh
Baby tell me something 
I feel like i'm in love and
You know

You know
Every time no response yeah you ghost 
But you know once you loved me the most
And I wish you would hold me close

And I can't stop staring 
At these messages you sent me
It's gotten me transcending to a whole another dimension

And girl I got questions 
Are your intentions
To lead me in this direction?
Got these butterflies in my intestines 
But I guess it's just to leave impressions

And you know you got me
Without having to prove (anything)
But you staying right within my dreams

Baby what a sight to see
All day in the sun just you and me like
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh (yeah)
My friends all tell me watch out
But I got a feeling that they're all wrong
They all said you're bad for me
Won't you stay here adore me
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh oh
Baby tell me something
I feel like i'm in love and
You know

spotify

woahohyouknow w/ ilyl1ght (joshwa)

featuring @hoeplessboy prod by @prodmelik 

[eunhae]

when i saw your face again
i couldn't keep my composure
you said can we just pretend
that i don't even know her

oh my god here we go again
you're in my head 
here we here we go again
you're in you're in my head

[hoepless]

you're in my head x2
her mind is like a 2 but her body like a 10
i met her at a club we were only friends
if you were a book then our chapter never ends

i've been getting high higher than you think
saw you at a club i don't think i even blinked 
you just wanna fuck every time we link
tryina hold my composure but you just push me to the brink

[eunhae]

spend all my hours doing nothing at all (here we go again)
it's getting late but i'd wait forever for your call
spending all my time wishing you would write back (write back)

when i saw your face again
i couldn't keep my composure
you said can we just pretend
that i don't even know her

oh my god here we go again
you're in my head 
here we here we go again
you're in my head

when i saw your face again
i couldn't keep my composure
can we just pretend that 
you don't even know her

oh my god here we go again
you're in my head 
here we go again (you're in my head again)

(it's getting late but i'd wait forever for your call 
spending all my time wishing you would write back)

composure ft. hoepless

it wouldnt matter if we both fell apart w/ hoepless (mvvi & nihil2free)

You're still my best friends
Even if we're distant
And I can't fathom losing over disagreements
And I can't help that I keep enjoying peace where
I stand next to lakes and to the mountain peak and

I take in the fresh air as I continue breathing
And you don't gotta worry what you do and don't believe in
Just as long as you don't battle me with your own demons
Cus it's hard for me to handle anyone close that is leaving

He's stuck with her and I just gotta accept that
And my other friends busy and I wish I could prevent that
Ghosted about a year and i'm still tryna get back on track
Without their energy i'm missing my other half

Yeah the percent is 50
Josh nowadays doesn't feel too nifty
Lost track of my mind when I had an epiphany
Yeah I'm always coming down like Santa from a chimney

I can't keep running away from this society
But it's hard to keep these feelings that are inside of me
I used to have a lot of people that were right behind me
But once they keep on moving forward they say bye bye to me

You're still my best friends
Even if we're distant
And I can't fathom losing over disagreements
And I can't help that I keep enjoying peace where
I stand next to lakes and to the mountain peak and

And yeah I may be afk
But i'll still try to be there any day
Just wish it didnt have to be this way
If only my mind could never break

Never break
I made too many mistakes
I just gotta teach myself to behave

long distance

Slowly drift to a place
So far away
I can tell it's nowhere near yesterday
The past and present shall not be erased
It's gotta stay for my future to take

Now i'm truly stuck in the middle of nowhere
And I cannot choose between my long or my short hair
Is this town vintage or modern like warfare?
They told me at least I got a room to record there
So why not take my time and go and explore there
Before the time expires and it starts to outgrow there
So let's go and try and start to make it a home there
They try to tell where I am like, it's a no share

And there's times I know i could be elsewhere
But you know I won't feel like myself there so

Slowly drift to a place
So far away
I can tell it's nowhere near yesterday
The past and present shall not be erased
It's gotta stay for my future to take

There's no escape now there's no way to transport
Unless I'm getting to the bag like i'm wearing Jansport
Or I truly use my legs, yea it's a man's sport
Catch me chilling in the back of a vans store
Of a vans store

middle of nowhere

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

w / soundcloud.com/athrynb
soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Look around it's hard to see through
All the hardships, you have no clue
Inspirational, heart is what I come to
Take what I've said for redo

Clouded minds fill the open air
Heart eyes come but so rare
Life's hard you make it fair
Heart eyes cleanse the despair
Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Locked into the heart that you see thru

All the pain, all the hate
Disappears without a trace
Heart eyes, opens our fate
To the new things for debate

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

I know that it's hard sometimes baby come and hold me tight
I've been lost, and I'm lost
Every time I start to cry you were never there at night
Why were you gone, when I was lost
Kinda wonder why you hate me
I kinda want you to love me (woah-oh-oh-oh)
Do you ever say goodbye?
I don't want this to ever end
So we'll fly like the doves yuh

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day

performance

heart eyes w/ athryn & akiradoves (redmosk)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

ace w/ hoepless (jxsie beats)

JoshIGuess