Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Lil Numb
Produced by @luvyosha
Contact me on instagram with any questions
Instagram: @justalilnumb
Stream here :)https://www.gate.fm/MMSNsDZ
Lyrics:

interlude: 
stuck in this dream state and i hate it
wondering will i ever make it

pre hook
Gun to ma head berrel to ma face
i promise you don't know shit
don't act the same as me you can't relate
to the pain that i' m feelin these days

hook:
All of these crazy experiences made me this way
top 5 staring to a barrel straight
time flies still waiting for ma better days
can't wait caught my self in a dream state
on ma worst days im wishing for a replay
social contact switch it on and off like a relay
am a reject that be shining on ur display
wondering when will i ever get over this faze

verse:
nottin be forever i know i need patients
sick of hate, all these bad conversations (they)
they telling me to kill ma self right now 
joke on you i'm already dead inside out

no one gives a fuck my wrld up side down 
They stare at me with a gun in ma mouth
can't take it anymore i'm goin out loud
let me take ma last hit you will see 2 clouds

pre hook
Gun to ma head berrel to ma face
i promise you don't know shit
don't act the same as me you can't relate
to the pain that i' m feelin these days

hook:
All of these crazy experiences made me this way
top 5 staring to a barrel straight
time flies still waiting for ma better days
can't wait caught my self in a dream state
on ma worst days im wishing for a replay
social contact switch it on and off like a relay
am a reject that be shining on ur display
wondering when will i ever get over this faze

outro:
stuck in this dream state and i hate it
wondering will i ever make it

Dream State

Stream

Dreams State prod. yosha

feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

I've been struggling so much to find a job as well, my financial situation has just gone total haywire.
https://gofund.me/5136ef02
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by yung prod 
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//lyrics//
looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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looking me i'm so degusted trying my best to not hurt you and i can't take it anymore i miss your pretty face you run so far away and just want to tell you that i love you so much with all of my heart 
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looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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i don't wanna talk if you say its over don't call me back anymore i miss you too much just leave me there on the floor where i rot don't be unaware i know what you're doing without you i cannot move on i need you all the time i have you on my mind and i do miss you and i do love you but i cannot express how i fucking feel

i think i'm about to cry (yung prod)

BetterOffWithoutYou(prod Taurs x thislandis)

the song is about being a burden
i just did this for fun :) if u reading i love you xx<3

everyday i realise i dont really need nobody
so save your breath i dont wanna hear you out
so please dont call me
and if i die its all on me okay? just leave me be
to everyone thats's trying
if i die its all on me

im just an afterthought
you dont need to lie i knew this after all
dont feed me with your lies
i wont believe them not at all
i'm just so crazy for your love
i wrote it on the wall
(with my blood)
im just an afterthought
you dont need to lie i knew this after all
dont feed me with your lies
i wont believe them not at all
i'm just so crazy for your love
i wrote it on the wall
(with my blood)

its so crazy to you that im fucking losing it
everyday i'm proving it
everyday i'm losing shit
you drive me bat shit crazy baby girl you the one doing it
funny thing i fell in love with it i'm just so cool with it
i can never hate on you
i know you struggling
i know the shit you juggling
you hate the life we struggle in
slit my wrist with you yeah this love we gon' spread it
take these drugs with me this life we gon' forget it

im just an afterthought
you dont need to lie i knew this after all
dont feed me with your lies
i wont believe them not at all
i'm just so crazy for your love
i wrote it on the wall
(with my blood)
im just an afterthought
you dont need to lie i knew this after all
dont feed me with your lies
i wont believe them not at all
i'm just so crazy for your love
i wrote it on the wall

i'm losing it [MARTIN $KY]

Other Platforms

prom </3 prod.johnnyfriend

money machine (p. justxrolo & wydsonni)

Artwork by: TheDinkmaster
TheDinkMaster's youtube channel: www.youtube.com/channel/UCxfAhjqSleLeXhPThzVlGmw

Written by: Kurama SD and JustANPC
Produced by: AMPROD
Mixed and Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Discord: discord.gg/n7CmVujsZY
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I see you in the dark of night
Trying to fight so you can see the light
But nothing in this life feels right
You can try to climb but you'll never reach the top
Life will teach you not to trust but the truth is its a must
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
You got to be preparatory
You choose to waste away like an abandoned car
I guess you'll never get that far
you might need some r&r
Just concede your free
You'll never be me
I've survived the dark, I've done my part
done my part
Done my part

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 2]
Everytime you complain it's unnecessary
Before you know it you'll be in a cemetery
Think about it do you wanna be another in the obituary
My life was down but I turned that frown upside down
Don't clown around Cause I'm hell bound
Smoke clouds surround me like a fox
fight til the death thats me vox
Try to pike me you'll fall off that rock
Test my might you'll find out your a jock
Your a jock Your a jock
Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops Ain’t no cops

[Bridge]
I don't wanna feel fake
Everytime I remember you I feel a shake
It feel like an earthquake hit
Everytime I fucking wake up
Everytime
I feel an earthquake feel an earthquake

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

[Verse 3]
just give me a year and I won't be your peer
Boutta jump ship fuck this shit
why she gotta act like this
oh thats right cause she's a bitch like karma
u know who it is your boy kurama dissing your drama

[Chorus]
All I see is red
All I see is red
Cruising in the dark of night
Like I’m the dark night
Like I’m the dark night
Finally I see the light
I see the light
Like I’m the dark night
I finally see the light
See the light

Seeing Red (Prod. AMPROD)

in my bag (tores) (hellamase)

Emotional alt-rap / emo-trap beat, Bittersweet tone with a hazy, melancholic feel but not totally hopeless—moody, introspective and vulnerable. Slow tempo, distant reverbs, late-night thoughts in a cold room—gritty but melodic.

I wrote this whilst hiding in a clients hedge trying not to have an anxiety attack.

What Goes Up Just Comes Down

xxxtentacion remake

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

oxygen w/ akiradoves

JoshIGuess