Songs I'm In

the deep end

Dead wanted

Repost

Hatch Workshop (9/29/21)

Arte Del Cafe Set (10/6/21)

Sorc'd Set (10/9/21)

Sorc'd Set (11/20/21)

Napalm Set (2/25/22)

June's Memorial Set (5/7/22)

it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

hopeless

kais - hopeless (ft. yung axstn)

ft @fountainhead777
mastered by me
mixed by me + fountainhead + me adding effects to fountainheads vox
Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Will it meet my expectations
Last year was so frustrating
I thought it would be my year
But I was left in tears
I can't be a disappointment
But at least I'm not to myself
And I know I may have failed
Thats ok I'm doing well
And those past feelings that were felt
Cuz I don't need em now
And you only hear the sound
Of succeeding with my patience
It may take some time 
But I know that eventually everything will be fine
I know that there are some days that I'll be feeling off
But that's okay cuz I know you all do that a lot



I just robbed a cop 
I'm faded while you're not 
I know that you're an opp
Snuff you out like a moth
In truth I'm always fucked up 
I have faith in my mind's eye (don't care)
She ask me if I'm high 
She can't tell the fucking difference

Shawty causing dissonance 
And I've been having visions of 
Some people causing friction 
Benediction through my prison
I just got her call
they don't want you known
leave you alone
Tell you what I'm on

Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Spotify!

2021! / Shawty In My Dms (Roko Tensei, Silo)

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

honestly f*ckin tired of this 
sh*t just works out terribly 
problems thrown like snowb*lls 
so cold with it
anxiety 
sinkin in my brain 
got two feet but i still cant stand 
work through my troubles its takin its toll on my mind i cant help if i dont feel alright 
f*ck it ur right
im outta my mind

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around

kais - can't tell me

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"LA CYPHER" (feat. ovrwrld, seejayxo, skele, bloodymouth + ashes) [produced by remghost]

prod. @windyboi
featuring @toxin_brewer
mixing/mastering
@joshiguess -by myself
@toxin_brewer -by himself
lyrics below
they be saying next up, she be acting extra,
if we keep this at our force won't ever be against us,
hiding in the spectrum, you won't ever be a victim,
 unless you coming up to me and  hit hard with reflection,

and i've been gone, for a while, 
we can't bond, with this pile,
of pillows, collapsing, all over, our bodies,
 and
we'll talk with walkie talkies, 
and i've just wanted to feel you around but it's too distant,
wont you be my mistress, i wish i had these kisses on this bed,
 in my head it circulates these thoughts of you,
and i can't feel the way i wanted me next to you

every time i'm next to you i just wanna die, baby hurt my feelings, girl i really hate the way you make me feel, everything you said i know you never meant it, everything you meant i know you never said it, looking at my face, i was ??? looking at the screenshots of your messages

walkie talkies w/ toxin brewer (windyboi)

prod. @ohhellonokia

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

This time i wanna do this right
This time, i don’t wanna fight
This time, i won’t say goodbye
This time, ill be alright,

I never wanted it to end up this way
so i gotta go ahead and take a detour
but i didn’t expect for it to stay
so im staying all alone like i am eeyore

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time

this time w/ nokia2k

:) yeehaw
lyrics vvv

yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

produced by xona 

@heylog

-lyrics-
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin dread to our trust and I cry
and I would get everything for you
she loves him but I’m just that fool
I wanted us back, you didn’t want that
I’m pleading with this pain I held
and now I fall back
all on my prozac’s
and I just hope that I get your help

and now I’m washed up all alone
the little essence that you left long ago
the flowers wilt down to my floor
push me down like I’m nothing more

and I don’t wish the best for you
you wanted healing but I was see through
you wanted blood, now you got it on view
many voices telling me on what I knew
there’s reflections that portray all of us 
you’re sick of me and the things that I love 
I won’t forget what it meant for us
these 6 letters that stuck like a drug

stab me again i won't feel a thing
hold me down this some sentencing
taking my bliss, more apologies
i don't like this, just don't talk to me
wasting away i'm never calling you back
i'm stuck with memories i won't forget
with all this weight i carry on my back
you did this to me and i will never forgive

you
oh
i hate 
you
with
every little gut in my body

WALKING UP TO HEAVEN I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M HERE
BUT WHY AM I STILL RUNNING FROM THIS NEVER ENDING FEAR
I'M SHIFTING THROUGH LANES WHILE UR STILL STUCK IN 2ND GEAR
SURPRISING EVERYONE LIKE 2 HEADLIGHTS ON A DEER
WASTING AWAY I'M NEVER CALLING YOU BACK
I'M STUCK WITH MEMORIES I WON'T FORGET
(forget)
WITH ALL THIS WEIGHT I CARRY ON MY BACK 
YOU DID THIS TO ME AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT

you
oh
i hate you
with
every little gut in my body

i wont forget

spotify

i won't forget w/ heylog

pleased 2 meet u! + sadghost (prod. sorrow bringer)

been way to long heres something new ig <3
prod @dercept

lyrics:
i was the only that tried to save you
when you were on your own
but now i'm on my own
shit dont feel the same no'more
winter turned to summer
but my feelings stayed the same
i'm slowly counting down my days (yeah)

and ever since we've been drifting away
i've been losing myself
all this shit in my way
blow this smoke out my face

idk if im sad because its over
i guess i really just need some fucking closure
and girl all the shit you said
yeah honestly i don't know if u meant it all 

i was the only that tried to save you
when you were on your own
but now i'm on my own
shit dont feel the same no'more
winter turned to summer
but my feelings stayed the same
i'm slowly counting down my days (yeah)

when im losing all my hope
im fucked up
and it's all my fault
i fucked up
you're fake pretend
you hurt me
i cant see clearly

and ever since we've been drifting away
i've been losing myself
all this shit in my way
blow this smoke out my face

Wish it away (prod. Dercept)

ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ぅブジ

prod. sad b1tch
feat. akira doves

music video : https://youtu.be/1GXt55d77_Q

lyrics
--------

(dost)
It's getting hard to breathe now
getting hard to sleep
open up the window, I just gotta leap
i can't handle pain now, I don't wanna see
turn me to a ghost now I just wanna sleep 

I'm missing all my friends now
I'm missing all the good times
I wish that I could bring back
all of my fucking homies

(akira)
[idk lmao sorry]

people disappear, memories don't (w/ akira doves)

feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

this track is dedicated t those out there who still play the game of love. be honest!

Closer

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
_________________________________________________________________

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

convince myself. (nxname)

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

visualizer

vacation (jxsie beats)

afterlife
- https://linktr.ee/prod.afterlife

jolst 
- https://instagram.com/prodjolst
- https://youtube.com/c/jolst

Lyrics:
@joshiguess
I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I called her to the dance, but she left me in a trance, she's not just a fan, want me to be her man, don't know if i can, i just might be banned, i sent her home with a stain on her pants

Falling in love, or am I aromatic, I can't ever trust, a loner or myself, I really need help, is life really worth it, the time will tell, but I don't think that I deserve this, 

my ex friends think it's urgent, that my only purpose, is to ruin their own living, they really got me tripping, cuz that's what they do, they avoid the truth rather see me in a noose, they just wanna see me blue

Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why
Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

@akiradoves
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
and you're far away from me
leave me there running in the street
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
leave me there right on the floor
you're gone

@cypression
when you left it took a piece of me
 i gave everything and you left me here to bleed
 i tried my hardest to make you stay 
but i guess it never mattered at the end of the day
(oooooooooooo--- woah-----)

@joshiguess : Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

river spirits w/ akiradoves & cypression (afterlife x jolst)

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

Got trust issues, say I won't miss you
Then I get the tissue, she off the mildew
And I can't control what she won't and she will do
So you're in the moment then you take it too far
And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

trust issues (love race x paulfix)

This is simply some hard shit yall gotta start listening to rn

Schizz (Alex) passed away last week. He was far too young and he was one of the most talented individuals anyone with the label had ever met, rest up brother. We're all going to miss you.

Schizz - Fuck You I Don't Give A Shit - Rest In Peace Schizz

mixed/mastered by me
prod by @st1x51

Lyrics:
it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

when you hit me up it's like a bookmark
 leave you alone then i go back to restart
now you in the back of the seating chart
need to pay a toll whenever you're the one to park
you show no remorse

you're envisioning my corpse
if i'm not interested i'll cite another source
feel like i'm playing sports
always a competition
 not easy living
 this life being a musician
 cast a spell i'm a magician
i just wait on this transition

(like just worry about your own life what is mine to you?)

it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

i can't hang around these people
when they acting way too evil
i'm just stuck at home 
while my friends are hanging at the regal
gonna see the view of the ocean like a seagull
i'm consuming water you're consuming what's illegal

bad sign, bad time (st1x51)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luG2gDjA86I

Ay Dios Mio

Ay Dios Mio (Music Video in Description)

DAN’S BINKS -ZÔGÔ ZÔGÔ

Alone

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

produced by Инеон https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuANCjKYkN8pD_xXkNYtOuQ/videos

feature https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
mixed by me and tony
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

lyrics:
Feeling like I'm sonic I be speeding down the highway 
Shawty bad after class taking her to my place 
Saying I am trash well to me that's just a hot take
When our lips touch, she's like syrup on some hotcakes

No way, no way
 dream in the color, like he's cordae
I'm not nahmir I'm not fucking on a soul train,
She tryna come back but I'm outside of her whole lane

I've been up tonight staying recording 
High up in the sky feel like I am soaring 
Wonder what to do to make my life not boring 
Spent a few days w headwaters touring
I've been up tonight staying recording 
High up in the sky feel like I am soaring 
Wonder what to do to make my life not boring 
Spent a few days on tour with tony

(Dreamworld Tony)
Drive it like a rental car but it’s a foreign 
Hate my boring life up North I’d rather be touring 
Taking shots at the venue with a shorty 
It they pulling up with drama We ignore it 
Woke up in the car - feel like Aaron Carter 
Driving like a hundred hours yeah we just go harder 
Bitch we fast going up, got our foot in the door 
Fuck a hometown show and do a west coast tour
My beats from Ukraine 
My car stay German though 
I feel like midnight club the way my team go
Shout out to Josh's dad yeah he a real one 
California kush got me feeling like a demon
I feel like Knuckles, fuck Eggman
I’m staying up all night doing what I can

(JoshIGuess)
No way, no way
 dream in the color, like he's cordae
I'm not nahmir I'm not fucking on a soul train,
She tryna come back but I'm outside of her whole lane

Spotify

California w/ Dreamworld Tony (Инеон)

Indecision (feat. AkiraDoves)

prod grayskies
lyrics >:)

wrap me in plastic ill fit ur design 
you changed you left and i guess its a sign of the times
when the poison hits my skin
just know ill be thinking of you
i break my bones
rotting away for you
say what u need
let it all out for me
let it all our for me
let it all out for me
give me a reason
or ill be gone like last season
slipping fall into the deep end
woaaah
(brecken)
i hear you
whisper so softly
im here
as long as its so clear
that doesnt sound like a whisper to me
screaming out loud
how long will it be
try me right now oh i dare you
i always dare you
and i guarantee that
itll be the last time that u do
so what will u choose
lightning in a bottle or falling to ur doom
i do i do
is that what u will say
maybe in another lifeline
for now ill lay right at bay
(akira)
said this time we'll work it out
this time
ur supposed to be with me
cus i cant let u go

poison (w/AkiraDoves, brecken) (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 
 
[Intro: Phantom Eclipse]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Phantom Eclipse]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

composed, mixed, mastered, recorded, written by eien.

Enjoy this despair of mine

Lyrics :

(eien)
I know you can pretend
there is a better man
the emptiness in me
so who am i to blame
to blame
the emptiness in me 
so who am i to blame
I'll see you once again, again
woah, the emptiness in me
the emptiness in me
woah, so who am i to blame
so who am i to blame 

(akira)
i'm lost in you
can't let you go
we used to love
not more
see myself in you
only have myself
think it's time
you
let you go

horizon w/akiradoves

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

i gotta move from my past actions,
even if i'm still attracted,
deep down in my memory,
i know there's something that can change me,
i don't know if i need therapy,

is it wrong or is it right,
that i just pass the time,
i swear i just imply,
that i'm not alive,

do i deserve it
do i deserve it
yeahhhh--ohhhhhhh

i swear vocals like this kick in,
only when i feel like missing,
parts of me,
i realized im the most important
being to myself,
so why you sit in your room contemplating
someone else,
that's someone not me, cuz i can't take care of myself

is it wrong or is it right,
that i just pass the time,
i swear i just imply,
that i'm not alive,

past actions (prettypunks)

this was recorded on my old mic
@joshiguess couldnt amp the song up and fixed some of the 808s to be clearer anymore bc he sucked at redoing it 
original beat by feo
ft. @fountainhead777

Palace w/ f0untainh3d (Feo)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
-----------------------
don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

Lyrics:
im getting really nervous, why i keep on searching, its not really hurting,
 cannot be outside when, we're stuck between these doors and they 
decide to come
close in, only us together we're the lock above the floor and,
and i swear that, maybe its best i stay away, stay in this enclosed space,
with only you beside me, but shes staying here behind me, right behind 
that door, she'll walk inside my mind, still thinking all the time, 
why can't i just forget, what we were ever meant, cannot go outside
i cannot treat you right, at least i got another, why you're still
bothered yuh

lost the key to the lock i had, for this door between us because,
i never wanna look back at the memories of who i was, because
i never wanna look at the energy, of our toxic love, 
and i read the book, end of fantasy, we're done


it's hard to figure out, do i wanna break this door open,
now, i wanna go outside, but what will be the price,
will she steal me will she heist, will i just stay
with my wife damn

You Don't Love Me Like You Used To

you don't love me like you used to (matthew may)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

beat by @prodby_amity 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeb0oy4qVFel4VUnBz8dSLQ
mixed/mastered by joshiguess 
lyrics below

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

I want to just keep you mine
Let's stare and let's watch the sky
There's a million reasons why
Rest my head right on your thigh
Come on you can be my mai
Baby you just look so fine
This love I just won't resign
No matter what i'll always try

Let's teach each other lessons
And continue through this adolescence
I want this to continue for eternity
And continue from what's currently, yeah

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

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