This deeply personal track delves into the heart-wrenching experiences of abandonment, as the artist shares the poignant journey of growing up without the presence of both parents. With introspective lyrics and soul-stirring beats, "Alone :(" paints a vivid picture of the artist's struggle, showcasing how resilience and strength can emerge from the most challenging circumstances.

Land of Oz

Alone :(

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
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Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

convince myself. (nxname)

ahxander: Links
[Spotify]
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6OfPvvpF2lcsz2S57fkA5g?si=sZXVjJLLRjClPnwNnHb3Mg&nd=1
[Youtube]
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNhXK4YL8PZJwKwvHZ2Z-tw
[Instagram]
https://www.instagram.com/ahxander_/
[Website]
https://ahxander.com/

Vice Versaa: Links
[Youtube]
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHXOIncq5ZMEUro3-XBhDSA
[Soundcloud]
https://soundcloud.com/JayCeeThePharoah
[Instagram]
https://www.instagram.com/_viceversaa_/

Eureka

Starstruck

Music

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Mastered by @dominanta-records
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Royal Time

Amnesia (Prod. by Robbero)

Lyrics

Verse 1

I'm looking in the mirror I don't see my reflection am I a vampire?
I'm  allergic to the summer I cannot face the sun it feels like fire
I wanna stick a blade in my body
if I don't die than I'm probably gonna vomit 
coze I wanna kill this guy inside of me
his a damn spirit but how can I? (fuck)
when I look deep in the eyes of a man 
I can see lies floating in his brain cells 
they hate me so much they wanna take me to hell
I need help, my fucken therapist couldn't even help
my life's so delusional
I'm going crazy gotta blow my head with an AK blow

Hook

kill me now you got time, don't blow this chance and take the shot, take the shot coze I wanna kill you too.(X2) ( I wanna fucken kill you)
coze I wanna kill you too ( I wanna fucken kill)
coze I wanna kill you too, coze I wanna kill you too, coze I wanna kill you too.

Verse 2

Yeah, my dad should have had his condom on
when he was fucking my mom
coze I don't wanna be born 
and now I gotta kill em all
for bringing me in this hall
I was in a better place with God 
now I gotta shoot em all
I got a spot 
so please don't be so surprised at all
just stay tuned to your screens watching porn.
My boss is a f***** he got me fired  coze he wanted my dick
Jealousy X2 the guy hated me coze I was better than him
but I paid him a visit 
now I got his organs in my kitchen 
isn't it funny I hanged his body in my closet, his dead and now I'm the boss of this company

Hook

kill me now you got time, don't blow this chance and take the shot, take the shot coze I wanna kill you too.(X2) ( I wanna fucken kill you)
coze I wanna kill you too ( I wanna fucken kill)
coze I wanna kill you too, coze I wanna kill you too, coze I wanna kill you too.

Lyrics Video - https://youtu.be/BM1fBdRbJg0?si=7mXN_PWxgQqRQfvC
Check the meaning at https://genius.com/25894807
https://genius.com/DanfateOuakson

Vocal performances 
D Ouakson 
Deranged screaming lady
Clown laughing 

Song writer 
D Ouakson 

A Man's Toxic Mind

Kill Me

EYE OF THE STORM [PROD. OCHECHEPYACH]

MOG - STUCK

YUCK (ft. Gxm)

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