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Sorc'd Set (10/9/21)

JoshIGuess Nightcore Set (11/20/21)

prod. @windyboi
featuring @toxin_brewer
mixing/mastering
@joshiguess -by myself
@toxin_brewer -by himself
lyrics below
they be saying next up, she be acting extra,
if we keep this at our force won't ever be against us,
hiding in the spectrum, you won't ever be a victim,
 unless you coming up to me and  hit hard with reflection,

and i've been gone, for a while, 
we can't bond, with this pile,
of pillows, collapsing, all over, our bodies,
 and
we'll talk with walkie talkies, 
and i've just wanted to feel you around but it's too distant,
wont you be my mistress, i wish i had these kisses on this bed,
 in my head it circulates these thoughts of you,
and i can't feel the way i wanted me next to you

every time i'm next to you i just wanna die, baby hurt my feelings, girl i really hate the way you make me feel, everything you said i know you never meant it, everything you meant i know you never said it, looking at my face, i was ??? looking at the screenshots of your messages

walkie talkies w/ toxin brewer (windyboi)

song inspired by 100 gecs lmfao
and i've been trying to find new ways, i've been trying to find a new place,
and i've been wanting to make my own name, in this place that i will escape

so i'll run away from my problems, and think nothing at all, i dont care what
you do you will not make me fall, 


i've been feeling so wrong but, that's okay we will turn things just right,
can you all leave me alone and i don't wanna fight off, these lame foes, when
all they do is insult, while i promote

New Place! (Roko Tensei)

(prod. bipolar beats)
mix by: me
master by: me
vocals by: me
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/drawllapse/
and how the fuck do people liking me feel painful (painful)
not really their fault i'm mentally unstable (i'm unstable!)
i swear to god my life's been told just like a fable (like a fable!)
they shut me off like people shutting off their cable (shut it off!)
i try to pleasure everyone when i'm unable (i'm unable!)
i gotta put my life together like a staple (gotta staple!)
but they just think i'm good all they give is appraisal (give appraisal!)
deep inside i often have thoughts of betrayal (yes i do!)

all these emails tryna sign me to a label (they just want you!)
but if i really do i really won't feel faithful (yeah i won't)
i just wanna work and always do my own thing (my own thing)
but how do i when i can't even think straight (not thinking clearly)
about what i want in this life (very dearly)
they take advantage whenever u wanna feel nice (and they fear me)
and to these people i could never pass their turnpike (wheeling)
unless i already wanna go and see the light (feelings)
why these people always wanna take advantage (of my own stuff)
i guess they dont know the affect of damage
@user-324021497

Music Vid

don't hit me up: it's painful

spotify

better than you

feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

Metaphorically Speaking

Save Me

Last Night

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
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Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

convince myself. (nxname)

https://soundcloud.com/dearstream

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ahxander: Links
[Spotify]
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6OfPvvpF2lcsz2S57fkA5g?si=sZXVjJLLRjClPnwNnHb3Mg&nd=1
[Youtube]
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNhXK4YL8PZJwKwvHZ2Z-tw
[Instagram]
https://www.instagram.com/ahxander_/
[Website]
https://ahxander.com/

Vice Versaa: Links
[Youtube]
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHXOIncq5ZMEUro3-XBhDSA
[Soundcloud]
https://soundcloud.com/JayCeeThePharoah
[Instagram]
https://www.instagram.com/_viceversaa_/

Eureka

Starstruck

Music

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

spotify!

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Please Don't Shoot

sasha killed himself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaUc_yX7Vaw

this song is for the fans
for the OG listeners
for the people who enable me to exist
love u all so much

old convolk is back but i never left [prod. dee b]

www.fawlinmusic.com

all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i wanna let u know
that all these lies u left here, i’m not buyin
i need to let them go, i need to let u go

i know that you ain’t the same girl
anymore and
i’m not the same boy that i was when
we were dumb, ran around playin pretend
still im missing u every day of the week damn

when i sleep and i dream well im screaming
when i wake cus i long for that feeling
to have something i really believe in
then it breaks and my  love loses meaning

all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i wanna let u know
that all these lies u left here, i’m not buyin
i need to let them go, i need to let u go

i need to let u know that
all my life ive been out here fuckin trying
tryin to let u go, i need let u go

and u have saved ur every moment for urself
when u decided u would be somebody else
u aint the girl i used to have up on my shelf
u took my heart and gave your own to someone else

sample: WVNDER (pls no sue)

let u go

stream

www.fawlinmusic.com

follow @xam

Lyrics:
it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

do you ever think about me?
girl, i know i think about you
my head it works the graveyard shift
yeah, i haven’t slept since June
i’m off the juice right now
i used to drink till i blacked out
but now i’m better off without
am i really better off without?

it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

(XAM)
I think there’s monsters under my bed
Or maybe they’re just inside my head
Oh, they’re driving me insane
I guess I'll stay up until I drop dead (yeah)
I’m in my feelings, heavy breathing
And tears bleeding’, my head spinning and my heart’s split in
Two pieces, I’m hoping it would start healing
And start beating, and start living

it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

it’s 2AM again and I can’t breathe
sleeping with your ghost laying next to me
this head of mine is testing me
it goes so fast and the demons get the best of me

spotify etc

demons (feat. XAM)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

Producer @wrongnumberlofi

Lyrics

Hiding in my covers
I don’t get love only get wrong numbers
Underneath this thunder 
feel the rain fall on the wings of  a lovebird

I keep on falling faster
Im losing all that matters
Right now your all I’m after
I hope your my next chapter

Making 99 stops on the tour bus
Always have a blast with the four of us
Your always on my mind still my favourite
I know we’re friends hoping this year we can change it

I tried every type of sentence
But no words ever sound how I meant it
What am I when there’s so many more options
Dried eyes getting way too common

The rain on my wings. (wrongnumber)

For Me

the edating anthem
mixed by me|mastered by @obeyyy-pisces
beat by @yungkeeta
(lyrics)
I still remember we met on a thursday
night for me, day for you
the distance killing me loving you over the phone

I still remember the nights where we would plan to meet
knowing that we were just meant to be
when your away I feel so alone
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ohhhhh baby come closer
would hold my hand
I've never held a hand before

ohhhhh you read me like a poster
you know all the tricks to use
to make me fall in love with you

f**k what your friends say
if that's the case me and you we can run away
off in the distance
told I love you and then I went missing
I know you hate me and baby I get it
after all I did everything wrong
i'd do anything to have you next to me right here
and girl I know that your moving on
but I still remember watching you
curl your hair
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I still remember we met on a thursday
night for me, day for you
the distance killing me loving you over the phone

I still remember the nights where we would plan to meet
knowing that we were just meant to be
when your away I feel so alone

#edating is stupid

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