JOSH X AKIRA COLLABS

music to soothe the soul

Akira x Josh Hypothetical

soft<3heart - 2

MUSIC CITY SF SET

In The Loop

Paro(noia)

Lonely Shit w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Johnnyfriend)

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

//lyrics//
(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense 
-
(@timxlxss verse)
Can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses I know that we never had shit could you just put on your glasses you don't have it? Well i see that you can't see straight But why you gotta hate  Like you took the fuckin easy bait Now you gotta wait Appreciate me when i call you on your phone I dont call you when you’re home not even when you’re alone I don't miss you when you hit me with a text but if you say ur with your ex then i won't miss that fuckin text
-
(bridge)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses
-
(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense
-
(@joshiguess verse) 
hit me with the karma start up like a console she left me in particles i be writing articles if you aren't in my zone i know you are inaudible she blocked me on everything but i guess its better than being on seen

dealing with some bad shit (siem spark x 1heyrick)

Leon the Professional

help_urself 2

Nice & Good

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
-
(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

Produced by me
shout out to @joshiguess and @akiradoves
for collabing with me
Lyrics:
Down to the past and I wish I was different
Look at me now getting drunk and I missed it
We change I can't catch up
But I miss the times we had

Hit me up I don't write back
Never can when I cannot
Get out my bed
Whatchu doing why can you not?
Sorry but I am in pain I'm way too gone

Way too gone yeah
You change I change
It's way too late
Too late
And I can't get back on my own feet

Yeah I'm too lazy at least a part of me
I'm searching for a purpose and some clarity
Finding true love for me is such a rarity
There's never really any true similarities

And I just wanna move on move on
These feeling are way too strong, too strong
She only looks at my pros not my cons
And then she asking what's wrong I won't talk

All of your advice and I shouldn't have tried it
Nothing is permanent it all just disappears
I can't find my purpose and I wish you were here
Cuz I've seen better days
Woah woah-oh
You give me so much shit I feel that blowing out the wind
Nothing to accept anymore
I wanna go back into the past
I will hold you really fast
They just looking at the stars

Changes - 5nite X JoshIGuess X AkiraDoves

Firing Squad

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

lyric video

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

https://spotify.link/0ewhhv0x1yb


featuring @imxofilo
produced by xana

instagram.com/tzunahmie
instagram.com/imxofilo
instagram.com/prodxana

[@tzunahmie]
they dont wanna b in my life
thats fine thats fine
gonna send em to the afterlife
thats right thats right
x2

vampire party in the dead of the night
sharpen up my fangs going for a bite
dont tell me that ur scared of heights
we can go, go for a ride
full moon in the night sky
for u i would die
in the shadows i will hide
i dont wanna see the light

[@imxofilo]
i look fabulous in the night sky
darling wont u look into my eyes?
ur touch boutta make me lose my mind
i want u to fuck me until i cry
i'll let u slut me out for free
i am the baddest that u ever seen
ik u feel horny when u look at me
think about me all the time in ur dreams

[@tzunahmie]
they dont wanna b in my life
thats fine thats fine
gonna send em to the afterlife
thats right thats right
x2

dead of the night ft. xofilo [xana]

prod me <3
art by vuelure on instagram 

lyrixx:
you’re taking over me, i wish that i was in your clothes 
then i wouldn’t feel alone 
you’re not somebody i can be, so i’ve been thinking about you to go sleep 
but it’s not working for me 

you’ve got me second guessing, so i said just forget it 
wanted to tell you that i miss you, couldn’t send the message 
in need of your affection, need all of your attention 
i etched your name into my skin just so i don’t forget it 

tired of feeling like i’m nothing when i don’t have you, 
i don’t care if you hurt me, say you love me too
put your hands over me until i vomit, 
make me belong to you, tell me you need me too
i wanna feel every blade that you put in me,
tell me that i’m dumb & stupid & it’s all i’ll be
hurt me, and i promise that i’ll never leave 
there’s blood in the water and it’s all i see 

just destroy me, show me that you love me now
put your hands around my throat till i’m not breathing out 
when i was down, you’re all i had you can’t be leaving now 
sinking farther in the water, let us both drown 
and when the time comes for you to realize, i hope you won’t forget it
i’m sending you the message 
i wanna hurt you, make this right 
and then i’ll be back in your shoes again 

tired of feeling like i’m nothing when i don’t have you, 
i don’t care if you hurt me, say you love me too
put your hands over me until i vomit, 
make me belong to you, tell me you need me too
i wanna feel every blade that you put in me,
tell me that i’m dumb & stupid & it’s all i’ll be
hurt me, and i promise that i’ll never leave 
you put my blood in the water and it’s all i see

please hurt me

Destroy me

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

prod https://soundcloud.com/whymillyy & maestrowons

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage 

Pull up with a garage band performing on a macintosh
Been working on this shit for years you be staying slacking off
Tried to ship my energy to you but then the package lost
People around me wanna swish only if its basketball

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please


I need to live life with way less company
You ask to hang but they just wanna get buzzed with me
And i'm stuck living in a different fantasy 
Vacuum all these thoughts cus im my own manatee

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage

manatee (whymillyy + maestrowons)

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
https://soundcloud.com/7hersx

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

the time I spent with you is still considered priceless
but my mind has been forming an existential crisis
words that she wrote with her ds stylus
but those memories to you are just considered sightless 

forget warmness frozen inside my heart
it's cold and i feel soulless from everything I start

i remember I had you in the picture 
but like i cut you off i grabbed my scissors
try to forget my memories when with her
no matter what I would never forgive her

just bring me down until my last breathe
step inside my castle you won't realize who you been with
so girl you can't come home there's nothing left
you're so indescisive and i do not like it

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

I Miss You

AkiraDoves & JoshIGuess - I Miss You (Thersx)

Reupload


Bandiicam

https://soundcloud.com/bandiicam

https://instagram.com/bandiicam

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ttfNUv8LbxcpeeUj5OM8j

g0r3

https://soundcloud.com/img0r3

https://instagram.com/im_g0r3

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7kDbLquCet7fR3Mq7JEPUp?si=WV9l8uzgQumULTqd6EikEA


bandiicam - Take My Blood + g0r3 (prod. hospital)

everything by me <3
feature @xxsyris

@w6lker:

wanna be your little puppet,
talk to me, you know i love it
if you can’t text me, i can’t function
i want your hands all over until i vomit
talking to me in my dreams, i’m getting anxious
i know you wanna watch me bleed, 
you couldn’t fake it
got me begging on my knees, like please don’t hate me
i could be the one you need, 
and you should fucking face it

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

@xxsyris:

ur luv ya its take away depression
ur luv ya u use it as a weapon
u think ur slick but bby i saw that
break my heart cause u think that ur all that
manipulate me date rape me
take me to ur back yard
cmon bby make me
u can cover me in dirt bby bury me
ill leave this earth with u i plead

@w6lker

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

Passion w/ syris

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

spotify

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year 
cause I see you 
and I see you running back I'm dying 

nothing compared to what we have had once before
and i know you're sending texts to me but i can't help but ignore
the moment you chose someone else over me
i realized to my own table that i never bring nothing
huh?, gotta sit back and pause
she only cared about my flaws
and now i'm out another job
hotel room that's booked for two but i'm the only one that's staying
but i guess i can't complain because i'm not the one that is paying
hiding in a maze that i created in the vineyards
cus i'm staying on my own but i still see you in the picture 

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year
cause I see you 
I'll see you right back

i see you (taymxru)

with @akiradoves
come see me and him in august <3 tickets below
https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=67&ticketTierId=67
prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
What the fuck?
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone

For weeks in a row
No one hit my phone
Just the normal ones
And the normal ones only when they low
They be sending some
I just want someone to be the one to hit me up for once
And I had that before but she fell out of love

People get a little ounce of glance toward themselves
There's no connection it's just texting we were never pen pals
Texts so dry the person probably covered up with 10 towels
But i cannot be talking when I just always respond in lols
Communication has been nothing but a nuisance
Wish things went well so I don't have to go thru this
Never ending cycle of my guilt and fears
Gotta close down slowly like i'm sears

Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
What the fuck?
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone

Am i just meant to do this on my own?
It's already felt that way as i was in control
And the taste is gone like an empty cereal bowl
I guess that's just the life they chose

everybody gone

These monsters got me on the scare floor
Cus im in bed with nothing to prepare for
But I stand on my two feet let's compare yours
You rocking yeezy still but I be rocking air force

Guess that's why they switched from scary to laughter
Cus sometimes our fear is worth what is after
I know sometimes it can turn into disaster
It doesn't hurt to try

They try to creep up in the comments but it doesn't mean shit
If they weren't so pressed wish it was something I could fix
But you know something you can never fix, guess what? A bitch
Cus it ain't no grudges only stay how it is

How it is? I ain't give no second chance
Got other plans, i'm not gonna interrupt it for my fans
What you ask? What you ask? Why don't you say in my dm
They be staying talking back no matter what like Talking Ben

Why do I keep waking up in my own dreams?
Break the door down in this movie please cut the scene
If it goes on lockdown just grab my keys
Now I'm in the dark void the new sentry

These monsters got me on the scare floor
Cus im in bed with nothing to prepare for
But I stand on my two feet let's compare yours
You rocking yeezy still but I be rocking air force

Guess that's why they switched from scary to laughter
Cus sometimes our fear is worth what is after
I know sometimes it can turn into disaster
It doesn't hurt to try

And there's a big eye watching from above like Mike
Watching my every move far from sight
Always rejected i'm not their type
But stick to my gut it don't hurt to try

scare floor

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family

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spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8uAuz27hPQ

PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED AND MASTERED BY @youngburial
vocals by @supachefm & @youngburial

Stream

changing the season w/ fats'e

NRG 105

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Prod https://soundcloud.com/despairintoashes