https://soundcloud.com/heylog

i run away out of fear and out of panic
i dissipate everybody who cause damage
i love it here
i think i can manage
i disappear into trees and into foliage
i walk a path, clear my head for my advantage
no one knows i'm here
no one knows i vanish

walking through mud, all the mire's climbing up my pants
water soaking through my jeans, why is it all swampy land
i'm so getting sick of this, take me to the flower field
i need to lay down and rest
sleeping would be ideal

love

vanish

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heylog - vanish

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
cover all my face with hair all over my eyes
i’m not confident, i bet u cannot recognize 
i’m invisible to everybody’s naked eyes
i don’t know what i’m doing here and i don’t know why
and tears fall like the rain in the night sky
her voice lingers in head like a lullaby
i’ll try to get over u when the time is right
but i’m not ready, so i’ll hold onto that goodbye 

i don’t know what i should say
i don’t know what i should do
i gotta reroute 
i gotta avoid that avenue
(x4)

ur a liar from ur heart
should’ve known from the start
(x2)

avenue

prod @tnvr555 

you wake up in the middle of the night
and push my hair out of my face
hear you smiling
turn to your side and i’ll hold you
wake up in the morning
and i’m right where i’m supposed to be
homes complete
it’s you and me
feel at ease
promise you’ll never leave

so say that we worked it out
that it’s all good now
cause i need you here with me
and you know i love you
how i can’t sleep i’m bound
to see you in every dream

take me back now
to the summer where we met
where i was starving for your love
writing songs about our death
and the feelings never die
trust me that i tried my best
but the feelings never die
feels like my heart is in your chest
oh

we got lost a few times
u skipped states
i wrote rhymes
i still hurt every night
i can’t stare in your eyes

i see u in every dream

spotify

i see u in every dream [tnvr]

prod @prod-oc

// lyrics 
leave me with what to prove
you speak all but the truth
and betray
such a rude display
aha

they crowd around like sheep
but i don’t really sleep
it’s for the weak
and i don’t really care
it’s not that deep no
leave her with a scare
in the wrong season

look me in the face
what’s left to say love
i’ll give them some credit
they should’ve stand down
seems like everybody’s
acting like a fan now
sorta funny
no one cared now they got bandz out

uh
i don’t fuck with your friends
i’d put that bitch in the grave love
um
keep sticking pins in your hand
you can’t go a day without drugs yuh
say your man’s in a band
i get more streams than he could understand
he doesn’t know what you do with your hands
wrap around me like a rubberband

bring the flame
set the fire
let it burn
i love pain
i love to hurt
baby kick me in the dirt now
say my name
with a passion
i’m the worst
make it heard
by the whole world
let them know
i’m out for blood now

i can feel the tension
cutting tendons up until he dies
i can fill the room up with the bodies
frame a suicide
i can be the geist that haunts your bloodline
every day and night
i can see through your disguise
all the fear inside your eyes

get your money up
get my name out of your mouth
bitch
it’s sorta funny now
all your groupies fuck with my shit
act all buddy love
bet you’re wishing that i had quit
it’s really funny now
you’re on your knees sucking my dick

blood on my hands
wiped on my pants
reload the gun and we’re ready
it’s all in the plan
stay in demand
going up we’re steady
seems like everybody’s
acting a fan now
sorta funny
no one cared now they got bandz out

scarecrows scattered across the fields
i move swift, i never yield
cover up where my arms bleed
you wont smell the blood on me

so you’ve got perfect aim
but cannot hit me i’m a phantom
promise i’m not worried
bro you’re just a fucking random
i might need my medicine cause i keep throwing tantrums
you’ve heard all my cyphers but now we’re calling this the anthem

step out of my way
i swear i’ll turn you to an atom
and no i am not worried
guess you haven’t seen my fandom
i might need my medicine cause i keep throwing tantrums
you’ve heard all my cyphers but now we’re calling this the anthem

phantom

phantom [oc]

7.
prod. grayskies

Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape

Don't expect it to change
Just because of your face
That's what they all say
They all say

And I know I can't get too close
Gotta hold it back
Can’t get too attached
You said you know that
You know that

As we watch the sun
You said I was the one
I can’t fall for your love
Fall for you love

Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape
_______________________________________________________________________________

loveu333

no escape

gore

you never liked me w/ jeremymaq [prod. ohmygon]

with @akiradoves
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prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

say you don’t bleed
baby i can see it drip down your wrist 
oh so now you’re coming?
cum and then i’ll give you a kiss 
you want to fight 
i got your back just go on put up your fists 
but promise me that when i’m gone
that i’m the one that you’ll miss 

guess i’m catching a plane now
cutting all of the snakes out
come on closer
pull me under 
let me melt in your skin love 
and i know sometimes i seem vacant 
there’s not much that i believe in 
so baby just give me reason 

who are you 
where’d you come around from? 
eyes that glitter   
like she’s dreaming 
can’t stop staring 
she’s so pretty 
who are you? 
would you come around 
and say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under 
oh oh oh oh oh oh 
say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under

and there’s a serpent in the room 
that no one seems to address 
but that’s alright
i’d rather turn away to watch her undress 
and no one’s gonna like the plan that i’ve got coming up next 
their eyes are peeled to the screen
but are they ready to scream

face it 
ego’s big for the statement
fit all black like a raven 
and when i move
i promise you that
i wouldn’t feel complacent 
ego’s big and they’re glazing
sit back love cause i’m winning
for you 
oh oh

honey [tnvr]

[Verse 1]
Black sheep slipping out the back, yeah there’s no rewind
Found a quick fix for happiness, so I’m leaving you behind
Say goodbye to the kid  yeah he tapped out, he’s done
Hope you catch your flight, babe… it’s headed for the sun (yeah)

[Pre‑Chorus]
Did a couple lines with the reaper, gun against my faith
If time don’t do the healing, then the grave’s the only place
Spent too many nights in the ether, feeling hollow in the haze

[Chorus]
I’m peeling my skin off, forgetting my worth
Killed my innocence and everything we were
Now every memory just makes it burn worse
’Cause all that I loved and all that we were
You left me for dead

[Verse 2]
Crying to a willow tree, choking on my pillowcase
Neighbors watching through the blinds like they’re tryna catch a case
Self-hate on a loop, Californicated brain
In the light, dancing naked just to feel something again

[Chorus]
I’m peeling my skin off, forgetting my worth
Killed my innocence and everything we were
Yeah, the better it was, the deeper it hurts
’Cause all that I loved and all that we were
You left me for dead

for dead

My humanity might be lost, i don't feel sadness anymore.

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

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