prod me 
w/ @hiraethsry

Lyrics:
don't know if i feel okay
i'm aware of all that you say
i'm burning bridges all day
not my fault you're in the way
don't know where i have been since
you speak to me with no end
sun shines down onto my skin
been a while since i felt like this
you run from all that i am
you take the flame and you end
oh you say that it's nothing but you're offended
without you i'll feel the same
i'll go on about my day
you don't mean anything to me
promises don't mean a thing

don’t remember from yesterday but I’m feeling it now
so confused on what you mean, I can’t tell anyone now
every finger you laid onto me, I’m feeling them more
I wish I could get over this, pass the blade and some
someone that I can take it out on, I can’t deal with it
stop lunging into promises you cannot hold me with
and only when the time is right, will you belong to me
twist and turning in my bed waiting for you to sleep
and sometimes I hold my stomach, like it’s your hand on me
and if I close my eyes and dream it well it just might be

don't know if i feel okay
i'm aware of all that you say
i'm burning bridges all day
not my fault you're in the way
don't know where i have been since
you speak to me with no end
sun shines down onto my skin
been a while since i felt like this
without you i'll feel the same
i'll go on about my day
you don't mean anything to me
promises don't mean a thing

burn

mistaken [prod. axive]

prod by me

- lyrics -
i know you feel ashamed of me
bloodstains drawn on everything
love was never meant to be
but parenting was hard to see
and i know you wouldnt like what i wanna be
your life was so preassues when i wernt a thing

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

but i lost everything jsut seeing you
your no father did you follow yours
taught you lessons oh you followed far
got another does he know im far

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

no i dont want to think
but everyday i do
you crubmled in my life
to be seen by someone new
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand

i spent way to long
trempling in thoughts
could life be different now
so real i should've drowned
but im back on the forecast
weathers dying but you knew that
decade gone what a news flash
gonna be shit fuck you from the past
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flower petals ✾

crumbled

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy

lyrics:
clipping all my beats
you can see the red spreading on my sheets
never liked the green
turn it up like 5 or 6 db
so watch it how u walk
“chasing bags” you’re chasing the 
(hawk tuah)
so watch it how u talk
preaching the “money is power” but chasing the wap?

there’s so much shit that i can say
those are the secrets im keeping till grave
so
get the fuck out of my way
i don’t got patience, i can’t stand to wait
so
get the fuck out of my face
i don’t got time to hang out with the prey 
so
get the fuck out of my 
face
get the fuck out of my

i took these years just to find myself
i learn from god, and all the pain i delt 
it’s time to shed all the damn old skin
repent my sins, thanking god i win

blood is dripping from my neck to the ground
leave a trail of all the mess till im found
till im found, ill never make a sound
even now

2024 pulled up with my wrist slit
2025 i’m pulling up with a new bitch
i’ve seen it all before, trauma locked up in my eyes
i’ve seen it all before
these eyes will never lie (x2)


ya no quiero a jugar
dame dame otro mas
me rompio mi corazon
reglame o porfavor (x3)

dirty

prod, @prodgrayskies

- lyrics -
you said your last goodbye, 
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own

theres blood on the page
my memories aren’t at bay
im so fckd in my head
i hold a gun just to test

why cant i walk in ease
the wind is cold feel the breeze
(feel the breeze)

you said your last goodbye
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own

goodbye (x5)

locked in the mist
i see so many faces 
who aren’t you
who aren’t you
take a knife and stab it through my wrist
it wont hurt im at my wit
im at my wit
cause you said your goodbye
last goodbye (x2)
said your last goodbye
you said your last goodbye
You said your last goodbye
you said your last goodbye, 
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own
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flower petals ✾

your last goodbye

prod me

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

with @akiradoves
come see me and him in august <3 tickets below
https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=67&ticketTierId=67
prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

prod me:)
hope u enjoy !

stream here: https://share.amuse.io/UOwtADVEOSum

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/melmige

lyrics:

i guess u caught me off guard
my head in the sand
a scar on my arm
a knife in my back
a noose on my neck i'm barely holding on to
so exhausted
so exhausted
trust me love, don't think you'd understand
the depth of my lack of trust in other plans
the best that i am i'm barely holding on to
so dishonest
so dishonest

just a moment of respite
is that too much to ask?
i fear they made me broken
am i only a replicant of man?
terrified of my flawed emotions
what a shame
i'll place blame
on my brain
see your face
and lose my focus
i evade, to dodge fate is hopeless
go unnoticed that lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

i try to breathe but i can't
i think i'm choking up
i need you more than you understand
like very much
i won't deceive you again
i know my words aren't enough
to reconcile with the part of me you'll never trust
take the burdens i carry and i'll desert em
but i know i'll continue to feel like i deserve em
i try to make it right
i fear i've made it worse
i'd die to sing a verse
but lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

keep it up, it's hard to keep the right course
keep me locked away behind a closed door
i reject the thought that i could ever be enough
what is there to be afraid of?

scared of how i'll b received if i put my heart out on these louis v sleeves
scared that you'll grab all ur things and just leave in the night when i've fallen asleep
i cannot tell u my secrets
i don't believe u can keep them
i'll bury myself in the coffin it's self preservation to get some relief

tongue tied

far away from you w/ vislyn [prod. rick hardy]

spotify october 17th
we all produced our own part, shoutout grasior for putting it together 

@yokaidreams
@iissaame
@decayinganyways
@grasior

// valentine ghost
let’s get this seance started
it’s part 2 so form the circle
now 919s been tarnished
but we’ve got business to settle

don’t you look my way again
cause i'll show you who's the man
yeah i’ll rip apart your body
sell your organs for some bandz

can you hear all of the chants?
know that i can count on my fans
yeah theyll clean up your body
bury ashes in the sand

do you taste it?
revenge is sweet bitch
i wouldnt risk it
if i were you id bow right down before my feet

// yokai dreams
oh, keep your guard up
i see spirits in my gas when i spark up
hearing voices from the past
all they seem to do is laugh
feeling eyes all on my back
fear the karma

lemme go, i don't wanna be seen like this
never know how heavy this secret is
so cold, so cold, no bliss
you reveal another weakness

i keep a blade underneath my pillow
crawl from the grave, i'm the one ur gonna kill first
feel the rain, hear it weep like willows
face to face, you will taste this silver

// iissaa
And Throw it all away
Cause ima make you pay
Alway treasure from decay
Oh it always ends the same
Place it far
you can't change my heart
Can't erase my scars
I'm surrounded by the dark
It's starting to close in on me
There's no light of hope that i see
I followed a road back to me
I plead at the crow in the tree

// DecayingAnyways
Oh am I a corpse? Just want to, to adore.
So torn alone, this grave my home.
Do I? Entertain you all, I would sell my soul. Just to have it all, all
Noooo-
Summoned by your call
I’m not, not dead at a-l-l-l

At all-
Ohh not dead at all

// grasior
there's some breathing on my neck
i start to look around but why is everybody dead
in this setting im a mess
the seance's has begun so come on closer for the fest

got some things im set to do
but my pulse is through the roof and all this pressure comes from you
i fear the silence that i sought
cause now the road is lonely and i hate what ive become

god these chains got me hung it broke me by design
never felt so fucking broken on my life-
i heard the memo from the side line
never thought id see a ghost sides my boy geist

i can see you through the mask
hollowed smile is there something that you lack
graveyard where my body got detached
the spirit's guidance brought me through the past

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

JoshIGuess