burden [prod. sence x thislandis]

5.
prod. awfuldrama 

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home
You crush my soul, then give me hope
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord

(And you’re dressed just like a rose, but you cut me with your thorns)
(And I can’t get past your angel face with the horns)

I feel the least you could do is pick up your phone and call
Cause I’m sweating here just tryna think through it all

Mmm, and I thought I would let you take control…
Turn my view against me and left me think alone.
You know I cared too much to care at all.
(But I love when you talk, it stops my heart.)

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go (don’t let me go)
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home (just come back home)
You crush my soul, then give me hope (yeah, you give me hope)
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord (then you cut the cord)

(You cut the cord)
(I’ll keep you warm)

thorns w/ xona

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

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russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year 
cause I see you 
and I see you running back I'm dying 

nothing compared to what we have had once before
and i know you're sending texts to me but i can't help but ignore
the moment you chose someone else over me
i realized to my own table that i never bring nothing
huh?, gotta sit back and pause
she only cared about my flaws
and now i'm out another job
hotel room that's booked for two but i'm the only one that's staying
but i guess i can't complain because i'm not the one that is paying
hiding in a maze that i created in the vineyards
cus i'm staying on my own but i still see you in the picture 

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year
cause I see you 
I'll see you right back

i see you (taymxru)

this EP is mainly about the darkest thought someone can have in the back of their head and how much of a desperate attempt they'll do to feel "love" / it depicts how someone's thoughts can get if they don't get what they want / in this case it's some sort of affection or love that they wanna feel.

remedy

opaque w/ hax [prod. taymxru]

pushing violence w/ 5hy [prod. rick hardy]

clinical depression

rejected

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

oh keep the words inside your mouth 
you always sound like such a fool 
you’re reaching now 
oh all the shit you’d do 
like such a clown 
should’ve know that you were cruel 
it’s been like that  

now when i hear your name 
it’s like knives in my veins 
it’s such a hard pill to swallow when 
all i feel is shame
for you
don’t you feel the same?

and now i won’t take the blame 
couldn’t be clearer than day 
all the poison seeping slowly 
as it’s rotting my brain 
don’t you
feel the same?

PLEASE 
CAN YOU LEAVE
I JUST WANT TO BE HERE ALL ALONE 
SICK OF YOU RUNING EVERY HOME
PLEASE 
SET ME FREE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERY PART OF ME 
THAT HOPED

valentine...?

and i want to see all of you down on your knees
begging me for attention
your man in my dms he’s wishing he could be me
the fucking delusion
and i do not know you
so don’t act like you know me 
i’m burning the past and i’m leaving you there 
so keep me out your mentions

clown

NOTHINGS CLEAR THRU THE SMOKE (prod. blix)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

i see you (taymxru)

JoshIGuess

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