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The Russ Room Set 12/10/22

Crystal Mindz Set 3/10/23

sacanime set 9/2

stuck!

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

Senzu Bean ft EvO Florentino

prod. by Lil $wedden ( @lilswedden )
featuring https://soundcloud.com/cvrnage (fka travvy)

Lyrics:
In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
Sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

I be staying on the curves
While you hit the curb
And she be off the herb
She be singing my own words 
My whole vision is a blur
Natural disaster on this earth
She don't know what I'm worth
She only knows when she's hurt
I'm inside this repeated curse
Endless cycles go berserk
This feeling I wanna yearn
Inside this fire that i burn
I just continue making turns 
Should she even be concerned 
She hopes I will make return
But don't think that she'll ever learn

People be talking and people be stalking me 
People be walking I'm just wanting my privacy 
She says she's high but she's not looking high to me 
How does this end well well you'll have to die to see
Wonder if I'll ever make my recovery
Every new day I'm just making discoveries
Focus on me I don't worry about other beings
Feel like I'm Gucci the way that she smothered me

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

Fuck around, imma find out
Bitch, I'm a fucking night owl
Hit the stu then I make a thousand pound
Send me a sign then i take a look around, yeah

(In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
I sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah)

Pop a brick, a thousand pounds
Got enough to go around
Come inside, you might die
I can you show 'round a knife
I can show you everything you ever wanted
Take away the things you're promised
Hear a boom and i cannot be around, yeah

In my room and I cannot hear a sound yeah
Hit the stu then I make 1000 pounds yeah
Sent me a sign then I take a look around yeah
Not in my lane you be staying out of bounds yeah

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NIGHTOWL W/ CVRNAGE (LIL $WEDDEN)

Broken Arrow (Already Dead)

Every Memory Is Painful

Every Memory Is Painful feat. JoshIGuess (prod. Dead Spyro)

Kir drops off his new Record "5.7" in style. Tune in and leave a comment!

Kir- 5.7 (Prod By Djprodluigi X T9C)

Perfect timing

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domesticscars

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

I felt too lost in the moment
I'm sorry my expression never shows it
Love I gave you in the past yeah you own it
My love is buried in the ground my condolence 
I swear I thought you were perfect
But it's just another instance occurring
Another memory I made that is blurry
I still remorse and from the fact that you hurt me

And here we go our separate ways
I guess it wasn't just a waste
But I've been trapped inside this cage
I may need some help from you mage

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

Guess I had to take a life lesson
Didn't know it would make my life lessen
It's not always worth the connections
And it's not always worth second guessing 
I just got to go with my instincts
Gotta figure out whatever else is missing
But if you come back that's way too risky
You might go ahead attempt again to trick me

fever dream

music video

fever dream (domesticsoul)

featuring & engineered by @mjmadeit
produced by @fantom-instrumentals aka @fantommuzik

(Intro)
Tell me what's on your mind?
I know what's on mine
You and me tonight

I just wanna hold you tight
Make you mine
All the time

(Chorus)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

(JoshIGuess Verse)
And I said why'd you do me like that?
Arguments the only time you hit me right back
I'm sorry I'm not around I've been getting sidetracked
I've gotten comfortable with life while you still feeling attached

I want a simple life not no complications
Wonder if I'll ever last forever dating
I've been tryna work out I've been staying patient
But it's tough knowing things you did were blatant

(Chorus 2)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

lyric video

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
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Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

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vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/drmabeats-90606897 & https://soundcloud.com/prodveldt
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Lyrics 
I feel u right below me on the ground 
I don’t miss u u don’t know me 
love it when I’m bleeding out 
In the carpet 
I just wanna turn around and run 
wanna see u tonight 
u irradiate my life 
I wanna see ur face every night 

u were knocking at my doorknob 
left me fucking starving 
I don’t give a fuck anymore want u back 
u would whisper in my ear 
like to make me jealous 
tell me all these things like I give a fuck 

still bite my nails like I learned when I was seven 
why u still behind my back 
thought we ended it already 
feels like my life kinda blurry can’t focus no not at all
it feels no I can’t do it people tell me I can 

give u all the time u need 
try and fucking play me 
I need fucking time to heal 
don’t want u beside me 
it was almost like nothing 
I wanted u part of me but I guess not 
I wanted to talk it out with u but I guess we can’t 
and everything feels so fake can u go away 
and every time these bitches leave they’ll regret till the end 
until the fucking end

evolve (drmabeats x veldt)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark
produced by https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro
mix + master by both joshiguess & diegointhedark
lyrics below
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doing shit with no hesitation
like a step by step animation
my life is a book full of pages
and i'm tired of going thru these phases

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

money on my mind go run my bands up 
got a xan under my tongue bitch i can’t stand up 
all y’all just some clones y’all just my fandom
talk shit bitch this 30 throw a tantrum

last year they would treat me like a reject 
everybody bouncing back like a reflex
stone island when i walk imma big flex 
your bodyguard gon die shoot a big tech

she wanna fuck i don’t even gotta ask her 
i pulled up turned the show to a disaster
you want smoke put your liver on a platter 
upgraded diamonds bitch my chain is dark matter

and i swear i had to do this on my own 
you ain’t never had to struggle all alone
my girl looking pale like a ghost 
stepping out i put that rick owens my toes

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

playing cities like i'm playing on nintendo
said she wanna hang out took her back home
she wanna smash so i put in some smash bros
if she meant the other way she a bad hoe (battle)

Cliffhanger

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

feature : @wtchmesuffer
www.instagram.com/molliwhopin__/

Got all these thoughts in my mind but I'm just gonna fantasize
I'm never satisfied enough to try (yeah)
So I let things fly (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I gave her the world but she gave back the universe
Now it's destroyed just like it's all a repeated curse (yeah)
You're the fucking worst (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Inside these boggles
I got on these goggles
To shield from these models
And all of what's in my eyes (yeah)
You only shield to ride
Like you did last night
Yeah yeah yeah

But it wasn't with me
That bitch did me dirty
Should've been known that she always was one for the fucking streets
But I just can't believe that she felt complete
She opposing teams (yeah yeah yeah)
I cope with the pain she be grinding that thing on me
But it's hard to feel when I can't take it literally
I'm left bittersweet
But I guess she makes up for it with inner sweet

Was that tmi to put it all in there?
Just like I used to shit I just spilled the beans
Now she'll make a scene
And she only hits me back up once I'm 18
How fucking ironic get me out your dream
I will never commit to your bitch ass again
And I'm sorry but I can't ever be your friend
You said on your life you won't leave but you left
Now you left me upset

Didn't wanna be apart
But I should've known from the start
Fucked it up for me one time
And came back to apologize
But I can see right through your stupid lies
I been waiting for u all night
Walkin in like u got sum to hide

And I've been down this road before
I would kick u out the door cus I gotta stay composed

What I tried to know
Is what I've been told
But I know it's wrong
I'm not where you belong

Got all these thoughts in my mind but I'm just gonna fantasize
I'm never satisfied enough to try (yeah)
So I let things fly (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I gave her the world but she gave back the universe
Now it's destroyed just like it's all a repeated curse (yeah)
You're the fucking worst (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're the fucking worst
Yeah you're the worst
You're the woooooorrrsstt

pre-save

you're the worst w/ suffer (savage squad)

inside a gate that no one can trespass
and I don't think anyone could get that
i just want some true love yeah I miss that
but everyone just wants to play tricks man

and i don't feel any gain or satisfaction
cus nothing anymore worth the reaction
i tell myself I've moved on from past actions
but I wish I could bring myself back then

i'm spending life like an NPC
it's not a joke I feel it's literally
and all these thoughts feel like it's bittersweet
and you know what I'm bout to turn 19

and i'm still thinking bout who I might be
i feel prevented from society
and that darkness is always biting me
even tho they act so kind to me

you gotta wonder why they're so blind to see
at least another drop, do they lie to me?
and I really just want my own privacy
it's not like anyone tells me "how's your day?"

try to cleanse my mind going on a walk
so I decide to go another few blocks
but when your only hope tells you to stop
You gotta wonder what is right or not :(

and every day I just want to be free roam
pack myself in styrofoam
i want to explore the world and wonder where it goes
staring at a globe
wanna feel comfortable
in my own home but I'm always alone

and no!
i don't wanna tell you where the fuck I go because it's been too long
i've been trapped in songs cus it's my only form of communication
celebration goes on near my friends
and I can't be with them cus the fucking distance
it's on the wishlist to never feel like
everything's just all forbidden

but I guess i'm protected from the bullshit
people don't relate but they clueless
i just wish my life had a blueprint
But it's my fucking life i can't choose it

isolated. (vbe)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

Yeah I wanna go and travel
But every plan's just buried in the gravel
Wish I could tell everyone where I'm at tho
But if I did everyone would just go and tattle

And you know I'm not one to start drama
Don't want either memory to go and cause some trauma
Your girl feeling kinda freaky she gon pull up in pajamas
And every time I speak I freak out with too many commas

And I can't even reach a sentence
Cus nothing I can say to anyone is comprehensive
They just ghost me and act like that I never message
Been awake too long and you know I'm feeling restless

Everything I want to do is so verboten
And my head won't shut up it's causing all the commotion
And all the memories are pain maybe get some ibuprofen
Wish I could feel love again maybe boost some oxytocin

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Start great
Then it's heartbreak
Then I partake
In being prostrate
But I behave
And I know I'll be okay
I'm on an infinity train
But I'm waiting for fall break
So I can hear the wind and the rain
I can't sleep today

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Yeah It's all I know
Doing what I can only hope
Least my life has pericopes
Looking way too far with a periscope

And we barely spoke
Yet she wants to go call it an elope
Leave me alone (it's all I know)

verboten (tykun)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/poisonseed
I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust 
They try to get advice but i can't when i'm never in love
And i try to be what i can but be honest i dont wanna bluff

I just want someone that can't easily replace me
For someone else it's mental hell
But yet when i get what i want
It's too hard to tell what i fell into
I don't want no issues

I've been eating and sleeping lately too many times
Watching the clock tick away staying in my eyes
And I stay on the block cus it's crazy outside
But i just wish that someone would put me aside

I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust

distrust

distrust (trynacommunicate)

[beat by @whatafuckingbitch]
[mixed by myself, recorded in my bedroom]
[all platforms https://songwhip.com/joshiguess/what-you-want]
do i really feel alive sometimes,
the past lingers, downing down your try,
your friends arent friends in their disguise
attempts to leave you in the lies,
its not that hard to say goodbye,
since its happened all the time,
wish i never seen em eye to eye
but i guess its just part of my life,

what you want from me pay the price, or else i will decline, i don't wanna say goodbye so just go roll the dice

one day, i'm feeling empty,
the pressure, is getting heavy,
not really that ready,
i'm sweet, but sour candy,
and i swear that all the issues, have gone  inside those tissues, of the tears that just have fallen from your eyes,
and i know i, have also cried as much as you once were before, maybe more, whats in store what  a bore i just don't wanna be ignored,

and i got so lucky now u feel so empty i wonder why x2

and i swear that your eyes are blind,
and u cannot remember even with remind,
of a simple thing i said even if u tried,
you'd pass it over and just think you're right,

What You Want

live performance <3

What You Want (Foreign Hype)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess